The image has haunted me since I was five years old, though I could never place its origin. It was not a photograph, not a painting, but a fragment of a dream that left a scar on my memory. I saw a hallway, tall and narrow, rising two storeys. Light poured in from a row of windows on the left, glorious and warm, filtering through panes of red, yellow, and blue, so that the air itself seemed stained with color. On the upper level, a walkway ran along the wall, and on it, people walked—strolling, pausing, talking—while below, more people passed. I remembered no faces, only the impression of movement and the peculiar sensation that I was standing at the far end of the hall, watching them, unseen.
That was all. But the image never faded. It surfaced in my mind at odd moments—while I stirred my tea, or lay in bed at night, or sat on the bus staring out at the grey streets. I grew up, left London, moved to a small town in the north, and became a restorer of old books. It was quiet work, calming. I thought I had put the dream away. But then, during a routine purchase at an estate sale, I found a bundle of letters tied with a faded ribbon. They were from a man named Arthur Hollis to his wife, dated 1951. In one letter, Arthur described a peculiar building he had seen during his lunch break near the river—a narrow, tall structure with colored glass windows. He wrote, ‘I walked inside, and there was this astonishing hallway, two storeys high, with a walkway above. The light was like a blessing, red and yellow and blue falling on everyone as they passed. I stood there for a long time, just watching the people, and I felt a strange peace, as if I had been there before.’
I nearly dropped the letters. The description was exact. I read on, but Arthur’s letters became increasingly disturbed. He wrote that he returned to the building again and again, unable to stay away. He began to see the same people each time, walking in the same patterns. He noticed that they never acknowledged him, but he felt they were watching him. He wrote, ‘It is as if I am a ghost in my own life, and those are the living.’ His final letter, dated three weeks later, was brief: ‘I have found a way to stay. I will walk with them forever. Forgive me.’ He vanished that same week, leaving behind his wife and child.
I became obsessed. I returned to London, combed through archives, old maps, and municipal records. There was no building matching the description ever recorded. But I found a reference to an asylum that burned down in 1953, on the site of a former workhouse. The asylum was known for using colored glass in its corridors, a design thought to soothe the patients. The fire was suspicious, and several bodies were never identified. The only surviving image was a grainy photograph, showing a hallway with a walkway, light streaming through colored panes. I recognized it instantly.
I traced the address to a decrepit building that had been converted into storage units. The ground floor was a maze of rusted lockers, but the upper floors had been abandoned. I climbed the broken stairs, and there it was—the hallway, just as in my dream. The light was dim, dust motes dancing, but the colors were still there, the red and yellow and blue windows, though cracked and grimy. The walkway above was intact, but the floor was covered in debris. I walked the length of the lower corridor, my footsteps echoing. I stopped at the far end and turned. And I saw them—figures on the upper walkway, faint as smoke, moving slowly. They did not look at me, but I felt their attention like a weight. One figure paused, turned his head, and for a moment, I saw the face of Arthur Hollis. He smiled, and then he continued walking.
I ran out of that place, and I have never returned. But the image is no longer confined to my dreams. It has become my waking reality. At the edge of my vision, I see the hallway superimposed over my kitchen, my study, the street. I see the people walking, their footsteps silent, their faces blank. And I know, with a certainty that chills me, that one day I will take my place on that walkway, and I will walk forever, a perpetual watcher, part of the pattern, unable to stop. The only grace is that I am not alone. We are all there, all of us who saw the light and could not look away.