The first thing I remember about the house on Cedar Hill was the color of the front door. It was painted a deep, arterial red, like the inside of a wound. My father, a pragmatic man who measured his words carefully, had insisted on having a priest bless the place before we moved in. The previous owners, a childless couple, had divorced, and the wife had left in the middle of the night, leaving behind a half-packed suitcase in the attic. My mother found it years later, the clothes still folded, a faint musty smell clinging to the fabric.
We moved in on my third birthday, and the house felt instantly ancient. It was a two-story timber frame on stilts, sitting at the crown of a hill, surrounded by a dense ring of eucalyptus and she-oak. The bush pressed in on all sides, a green wall that rustled with unseen things. Our backyard was a wilderness of granite outcrops and twisted roots, perfect for hide-and-seek, but I never liked to play there alone. There was a feeling, even then, of being watched.
My sister, Elara, was six and had a habit of talking to herself in the corner of her room. I thought it was a game, but she would sometimes stop mid-sentence and stare at the wardrobe as if waiting for a reply. One afternoon, she came running to me, her face pale, and said, ‘There’s a lady in my closet. She wears a blue dress and she told me to stay away from the stairs.’ I told my mother, who dismissed it as an overactive imagination. But I saw the fear in Elara’s eyes, and it stuck with me.
The stairs were the heart of the house’s strangeness. They were steep and narrow, creaking with every step. At the top, there was a landing with a small window that looked out onto the hill. From that window, I once saw a black dog sitting in the middle of the backyard, watching the house. It was too still, too patient, and when I blinked, it was gone. My father, a hunter, swore he saw it too a week later, and he went outside with his rifle, but found nothing but a patch of flattened grass.
As we grew, the occurrences became more frequent. Doors would slam shut upstairs when no one was there. The smell of something burning would fill the kitchen, but the stove would be cold. Once, I found a small, porcelain doll in the garden, its face cracked and missing an eye. I brought it inside, and that night, I heard a child sobbing in the spare room. The doll was gone in the morning.
Elara was the one who found the red door in the attic. It wasn’t a proper door to anywhere; it was set into the gable wall, painted the same arterial red as the front door. She said it was always there, but I had no memory of it. It was locked, and no key we tried would turn. My mother, frustrated, finally pried it open with a crowbar. Inside was a small, dark space, just big enough for a person to sit. The walls were covered in scratched letters, a frantic script that spelled out the same phrase over and over: ‘LET HIM OUT OR HE WILL NEVER STOP.’
The priest came back, an old man with trembling hands. He walked the perimeter of the house, muttering prayers in Latin, and in the attic, he stopped at the red door. He traced the letters with a finger, his face grave, and said to my father, ‘This house has a wound, and something has taken root. You must never open that door again.’ He nailed it shut with iron nails and hung a crucifix above it. But that night, I heard a man’s voice from the attic, deep and hollow, calling my name.
I never went back to the attic. My sister and I agreed to pretend the red door didn’t exist. But the house knew. The temperature in the upstairs hallway would drop below freezing even in summer, and the air would smell of copper and old rot. My parents started sleeping with the lights on. My mother took up chain-smoking, and my father, a stoic man, began to flinch at sudden noises.
One night, when I was twelve, I woke to the sound of scratching inside the walls. It crawled from the attic down to the ground floor, a slow, deliberate sound, like hundreds of fingernails on wood. I lay frozen in my bed, the covers pulled to my chin, and I heard my name again, but this time it was not a voice. It was a whisper that felt like a cold breath on my ear. ‘Linette.’
I don’t know how I found the courage, but I crept out of bed and down the hall to Elara’s room. She was awake, sitting up, her eyes wide. ‘You heard it too?’ she whispered. We sat together on her bed, holding hands, as the scratching moved from the walls to the floorboards beneath us. And then it stopped.
The silence that followed was worse. It was a heavy, living silence, and in it, I heard the unmistakable sound of the front door opening. No one had entered. The house was locked up tight. But we both heard the slow, heavy footsteps crossing the living room, climbing the stairs.
We huddled together, waiting for the bedroom door to swing open. It didn’t. The footsteps reached the top of the stairs, paused outside our door, and then moved past, to the attic stairs. There was a sound of splintering wood, a low creak, and then a voice, so deep it vibrated in our chests, said, ‘Finally free.’
We didn’t sleep that night. In the morning, my father found the attic door ajar, the red door hanging open, and the room beyond it empty. There was a single, dusty footprint in the center of the attic floor, too large for any human foot. The scratching never came back, but the house felt different. It was as if a fever had broken, leaving behind a weak, drained body.
We moved out a year later. My father sold the house for a loss, and the new owners, a young family, moved in. A month later, they called my mother, frantic. They had found the red door in the attic, fresh scratches on the walls, and a child’s voice calling out from inside. My mother told them to seal it and leave.
We never spoke of the house again, but I still dream of the red door. In my dreams, I am standing on Cedar Hill, and the house is burning, but the door is still there, intact, and behind it, something is laughing. I always wake up just before I can open it. I will never go back. But I know, in my gut, that the house is not empty, and that red door is waiting for someone else to find it.