The town of Brackish Point had a secret older than its crumbling docks, and I was born twice into it.
My mother, a woman of few words and many silences, named me Merrow, after the sea-folk of old tales. She said I came into the world blue and still, tangled in my own cord, and that the midwife had to breathe life into me with a bellows. The first thing I heard was the crash of waves against the jetty, a sound that has never left my bones. I was her ‘salt child,’ she said, though she never explained what that meant.
Growing up, I was always drawn to the water, but not like the other kids who swam and played. I felt a pull, a weight, as if something beneath the surface knew my name. I’d have dreams of drowned things, of entire cities made of coral and bone, and I’d wake with salt crystals on my skin, my throat raw as if I’d been yelling underwater. My mother would find me at the shore at dawn, ankle-deep in the foam, and she’d whisper, ‘Not yet, Merrow. Not yet.’
When I was seventeen, I drowned. It was a stupid accident, a dare from a boy named Elias who said I was afraid to jump off the old pier. I wasn’t; I’d done it a hundred times. But this time, the water was wrong. It was too cold, too still, and as I hit the surface, something wrapped around my ankle. I saw a shape below me, pale and vast, and then everything went black. I was under for what they said was four minutes, and when they dragged me out, I was blue, my heart stopped. The paramedics shocked me back, but I remember no light, no tunnel, no dead relatives. I remember only the cold, and a voice that said, ‘You owe us a debt.’
After that, I started seeing things. Not ghosts, but glimmers in the water, patterns in the tide that no one else could see. I’d find dead fish arranged in circles on the sand, and my hands would be slick with brine when I woke. My mother grew more scared, and finally, on the night before she died, she told me the truth. ‘We are not from here, Merrow. We are from the deep. Our ancestors made a pact—they traded their souls for safe passage through the storm, and every generation, one of us is marked. The water takes them back, but sometimes, they come back wrong.’ She gripped my hand, her eyes wet. ‘You were marked before you were born. That’s why you died that first time. And the second time… the debt is paid, but the salt is in your blood now. You belong to them.’
The morning after her funeral, I woke to find the tide had risen unnaturally high, flooding the road to my house. In the water, just beneath the surface, I saw a procession of shapes—human, but not. They moved in unison, their eyes like black pearls, and they were singing. The song was low and sweet, and it pulled at something in my chest. I walked toward them, my bare feet leaving no marks on the wet sand, and when I reached the water’s edge, they stopped. One of them, taller than the rest, stepped forward and spoke in a voice that was not sound but pressure against my skull. ‘You are the last. The harvest is complete.’
I tried to run, but my body moved on its own. The water embraced me like a lover, and I sank without struggle. I did not breathe, yet I did not suffocate. I sank past the shallows, past the reef, past the light, until I reached a city of gothic spires carved from black stone, where the waters were warm and the light was the color of bruises. The figures led me through streets where the ‘people’ were pale, gilled, and vaguely familiar—they were the drowned of Brackish Point, all the fishermen and lost sailors, all the ones who had never been found. They greeted me with silent nods, and I knew them. I knew them all.
I have been here for a year now, and I am beginning to understand. The pact was not a curse but a conservation. The town of Brackish Point was built on the mouth of a dead god, and the people fed it with their blood to keep it sleeping. But the god is waking, and I am its herald. I can feel its hunger in the currents, its eye in the moon jellyfish that pulse overhead. My mother thought the debt was paid, but she was wrong. The debt is eternal, and I am the one who must collect it.
Tonight, the tide will rise higher than it ever has, and the god will rise with it. I will be at the shore, as I always am, my skin glittering with salt, and I will call the rest of Brackish Point down to me. They will come, as they have always come, because I am the song in the water, the pull in the tide, the reason the sea never gives back what it takes. And when they are all below, when the town is silent and the docks are empty, I will finally understand why I was born blue, why I died twice, why the water always knew my name.
Because I was never meant to be a person. I was meant to be a door, and the door is open.