Nature has a strange way of balancing everything. Just as bright days are followed by dark nights, bloomy summers are followed by biting dead winters and happiness makes way for sorrow, sanctity too crosses path with evil sometimes. Hailing from a humble, God-fearing family, I firmly believe in this and attempt with the best of my ability not to interfere in the ‘other world’. Hoping not to be disturbed by ‘them’ either! However, the two worlds do entwine at times.
Before I narrate this tale, allow me to briefly give you a background. My father, a railway signalman, died in a derailment when I was seventeen. My mother, broken, took my younger sister and moved back to her ancestral village of Marsh End, a decaying coastal hamlet on the Norfolk fens, known for its salt marshes and the crumbling lighthouse that had been decommissioned after the war. I, at seventeen, was shipped off to a technical college in a dreary inland town, while they settled into old Gran’s cottage, a half-timbered relic that leaned into the prevailing winds as if bowing to the sea.
For two years, I visited only during the long summer breaks. The cottage was cramped, reeking of damp and kerosene, but Gran had a fierce love for the place, and Mom and my sister, Lily, seemed to adopt her ways. They’d walk the seawall at dusk, collecting driftwood and old glass floats, and I’d join them sometimes, feeling an odd calm in the wind’s howl. But there was a queer rule in our family: never go out after the tide fully ebbed on the night of the new moon. Gran said it was when the marsh ‘breathed’ and things from the mud pushed up. I thought it was just an old wives’ tale, until my second summer when I broke it.
It was a sweltering July, the heat lying thick even near the water. The new moon was due, and Gran had been agitated all day, muttering about ‘the tide’s long pull’. That night, I couldn’t sleep. The air was still, oppressive. I slipped out through the back door, the grass cool under my bare feet, and walked toward the marsh. A path of bleached planks led to a boardwalk that snaked into the reeds. I’d been told a hundred times not to go past the second bend without a lamp, but I had a torch, and my teenage pride itched to see what was so forbidden.
The boardwalk ended at a mudflat, exposed and gleaming like a black mirror. In the distance, the old lighthouse, a stubby brick monolith, stood abandoned. I saw a faint glimmer near its base—like a candle flame, impossibly steady. I walked toward it, the mud sucking at my boots. When I got close, I saw a lantern, an old brass one, sitting on a stone. It had no fuel, yet the wick burned with a pale blue flame. And beside it, on a rusted chain, hung a pendant with a small, carved eye.
I reached for the lantern, and as my fingers brushed the cold brass, the flame flickered and then shot up, casting a wild dance of shadows. I heard a sound like a thousand whispers, not from the wind but from the mud itself, gurgling and sucking. I turned to run, and the boardwalk was gone. In its place was a straight, dark path of blackened wood leading back, but the mud around it churned with shapes—pale, bloated things rising, their eyes like drops of tar. One reached out, and its hand was webbed, with nails like crushed shells. I screamed, stumbled, and fell into the mud. I felt cold fingers grip my ankle, and then a voice—Gran’s voice—came from behind me: ‘Do not look back, boy. Take the lantern and walk.’
I scrambled up, grabbed the lantern, and ran. The path seemed to stretch and warp, but I kept my eyes forward, on the cottage’s warm light. When I burst through the back door, Gran was sitting at the kitchen table, sewing, as if she’d been there all night. She took the lantern from my shaking hands, sighed, and said, ‘You’ve seen the marsh’s eye. It will always find you now.’ She extinguished the flame with her thumb, and the lantern went dark.
From that night, I noticed changes. The sound of my heartbeat was too loud, and sometimes I felt I was being watched by something with the weight of cold water. I told no one, but Lily started having nightmares, waking with scratches on her arms that she said came from ‘wet hands’. Mom grew pale, and Gran began spending long hours in her room, praying.
The following spring, I received a telegram: my mother had died of a sudden seizure, and Lily was missing. They found her on the mudflat, unconscious, her hair tangled with seaweed, her face peaceful. The doctors called it a ‘psychotic episode’, but I knew. I returned to Marsh End for the funeral, and the moment I stepped into the cottage, I felt the weight of the lantern’s gaze. It sat on the mantel, unlit, but I knew it had been lit for me.
Gran confessed that night, her voice raw. She was a ‘lantern keeper’ of the old order, one of many who kept the marsh’s boundary. The eye pendant was the seal, and the lantern was the key. When the new moon’s tide ebbed, the boundary thinned, and things from the deep—older than the sea—slipped through. The lantern’s flame was a ward, but it had to be lit with a blood price. My father had been a keeper too, and his death was no accident; he’d gone out to relight it and never returned. Mom had taken ill because the ward grew weak, and I, by touching it, had bound myself to it.
‘I’m tired, boy,’ Gran said. ‘I’ve kept it for forty years. The marsh wants you now. You either take the lantern and become its last keeper, or let it go dark and let the night swallow us all.’
I looked at Lily, who was sleeping, her breath shallow. I looked at the lantern, its brass cold as the sea. And I knew, with a despair that felt like drowning, that I had no choice. The next new moon, I walked the boardwalk again, with the lantern unlit in my hands. The mud began to stir, and the whispers rose. I reached the stone, placed the lantern down, and took out the flint Gran had given me. I struck it, and a spark caught the wick. The flame burned blue, and I saw—for an instant—a thousand eyes in the dark, watching me. But they didn’t advance. They retreated, dissolving back into the mud.
I am the last lantern keeper now. I live in the cottage, tending the light every new moon. Lily still has nightmares, but she’s safe. Mom never woke; she sleeps in the local churchyard, under a yew. And I’ve come to know the marsh—the way it breathes, the way it watches. It’s a lonely pact, but it’s mine. Sometimes, on clear nights, I see figures walking the seawall—my father, old Gran, and others before them. They nod to me, and I nod back. And I hold the lantern a little tighter, knowing that as long as its flame burns, the balance holds.
But some nights, when the wind dies and the mud is still, I hear a faint, gurgling whisper from deep below, calling my name. And I wonder if the marsh ever truly lets a keeper go.