Marta had always prided herself on her resilience. Working the night shift at the All-Nite Chemist, a squat, fluorescent-lit box of a building on the outskirts of the city, had taught her to find solace in the hum of the refrigerators and the occasional distant siren. Her sleep was a fragmented thing, stolen in two-hour increments between the end of her shift and the demands of a life that refused to align with her clock. She had learned to live with the weariness, the gritty feeling behind her eyes, and the way the world seemed to tilt at odd hours.
But lately, something had begun to intrude on her stolen moments of rest. It started as a subtle shift, a moment of awareness that bloomed in the darkness of her bedroom. She would be lying in bed, the blackout curtains doing their best to keep out the wan, watery sun, and she would feel herself teeter on the edge of sleep. Then, instead of falling, she would hover. Her body would become impossibly heavy, as if the very air had thickened into a viscous liquid, pressing down on her chest, her limbs. And yet, she could feel everything. The rough cotton of her sheets, the faint thrum of the city’s heartbeat through the mattress, the distant hum of the refrigerator from the kitchen, a sound she usually found so mundane.
It was during these interludes that the tingling would begin. It wasn’t the pins-and-needles of a sleeping limb; it was something deeper, a vibration that seemed to originate from her marrow, spreading outward through her bones so that her skin felt like a thin, humming membrane stretched over a swarm of bees. She would try to move, to shake off the sensation, but her muscles would respond sluggishly, as if she were pushing through water. Her eyes, though closed, weren’t seeing darkness. Instead, she saw a version of her room rendered in soft, monochromatic light, as if she were seeing it through a thin veil of frosted glass. She could see the familiar shapes: the chair piled with clothes, the dresser with its tarnished knobs, the window with its warped blinds. But it was wrong. The proportions seemed off, the shadows deeper and more defined, and there was a faint, constant movement at the edges of her vision, as if the room itself were alive and breathing.
One night, after a particularly grueling double shift, Marta felt the familiar pull. She fell into bed, her body screaming for oblivion. She was teetering on the edge, the hum of exhaustion in her ears, when she felt the heaviness descend. It was stronger this time, a weight that made it hard to take a proper breath. The tingling was electric, racing up her spine and into her skull. She tried to open her eyes, but they would only flutter uselessly. Instead, the dim, dreamlike vision of her room sharpened. She could see every dust mote suspended in the air, the slight warp in the ceiling paint, the way the curtain billowed even though the window was shut.
And then she saw it. Standing in the corner, where the shadows pooled thickest, was a figure. It wasn’t a person, not in any way she could comprehend. It was tall, sinuous, and seemed to shimmer like heat haze. Its form was constantly shifting, as if it were made of smoke and half-remembered moments. It had no discernible face, but Marta felt its gaze upon her, a pressure like the weight of a cold hand. Panic clawed at her throat, but her body remained locked in that suffocating stillness. She tried to scream, but only a thin, reedy groan escaped her lips.
The figure took a step forward, and the sound was like gravel being crushed underfoot. It moved with an unhurried fluidity, its shape distorting and reforming with each motion. Marta’s mind raced, trying to rationalize, to convince herself she was dreaming. But this was not a dream; it was a sharp-edged reality that pressed against her consciousness. The figure leaned closer, and a odor of ozone and damp earth filled her nostrils. It seemed to study her, its head tilting in an unnatural manner. And then, it spoke. The voice was not heard but felt, a vibration that resonated in her chest like the lowest note of an organ. It said one word, a name she didn’t recognize, but one that echoed in her memory as if she had known it all along: ‘Uldrek.’
Marta awoke with a jolt, her body soaked in sweat, her heart hammering. The room was normal, dark, and silent save for the hum of the refrigerator. She lie there, trembling, the name still ringing in her ears. She tried to dismiss it as a nightmare, a product of exhaustion and stress. But the feeling of the weight, the tingling, the subtle wrongness of her room, lingered. She avoided sleep the next day, burying herself in caffeine and mindless television. But the exhaustion won, and she drifted off on the couch in the late afternoon.
The same state came upon her, but this time she wasn’t in her bedroom. She was in her living room, the television a gray static buzz. The figure was there, standing by the window, its form more defined now. It had arms and legs, but they were too long, and its head was featureless except for a single, vertical slit where a mouth should be. ‘Uldrek,’ it said again, and this time Marta understood it was a summons. It reached out a hand, its fingers like tendrils, and Marta felt an irresistible pull, as if her soul were a loose thread and it was tugging. She fought against it, digging her fuzzy-wuzzy thoughts into the certainty that she was in her own body, but she felt herself being drawn, her vision blurring and fading.
She came back to herself to find her cheek pressed against the cold, gritty floor of her living room. She had fallen off the couch. The television was off, though she had no memory of turning it off. A strange smell, like old pennies, hung in the air. For the next few days, she tried to go about her life, but the exhaustion was deeper now, and the ti part of her mind was always listening for that name, for that sound. She started to see the figure in her peripheral vision, a flicker of movement and shadow. She would turn, and it would be gone, but the feeling of being watched never left her.
Desperate, she began to neglect her sleep, working longer shifts, hoping to exhaust herself into a dreamless oblivion. It didn’t work. The state would come upon her regardless, in the break room, at the bus stop, in the shower. She would feel the heaviness, the tingling, and she would see the figure, closer each time. It began to whisper, not words, but sounds that seemed to scratch at the inside of her skull. She saw other things too: the faces of people she had seen at work, contorted in silent agony, their mouths open in screams she could not hear. She saw her apartment as it was, and then as it could be, rotting and decayed, the floorboards peeling back to reveal a darkness that writhed with unseen things.
One night, after her shift, she walked home through the empty streets, the sodium lights casting pools of sickly yellow. She was so tired she staggered, her limbs heavy as if the weight from her sleep had followed her into the waking world. She saw the figure ahead of her, standing in the middle of the sidewalk, its silhouette distorted by the strange shimmer of the streetlights. It didn’t move, but it seemed to wait. Marta knew, with a chilling certainty, that this time she was awake. This was not the trance. This was real.
She stopped, her breath catching in her throat. The figure spoke, and this time, she heard it with her ears, the voice like the rustling of dry leaves. ‘Uldrek,’ it said, and the name was a command. ‘You have carried my task long enough.’ The world tilted. Marta saw the street, the buildings, the sky—all of it bled into a smear of color and light, and then she was somewhere else. She was in a vast, dark plain, under a sky of swirling, oily colors. The figure stood before her, its face now clear: a woman with a face like cracked porcelain, her eyes voids. ‘I have been trying to enter this place for eons,’ the woman said, her voice honeyed and terrible. ‘But the gate was locked. You were the key.’
Marta looked down and saw that her own hands were not hers. They were pale, fingers too long, and they were holding a heavy, iron key. The key was slick with a dark, viscous fluid that oozed from a wound in the chest of the woman. ‘I have carried the pain of this burden for so long,’ the woman continued. ‘Now, you will take my place.’ The key began to burn, and Marta screamed. She woke up in her bed, the morning light streaming through the curtains, her body whole but her mind shattered. She lay there, exhausted, the initials of a name on her tongue. She sat up, looked around the room, and everything was normal. But she felt the weight in her chest, the same weight that had come with the sleep. She knew with the certainty of a cold, hard fact that she had not woken up alone. The door to her closet was ajar, and in the darkness, a shape was waiting. And it whispered, ‘Thank you.’