When I was four, my family lived in a small apartment above my grandfather’s antique shop. My room was a converted storage closet, barely big enough for a twin bed and a bookshelf that had been there for decades. The shelf was built into the wall, with wooden slats that held old, dusty books and a few of my toys. I remember that shelf clearly because it was the first thing I saw every morning, and the last thing I saw at night.
One night, I woke to the sound of something shuffling. I was a light sleeper, even then. I turned my head and saw my favorite stuffed rabbit, Mr. Whiskers, sliding across the floor. I thought he had fallen off the bed, but he was in the middle of the room, moving as if someone was dragging him. I reached down and picked him up, placing him beside me. But as soon as I closed my eyes, I heard the sound again, and this time, I saw Mr. Whiskers being pulled off the bed by an invisible force. He landed on the floor with a soft thump, and then he began to slide toward the bookshelf.
I sat up, my heart pounding. The room was dark, but the streetlight outside cast a faint glow through the blinds. I could see the silhouette of the bookshelf against the wall. And then, I saw it: the books were moving. They were sliding off the shelves, one by one, landing on the floor with soft thuds. They weren’t falling; they were being pushed, as if someone was clearing the shelves. I watched, frozen, as a small shape emerged from behind the shelf. It was a figure, no taller than the shelf itself, with long, thin arms and a head that seemed too large for its body. Its skin was the color of old parchment, and its eyes were two empty black sockets. It had a wide, toothless mouth that was open in a silent scream.
I wanted to scream, but no sound came out. The creature reached out a bony finger and pointed at me. I felt a coldness seep into my bones, and then it turned and pointed at the shelf. I looked at the shelf, and to my horror, I saw that the books were now arranged in a new order, spelling out a word: ‘LEAVE’. I blinked, and the word was gone. The creature tilted its head, as if confused, and then it began to crawl toward me on all fours, its joints cracking like old wood.
I finally found my voice and let out a piercing scream. My mother burst through the door, flipping on the light. The creature was gone, but the books were scattered all over the floor. My mother knelt beside me, hugging me, and asked what happened. I tried to tell her, but the words wouldn’t come. She just held me and whispered that it was just a dream. But I knew it wasn’t. The next morning, I found Mr. Whiskers sitting on the top shelf, surrounded by the books that had been on the floor the night before. I never slept in that room again. We moved out a month later, and my grandfather said he had seen strange things in that shop for years, but he never said more.
Years later, I returned to that apartment to clear out my grandfather’s belongings after he passed. The bookshelf was still there, empty and dusty. I stood in front of it, remembering that night. As I reached out to touch the wood, I saw something carved into the back panel, barely visible: a small, childlike drawing of a creature with empty eyes and a toothless mouth, and beneath it, the words ‘I AM STILL HERE’. I left the apartment and never looked back.