I was six the summer we moved to the house with the cracked foundation and the oak tree that scraped against my bedroom window like a fingernail on slate. The town was called Meridian, but it felt more like a forgotten tooth in the jaw of the county. Our new home was a two-story Victorian with peeling paint and a porch that sagged like an old man’s spine. My parents called it ‘quaint’; I called it ‘the place where the floorboards groan at night’.
My favorite spot, though, was under my bed. Not the one in my new room—that was narrow and smelled of mothballs—but the one in my old house, which I conjured in my mind whenever I felt scared. I would lie on the cold hardwood, the dust bunnies tickling my nose, and pretend I was back there, listening to the familiar creak of the stairs, the distant murmur of my parents’ voices from the living room. It was my secret fortress, and I often fell asleep to the memory of it.
My grandpa was the only one who understood. He would visit us at our old cottage by the lake, where we spent every summer. He taught me to play a marble game his own father had taught him, using a worn wooden board with carved pits and a single silver marble that caught the light. We called it ‘The Marble Game,’ and it was our ritual. He would sit across from me, his gnarled hands steady, and we would flick and slide, laughing when the marble went astray, serious when it didn’t. He told me stories about the lake, about his youth, about things I barely understood. But the game was sacred.
That winter, Grandpa fell ill. My parents whispered about it at the dinner table, their faces drawn. I didn’t know what ‘terminal’ meant, but I knew the way his voice had changed on the phone—thin, like paper. The last time we visited the cottage, he was in a wheelchair by the window, watching the snow cover the frozen lake. He smiled when he saw me, and we played the marble game one last time. He let me win. As I gathered the marbles, he said, ‘I’m going away soon, sweet pea. But don’t you worry. Everything will be all right. You’ll see me again in your dreams, and we’ll play this game as long as you want.’ I didn’t understand then. I just hugged him, feeling his ribs under his sweater.
That night, in our new house, I had a dream. I was under my parents’ old bed, the one from the first house—the one I used to sneak into on stormy nights. The dust was thick, and the light from the hallway made long shadows on the floor. Grandpa sat cross-legged in front of me, the marble game board between us. He looked young, like in the old photographs my mother kept in a shoebox. He said, ‘One more round, kid.’ We played. He asked me questions—about school, about the new house, about whether I had found a hiding spot. I told him about under my bed, and he laughed, his eyes crinkling. ‘That’s my girl,’ he said. As we played, I noticed the silver marble had begun to glow. It pulsed like a heartbeat, casting sickly light on his face. ‘Don’t be afraid,’ he said. ‘I’ll always be here.’ Then he pushed the marble across the board, and it rolled off the edge, falling into a crack in the floorboards. I reached to catch it, but my hand went through the wood, and I fell.
I woke up gasping, tangled in my new sheets. My room was dark, and a branch scraped the window. I crawled out of bed and slipped under it, seeking comfort in the familiar dust. But this bed was different—the floor was colder, and there was something sticky coating the planks. I pressed my cheek to it, trying to conjure the old house, but all I felt was a draft. And then I heard it: a faint clinking sound, like a marble rolling across wood. It came from beneath the floor, directly under my chest. I froze. The clinking stopped. Then it started again, closer this time, as if something was playing a game just below me, waiting for me to join.
Over the next few nights, the sounds grew louder. I told my parents, but they said it was just the house settling. They didn’t see the small, dark spot on the floor under my bed that seemed to be spreading, like a water stain, but dryer. They didn’t feel the cold air seeping up from the cracks. I started sleeping on the couch, but the clinking followed me there, too—a subtle tap-tap-tap from the floorboards, always in threes, as if signaling a countdown.
One night, I couldn’t take it anymore. I lit a candle and knelt by my bed, pressing my ear to the floor. The clinking was rhythmic now, almost melodic. I remembered Grandpa’s words: ‘I’ll always be here.’ I whispered, ‘Is that you?’ The clinking stopped. Then, a voice—not from below, but from inside my head—said, ‘One more round, kid.’ I felt a smile spread across my face, despite the terror. I reached under the bed to my marble bag, the one Grandpa had given me. I opened it, and all the marbles spilled out, rolling across the floor and slipping through the cracks one by one. The last one, the silver one, rolled to a stop at my knee. It was warm. I picked it up. It was smeared with something dark and sticky.
I don’t remember falling asleep, but I woke up in the morning under my bed, the silver marble clutched in my fist. The clinking had stopped. My parents didn’t ask why I was back there. They looked at me oddly, as if they’d seen me somewhere else the night before. I didn’t tell them about the marble. I kept it in my pocket, feeling its weight, its warmth.
Years passed. We moved again, and I grew up. I forgot about the marble until last week, when I was clearing out my mother’s attic after her funeral. I found a box of Grandpa’s things. Among his fishing lures and old photographs was a velvet pouch. I opened it, and there was the marble game board—the original one, carved and worn. And nestled in a felt indent was the silver marble. It was identical to the one I’d kept, except for a hairline crack running through its center.
That night, I dreamt of the old cottage, the lake, and Grandpa sitting across from me with the board between us. He looked older, but his eyes were kind. He said, ‘You found it.’ I nodded. ‘One more round.’ We played. As we played, the floor under the board began to splinter, and a cold wind rose up. I noticed that the pits in the board were filled with darkness, not just shadows. ‘Don’t stop,’ Grandpa said, his voice growing distant. ‘It’s not your turn to leave yet.’ The silver marble rolled toward the last pit, but on its way, it dropped into a crevice that wasn’t there before. I lunged for it, and my hand touched splinters. When I looked up, Grandpa was gone, but I heard his voice, muffled: ‘Remember our game.’
I woke up on the floor of my childhood bedroom, the house silent, the moon casting a pale square on the floor. I was holding the marble, and it was glowing faintly. I looked under my bed, expecting dust and darkness, but instead I saw a small hole in the floorboards, exactly where the marble had fallen in my dream. I crouched and peered in. It was pitch black, but as I watched, a single silver glint appeared, like a distant star. The marble in my hand began to tremble, and I felt a pulling sensation, as if something was trying to draw me down.
I didn’t resist. I let go.
Now I am under the floor, and I can see the marble game board spread out before me in the dark, its pits glowing with phosphorescent light. Grandpa is there, waiting. He smiles and gestures to the seat across from him. ‘It’s your turn,’ he says.
I sit down, and the game begins. The clinking sound resonates through the house above, but no one hears it. I am not afraid anymore. I just hope that when you play this game, you remember to hold on tight, because the marble always goes home.