The old house on Maple Street had a way of holding its breath. That winter, I was renting the upstairs apartment of a Victorian that had been split into two units. The downstairs neighbor, a retired botanist named Mr. Harlow, was away in Florida for the season, so the creaks and groans of the house were amplified by solitude. My girlfriend, Dana, was a night owl, often staying up to stream documentaries in the living room while I turned in early. It was mid-January, and the cold had seeped into the bones of the place, making the radiators hiss like agitated snakes.
That particular night, I had fallen asleep with a book on my chest. The dream was formless, a gray haze, but then something shifted. I felt a pressure, a presence, as if someone was approaching the bed from the doorway. The sensation was so acute it yanked me from sleep like a hook. I lay there, eyes shut, heart thudding against my ribs. The footsteps, if you could call them that, were silent, but I felt them through the floorboards, a slow, deliberate advance. I thought, ‘It’s Dana, coming to kiss me goodnight.’ But the air around me grew cold, and the pressure didn’t stop at the edge of the bed. It loomed over me.
I forced my eyelids open. A woman stood beside the bed, her silhouette backlit by the pale streetlight filtering through the sheer curtains. Her hair was long, white, and floated around her as if underwater. She wore a simple white gown, high-collared, old-fashioned. Her face was pale, almost translucent, and where her eyes should have been, there were two deep, empty sockets, black as tar. She didn’t move, just stared down at me with that void. I wanted to scream, but my throat was locked. My body was a stone. We remained like that, frozen, for what felt like an eternity. Then, on some instinct, I squeezed my eyes shut, counted to ten, and opened them again. She was gone.
The room was empty, but the cold lingered. I lay there, shaking, until the compulsion to flee overpowered my fear. I swung my legs out of bed, my feet hitting the icy floor. I padded to the living room, where Dana was curled up on the couch, headphones on, eyes glued to the screen. I tapped her shoulder. She pulled off the headphones, looking annoyed. ‘What is it?’ she asked. I tried to explain, but the words came out jumbled. She frowned, then said, ‘You probably had a dream. You know, sleep paralysis. I read about it.’ But I knew what I saw. I didn’t sleep again that night.
The next morning, I mentioned it to the landlord, a wiry man named Mr. Ellison who came to fix a drafty window. I half-expected him to dismiss it, but his face went pale. He told me, in a hushed tone, that the house had a history. A woman in white, a former resident from the 1920s, had died in the upstairs bedroom. She had been a bride, jilted at the altar, and had hanged herself from the water pipe. Her ghost, they said, would sometimes appear to single men who stayed in that room. I felt a chill run down my spine. Mr. Ellison shrugged and said, ‘Some folks say she’s searching for her groom. But I wouldn’t worry. She hasn’t appeared in years.’
I tried to brush it off, but that night, Dana had to work late, so I was alone again. I went to bed around eleven, leaving the hallway light on as a comfort. I fell asleep, but again, I was woken by that same oppressive feeling. This time, I didn’t open my eyes. I kept them shut, praying, listening to the silence. Then I heard a whisper, so faint I might have imagined it: ‘Why did you leave me?’ The voice was feminine, sad. I felt a cold hand brush my cheek. I recoiled, rolling over, and buried my face in the pillow. The feeling faded. When I finally dared to peek, the room was normal.
I couldn’t take it anymore. I moved to the living room and tried to sleep on the couch. The next morning, I called the landlord and demanded to be let out of my lease. He agreed, but only after I promised not to tell the next tenant about the ‘ghost.’ I packed my things in a hurry, not even waiting for Dana to get home. As I was leaving, I passed the mirror in the hallway. It was an old, ornate thing, with a tarnished silver frame. I glanced at my reflection and froze. Behind my shoulder, I saw her. She was standing in the reflection, but not in the hallway. She was standing in the bedroom, at the foot of the bed, and she was staring at me with those black sockets. In the mirror, I saw her mouth open, and a thin, black liquid dripped from it, like tar. Then the mirror’s surface seemed to sweat, droplets of water forming and running down. I ran out of the house, leaving my suitcases behind.
I stayed at a motel that night, and Dana called, confused. I told her everything, and she came to the motel, her face skeptical but worried. We talked for hours. She suggested I might have had a psychotic break, but I knew what I saw. We decided to move in with her parents for a while. The next day, I returned to the house to grab my things, with Dana at my side. As we walked up the stairs, I noticed the hallway mirror was gone. The landlord had taken it, he said, because it was ‘old and broken.’ I felt a sense of relief, but also a lingering dread. As we left, I glanced back at the house. The curtains in the upstairs bedroom moved, though the windows were shut. I didn’t look again.
Weeks passed. I started sleeping better, but I couldn’t shake the image of that face. Then, one night, Dana and I were in bed, the new apartment dark and quiet. I had just drifted off when I felt it again—that pressure, that approach. I sat up, gasping, and saw a shadowy figure in the corner of the room. It was her. She had followed me. Dana stirred and asked what was wrong. I pointed, but when she turned on the light, there was nothing there. She looked at me, her eyes full of worry and a hint of fear, not of ghosts, but of me. I tried to convince her, but she suggested I see a therapist. I agreed, just to appease her.
The therapy sessions helped, or so I thought. I began to rationalize the events: sleep paralysis, hypnagogic hallucinations, stress. I started to believe it was all in my head. But then, the mirror in the therapist’s office—an ordinary, modern one—began to sweat. I watched as droplets rolled down its surface, and in the reflection, I saw her again, standing behind me, her mouth open, a black ichor spilling out. My therapist turned around, saw nothing. But I saw her. And she was smiling.
Now, I never look into mirrors. I’ve covered them all with sheets, even the bathroom one. Dana thinks I’m losing my mind. Maybe I am. But I know the truth: the woman in white isn’t a ghost of the past. She is a manifestation of something deeper, a guilt or a fear that I cannot name. And she is always with me now, waiting, watching, her presence a constant pressure against my consciousness. The night the mirror sweated was the beginning of the end. Now, every mirror is a portal, and every reflection is her face. I cannot escape her. I can only wait for the day she finally steps out of the glass and takes me with her.