I was nine that winter, not ten, but the years have blurred the exact number. We lived in a house that had once been a funeral parlor, and my bedroom was in the old preparation room, deep in the cellar. The walls were thick stone, and the floor was cracked concrete, but my mother had painted it a cheerful yellow and hung fairy lights to make it cozy. It didn’t matter. The cold was always there, seeping through the walls like a slow, patient hand.
I remember the first time I heard it. I was lying on my back, staring at the ceiling, when a low murmur curled around me, as if someone were speaking just behind my ear. I sat up, but the room was empty. The sound was like wet pages turning, or a dozen voices speaking all at once, just below the level of understanding. I told myself it was the pipes, or the wind, but from then on, I found myself stopping mid-game, holding my breath, trying to catch the words. They were always there, whispering just out of reach.
One night, while trying to sleep, I felt a sharp poke in my side, right above my hip. It was like a cold finger, pressing into my skin through the blanket. I spun around, certain someone was there, but nothing. The second time, I didn’t even look. I just lay there, heart pounding, waiting for the third time, which never came. Instead, I heard a soft scratching on the wall behind my head, like fingernails dragging across stone. I pulled the covers over my head and recited multiplication tables until dawn.
My mother, a practical woman, never came down at night. But one afternoon, she heard something from the kitchen above. She said it sounded like someone dragging a heavy chair across the cellar floor. She grabbed a baseball bat from the closet and crept down the stairs, her voice shaking as she yelled, ‘Who’s there? I’m armed!’ She flicked on the light and found nothing. Just the silent room, the cold, and a single, perfectly round stain of something dark on the concrete, right where my bed used to be.
Weeks passed. I started sleeping with the light on, but it didn’t help. One night, I woke from a dream feeling a weight on my chest, like someone was sitting on me. I couldn’t move, couldn’t breathe. Through half-closed eyes, I saw a shape in the corner of the room, near the old drain in the floor. It was tall and thin, with arms that hung too low, and a head that tilted at an unnatural angle. It didn’t move, just watched. I forced my eyes shut and counted to a hundred, and when I opened them again, it was gone.
After that, I refused to sleep alone. My mother, despite her fear, moved a mattress into the living room and we slept there together. We never spoke about the cellar. It wasn’t until years later, when we were packing to move, that I found a small, leather-bound diary in a hidden compartment in the cellar wall. It belonged to a man who had worked in the funeral home. His entry from 1892 read: ‘The cold corner of the cellar is restless tonight. I heard a child’s voice calling from the floor drain. I dared not look. I have sealed the drain with wax, but the whispers continue. I fear the whispers are the dead who were never buried properly.’
We moved out a week later. I never looked back, but sometimes, when I’m alone in a quiet room, I can still feel a cold finger poke my side, and I hear the whispers, just beneath the sound of my own breath, asking why I left them alone.