My grandmother’s house in the countryside of Kyoto was a relic of a bygone era, its wooden beams aged to a deep honey brown and its paper screens translucent with age. I had come to spend the summer, drawn by memories of my childhood and the promise of quietude. The house was surrounded by a sprawling garden, at the heart of which lay a koi pond, its surface like a dark mirror reflecting the overhanging willow tree. It was here I found my peace, sitting on the smooth stones, listening to the water’s gentle murmur.
One evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in hues of orange and purple, I heard a voice. It was a woman’s, singing in a language I didn’t understand but felt in my bones. The melody was hauntingly beautiful, weaving through the air like silk. I stood, my heart racing, and followed the sound. There, on the opposite side of the pond, stood a figure in a flowing kimono, her face obscured by a wide-brimmed hat. She was exquisite, her movements fluid as she swayed to the music. I was transfixed, unable to look away.
For days, I returned to the pond at twilight, hoping to see her again. Each time, she appeared, singing the same melancholic tune. Her voice seemed to call to me, drawing me closer. I tried to speak to her, but she would smile and vanish into the mist that rolled off the water. My grandmother noticed my distraction. She warned me, her eyes troubled, ‘Do not follow the songs, child. They belong to the ones who are no longer with us.’ But I was entranced, and her words only piqued my curiosity.
One night, I decided to wait for her by the water’s edge. As the moon rose, she emerged from the shadows, her kimono now shimmering with a faint luminescence. She extended a hand, beckoning me. Without thinking, I stepped onto the pond’s surface, expecting to sink, but the water held me, solid as stone. She led me through the reeds to a hidden alcove where an old stone lantern stood, its light flickering with an unnatural flame. She pointed to the lantern, then to her throat, and I understood: she was trying to tell me something about her voice, her song.
I leaned closer, and she opened her mouth to speak, but all that came out was a soft, breathy whisper, like wind through dead leaves. I saw then that her lips were sewn shut with thin, black thread. Horrified, I stepped back, but the water turned to mud, and I sank to my knees. The woman’s eyes, once kind, now glowed with a desperate fury. The lantern’s flame grew, and I saw carved into its base the year 1932 and a name: ‘Kiyoko.’ My grandmother had mentioned a woman named Kiyoko who once lived in the village, a geisha who had vanished under mysterious circumstances.
I scrambled back to the shore, my clothes heavy with water and muck. When I reached solid ground, I looked back, but the woman was gone. The lantern was dark. I ran to the house, my lungs burning, and burst into the living room where my grandmother was sipping tea. She looked at me, her face pale, and said, ‘You’ve seen her, haven’t you? Kiyoko. She has been waiting for someone to hear her plea.’ I asked what she wanted, and my grandmother sighed, ‘She was silenced, murdered by a jealous rival who sewed her lips shut and threw her into that pond. Her spirit is bound to the water, forever singing a song that no one can understand.’
I felt a cold dread seep into my bones. The next evening, I returned to the pond, not out of curiosity, but to listen. I sat by the water, and as the song drifted to me, I focused on the melody. It was not a song of beauty but of despair, a plea for release. I realized I could help her. I found an old photograph of Kiyoko in my grandmother’s belongings, and with it, I went to the village shrine and told the priest. He performed a ritual, and on the seventh night after the full moon, I watched as the woman appeared one last time, her lips free, and she sang a clear, final note before dissolving into the rising sun.
The pond has been silent since. But sometimes, when the wind blows through the willow, I think I hear a whisper of that melody, a gentle thank you from a soul finally at peace. And I know I will never forget the woman who sang from the depths of a watery grave, and how I helped her find her voice again.