When I was twelve, my family and I drove from Ohio to the dusty outskirts of Pecos, Texas, to stay with my great-aunt Ruth, my grandfather, and a gaggle of cousins. We spent the first two days riding horses, eating barbecue, and listening to my grandfather’s war stories. On the third day, we moved to my grandmother’s old farmhouse, a two-story structure with a steep, creaking staircase that led to two tiny bedrooms and a storage room.
As soon as I stepped through the screen door, a chill ran down my spine despite the Texas heat. The house smelled of mothballs and old wood. I walked past the hallway, which was just a narrow opening to that staircase, and I saw her—a translucent woman in a floral dress, hovering at the bottom of the steps. She was so faint I could see the wallpaper through her. She stared at me with hollow eyes, then darted up the stairs so fast she was a blur. A door slammed above, rattling the dust from the ceiling.
My heart pounded. I rushed into the kitchen where my aunt was kneading dough and my cousins were fighting over a board game. I tried to tell them, but my words came out as a stammer, and they just laughed, telling me it was just a draft. But I knew what I saw. That night, I refused to go upstairs alone, and I slept on the couch.
A year later, we were back in Ohio for Thanksgiving at my mother’s childhood home, a different house but with its own history. We were taking family photos in the backyard, under a huge oak tree, and my mother’s twin sister, Aunt Patricia, had brought her new camera. We took pictures for hours, over a hundred shots, laughing and mugging for the lens.
When we finally went inside and uploaded the photos to my grandfather’s old computer, the screen flickered. We were looking at a group shot, everyone smiling, but behind us, in the window of the house, I saw it—the same translucent woman from Texas, now with a clearer face, her hand pressed against the glass. In the next photo, she was closer, and in the one after, she was nothing but a blur of motion, moving toward the camera. The last photo we checked was black except for a pale, outstretched hand reaching toward the lens.
My mother gasped, and my aunt dropped the camera. No one had a rational explanation. I didn’t sleep that night, and I haven’t been able to look at a camera lens the same way since. Sometimes, in the mirror, I catch a glimpse of a floral dress just out of the corner of my eye, and I know she’s still searching, still waiting for someone to acknowledge her final request—perhaps to be laid to rest, or to warn us of something far worse.