I never told Marcus about the house on Meridian Lane. Not the way the wallpaper peeled in long, damp tongues, or how the hallway runner always smelled of a wet dog even though we never owned one. He’s a man of physics and reason, and when I tried to explain that sometimes the air in that house felt like a held breath, he just patted my hand and said, ‘Stress, babe. Your brain plays tricks.’ But my brain wasn’t the one that remembered the scratch of a needle against a record player at 3 AM when no one was awake. My brain wasn’t the one that saw the small, dark shape huddled in the corner of the basement, humming a tune I now know is called ‘The Stitch in the Hollow’.
We moved there when I was thirteen, my mother, my stepfather, and me. The house was a Victorian relic, all gables and peeling shutters, set back from a gravel road that ended in a tangle of blackberry brambles. My stepfather, Dale, had inherited it from an aunt he’d barely known. He called it ‘a fixer-upper with character.’ I called it ‘the place that watched me.’ My first night in the room that would become mine, I saw it: a faint impression on the bedspread, as if someone had been sitting there just before I entered. The dip slowly rose, like a sigh releasing. I chalked it up to the mattress, but I didn’t sleep with my back to the door for the first two months.
It was in September, the week before my fourteenth birthday, that the hum started. I was in the basement, looking for a box of my old toys, when I heard it—a low, wavering melody, like a music box left in a hot car. It came from behind a stack of paint cans and mothballed coats. I pushed them aside, and there, in a niche between the fieldstone foundation and an old fuse box, was a child’s wooden chair, the kind you’d see in a kindergarten. On it sat a small, hand-cranked phonograph, its horn wrapped in yellowed lace. The crank turned itself, slowly, and the needle traced a groove that popped and hissed. The tune was simple, almost lullaby-like, but it had a wrongness, a note that slid off-key, making my teeth ache. I reached out to stop it, and the record skipped back to the beginning, but the needle didn’t move. It was the same song, yet the melody was slightly different, as if a second voice was harmonizing an octave lower, a voice that couldn’t quite stay in pitch.
I ran upstairs, my heart doing a tap dance against my ribs. I told my mother, who said I probably left the record player on from a previous visit. But I hadn’t. And the next night, I heard the hum again, this time from inside my closet. I opened it, and the little phonograph was there, sitting on a pile of my shoes, the needle still spinning, the lace horn now frayed like a torn web. I tried to pick it up, but it was ice-cold, and the melody changed to a faster, almost frantic tempo. I slammed the closet door and sat on my bed, breathing hard. That’s when I saw the shadow on the wall. It wasn’t my shadow. It was a small, hunched figure, the size of a child, with a head too large for its body. It didn’t move when I did. It just sat there, as if listening to the music, its head cocked to one side.
Over the next weeks, the occurrences grew. The record player would appear in different rooms—the kitchen counter, the bathtub, once even on my pillow while I was in the shower. The tune would play at odd hours, sometimes so faint I thought I’d imagined it. I started having nightmares of a girl in an old-fashioned dress, sitting in that wooden chair, her face hidden by her hands, while the record skipped and skipped. I’d wake up with the melody ringing in my ears, and my left arm would be numb, as if someone had been pressing on it.
Then one night, I woke to the hum coming from directly beneath my bed. I lay frozen, the mattress sagging as if a weight had settled on the floor beside me. A cold draft seeped through the covers, and I felt a presence, something small and pitiful, curling up near my feet. I dared to peek over the edge, and there was the phonograph, its horn pointing at me, and on top of it was a faded photograph. In the photo, a girl with dark braids sat in that same chair, her hands folded in her lap, but her face was scratched out, the emulsion scraped away. On the back, in a child’s handwriting, were the words: ‘Don’t let it finish.’
I didn’t know what that meant, but I knew I had to stop the record. I reached for the crank, but it was spinning so fast it was a blur. The tune was now a distorted wail, like a violin being strangled. I yanked the needle off, and the record slid out from under it, clattering to the floor. The room went silent, and the warmth returned to my feet. I held the record in my hands—it was black, unlabeled, with a single groove that ran the entire circumference, no spiral. I felt the cold seep from the vinyl into my palms, and I dropped it. It hit the carpet with a thud, and for a moment, I thought I saw a ripple in the air, like a heat haze, forming the shape of a girl. But then it vanished.
The next morning, I decided to search the house for more clues. I found an old diary in the attic, hidden behind a loose board. It belonged to a girl named Eleanor, who lived in the house in the 1920s. She wrote about her father’s ‘terrible invention,’ a record that could capture a soul. She wrote that he had tested it on her, that he had recorded her voice, her laughter, her everything, onto a single groove. But the recording went wrong. It trapped her inside, and now the record played her essence, looping her suffering forever. The last entry said: ‘He is gone, but the record remains. If it ever finishes, I will be released, but I will be nothing. Please, if you find this, do not let it spin to the end. I like the music. It keeps me company. But the silence after it stops is worse than any death.’
I understood. The record was a ghost, a girl’s consciousness, stuck in a loop of her own final moments. The more I played it, the stronger she became, but if it played to the end, she would cease to exist—not pass on, but unravel into nothing. And I had been the one to stop it, but not before I’d seen her shadow. She was lonely, terrified of the silence. And now she was reaching out to me, the only one who could hear her.
I never told anyone. I kept the record, careful never to let it spin fully. I hid it in a box of old winter clothes, and I avoided the house’s basement and attic. But the nights were long, and sometimes, I’d wake to the faint hum, and I knew she was waiting. She didn’t want to hurt me; she wanted me to hear her, to keep the music playing so she wouldn’t face the void. And I did, for a while. But then my parents moved us away, and I left the record behind. I told myself it was for the best, that she would find someone else, or that the broken record would stop on its own.
I was wrong. Last week, I found a package on my doorstep, wrapped in brown paper. Inside was the record, the same single-groove disc, and a note in my mother’s handwriting: ‘This was in the basement when we moved out. I thought you might want it.’ There was no return address, but my mother died three years ago.
I haven’t opened the package. It sits in my home office, under a pile of bills, but I can feel it. It’s heavy, like a stone, and it smells of dust and old wood. Marcus asked what it was, and I said ‘old records,’ and he shrugged. But last night, I woke at 3 AM to the hum, soft and mournful, coming from the office. I cracked the door, and in the moonlight, I saw the record player spinning slowly, the needle tracing that endless groove. And on the wall, the shadow of a small girl, her head no longer cocked, but facing me, as if she knew I was there. She wasn’t humming the melody anymore. She was singing the words, words I had never heard before: ‘Don’t let it finish, don’t let it end. I want to be a friend, not a stranger in the wind.’
I closed the door and went back to bed, my heart pounding. I don’t know what to do. If I play it, she might grow stronger, and I might lose myself in her need. If I don’t, she’ll keep haunting me, appearing in shadows, whispering through the walls. And if I let it finish, she’ll be free, but she’ll die. I can’t decide. But I know this: Marcus doesn’t believe in ghosts, but he’ll have to. Because tomorrow, when he comes home, I’m going to show him the record. And I’m going to let him hear the song for himself. Maybe then he’ll understand why I’ve been so hollow these past weeks, why I’ve been looking over my shoulder. Maybe then he’ll help me choose her fate. Because I can’t do it alone. Not anymore.