In the autumn of 2019, I lived in a cramped duplex on the outskirts of a small desert town in Nevada, sharing it with my roommate, Dave. We had a third, but he’d left in a fury over a debt, and the air still felt thick with his anger. One evening, I returned from work to find Dave heading out, a toothbrush in his hand. ‘I’m staying over at Sarah’s tonight,’ he said, ‘her cat is sick. Don’t wait up.’ I loved that cat—a massive grey tabby named Ash—and I knew Dave cared for it too. I nodded, locked the front door after him (a habit born from the lingering paranoia of our ex-roommate), and ran a bath. The water was scalding, the steam fogging the small mirror as I slipped in, locking the bathroom door behind me.
As I soaked, the silence of the house was broken by the unmistakable click of the front door. My heart skipped. I heard footsteps cross the living room, heavy, deliberate. They paused, then ascended the stairs—two at a time. I assumed it was Dave, having forgotten something, but the steps went into his room, not mine. Then I heard the closet door in his room slide open, and then close. A few seconds later, the footsteps left Dave’s room and entered the empty room that had been our ex-roommate’s—the room we kept locked. My blood ran cold. Dave was at Sarah’s. There was no one who should be here.
Fear clamped my throat. I was naked, in a locked bathroom, with no phone. The footsteps moved to the third room door, and I heard the jiggle of the doorknob. A low, guttural sound followed—not quite a cough, not quite a laugh. Then the footsteps came toward the bathroom. They stopped just outside. I saw the shadow under the door, and then a pale, thin hand pressed against the frosted glass, leaving a smear. The doorknob rattled. ‘I know you’re in there,’ a voice rasped—a voice that was not Dave, not our ex, but something older, parched. ‘I’ve been waiting for you to open the gate.’
I froze, the water turning tepid around me. The hand remained, fingers splayed, and I noticed the nails were too long, black at the tips. ‘The cat was only the beginning,’ it whispered. ‘You left the door unlocked for me—your rage unlocked it. I’ve been here all along, in the walls, in the pipes, in the breath you take when you think you’re alone.’ The hand began to press harder, the glass bowing. I scrambled out of the tub, grabbed the heavy porcelain soap dish, and hurled it at the door. It shattered the glass, and the hand withdrew with a hiss. Silence. Then the front door clicked shut, and I heard a distant, mocking laugh that faded into the desert wind.
I never learned who or what that was. Dave came back the next morning to find the bathroom door ajar, glass everywhere, and me huddled in the corner with the clawfoot tub overturned. The third room was open, the closet door ajar, and on its floor lay a single black feather and a small pool of viscous, black liquid that smelled of iron and burnt wire. We moved out within a week. But sometimes, in the dead of night, I hear the front door click, and I know—whatever it was—it learned the layout of my heart, and it will always find a way in, because the door was never truly locked. It was always waiting for me to open it from the inside. And I did, that night, when I let my fear become a door. I let it in. And it’s still here, in this new place, in the silence of my own breath, waiting for me to forget that I never truly closed it. I hear it in the creak of the floorboards, in the rustle of the curtains, in the faint, dry rasp that sounds like my own name, over and over, until I wonder if I ever really escaped, or if I’m still in that bathtub, listening to the footsteps of the stranger who lives between the walls of my mind. And I know, one day, I’ll open the door again—not because I want to, but because I can’t help it. Because the stranger in Room 5 is patient, and it has learned my rhythm. And it will wait, as it always does, until I forget to lock the door—and then it will step through, and this time, I won’t be in the bathroom. I’ll be in the open. And it will be too late.