I never thought I would be writing this down, but after all these years, the memory still clings to me like a wet shroud. It happened at my Aunt Cora’s funeral, a woman I barely knew but who insisted on controlling every detail of her own departure. She was my father’s sister, a stern, childless widow who had made it clear that the family’s affection was a currency she never spent. When she passed, her will dictated that the service be held at the Holloway Funeral Parlor, a place that looked more like a Victorian museum than a house of mourning.
My parents, my younger sister Melanie, and I drove four hours through a sleet that stung the windshield like sand. We arrived late, and the parking lot was nearly empty, only a few cars huddled under the bare trees. Inside, the air was thick with the scent of lilies and old wood, and the narrow hallway creaked under our feet. We were met by a man in a black suit who introduced himself as Mr. Holloway, a name that seemed too fitting. He led us to a small viewing room, where Aunt Cora lay in an open casket, her hands folded over a faded Bible. There was no minister, no eulogy, just a sign-in book on a stand.
‘Where’s the service?’ my father asked, his voice thin. Holloway shrugged, his coat hitching up. ‘This is what Mrs. Kettleworth requested. No service, just a viewing. She was adamant about it.’ We stood there, stunned. The only other mourners were a handful of Aunt Cora’s distant cousins, who muttered among themselves and avoided eye contact. I noticed a small, leather-bound journal on the podium next to the sign-in book. It was open, and the page was covered in tight, spidery handwriting. I stepped closer and read a few lines, but it was some kind of poem, or maybe a prayer, about the casket and the nail.
Days passed after the funeral, but I couldn’t shake that journal. I hadn’t told anyone, but I had slipped it into my coat pocket when no one was looking. I was fourteen, and something about it felt forbidden. Back home, I hid it under my mattress and would read it late at night. The journal began as a diary, but it quickly shifted into a sort of obsessive documentation of death. Aunt Cora wrote about her fear of being buried alive, and she described in obsessive detail how she had arranged her own viewing. She had left specific instructions: no embalming, no closing the casket until the last moment, and that a single nail from the casket was to be kept by the funeral director. The final pages were filled with sketches of the casket, each one showing a different angle, and a recurring symbol: a small circle with a cross inside.
I started having dreams. In one, I was lying in a casket, and I could hear the faint sound of breathing. In another, I was walking through the funeral parlor, and Aunt Cora was standing at the end of the hallway, her mouth moving silently. I woke up gasping, my chest tight. My parents dismissed it as grief, but I knew it was more. I decided to go back to the funeral parlor, to return the journal, and to face whatever was haunting me. I told my parents I was going to visit a friend, but instead, I took a bus to Holloway, arriving just before dusk.
The funeral home was closed, but the door was unlocked. I slipped inside, the floorboards creaking louder than I remembered. The air was cold, and the lights were dimmed to a eerie amber. I found the viewing room, and the casket was still there, closed now. On the lid lay a single rusty nail, as if left deliberately. I picked it up. It was cold, and the weight of it was wrong, too heavy for its size. I opened the latches and lifted the lid. Inside, Aunt Cora lay, but her face was not the peaceful mask of the funeral. Her eyes were closed, but her lips were parted, and I could see the glint of something between her teeth. It was a key.
I reached in, my hand trembling, and pulled the key from her mouth. It was attached to a thin chain. As soon as I held it, I heard a sound behind me, a low groan, like wood settling. I spun around. Mr. Holloway stood in the doorway, his face as pale as the lilies. He looked at me, then at the key, and his eyes widened. ‘You shouldn’t have taken that,’ he said. ‘She warned me about you.’ I asked what he meant, but he only shook his head. ‘She knew you’d be the one to find it. The journal was for you.’ I looked down at the key, and I saw that it had the same symbol as in the drawings: a circle with a cross. Holloway told me that Aunt Cora had been a member of a small, forgotten sect that believed in preserving the dead in a waking state. The key opened a small compartment in the casket, which held the true ‘last nail’—a spike that was driven through the heart of the deceased to prevent them from rising.
I felt a chill. ‘But why the viewing, why the casket left open?’ I asked. Holloway’s voice dropped to a whisper. ‘Because she wanted to test her family. To see who would come, who would mourn. And who would steal the journal.’ He gestured to the casket. ‘You did. And now, you have to finish what she started. The nail must be driven, or she will return.’ I thought he was insane, but as he spoke, I noticed the air in the room grew heavier, and the lights flickered. From inside the casket, there came a faint knock. I stumbled back, but Holloway grabbed my arm. ‘You have to do it,’ he said. ‘She chose you. The last of her line with the same blood. The same stubborn curiosity.’
I looked at the casket. The lid was still open, and Aunt Cora’s hand had moved, now resting on the edge, her fingers curling as if reaching for something. I felt the key burn in my palm. I don’t know what came over me, but I walked to the casket and found the compartment, a secret seam in the velvet. Inside lay a long iron spike, wrapped in a cloth. I took it, and with a strength I didn’t know I had, I drove it into her chest. There was a sound, a hiss, like air escaping a balloon, and her body seemed to deflate. The knocking stopped. Holloway let out a breath he’d been holding. ‘It’s done,’ he said. ‘But you must leave the journal here. It cannot leave this place again.’ I handed it to him, my hands shaking, and I left that place without looking back.
I never told my parents the full truth. I told them I got lost, and they believed me, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that something had changed in me. I stopped sleeping well, and I started checking the locks on the doors and windows, even during the day. A month later, I received a small package with no return address. Inside was a wooden box, and within it, a single rusty nail, identical to the one I had seen. A note read: ‘For when the time comes. She was not the only one.’ I have kept that nail in a drawer ever since, but I have never opened the box again. Sometimes, at night, I hear a faint tapping from within the walls, and I know that my Aunt Cora’s story was just the first page of a much longer, darker one. And I am the one who must write the ending.
I don’t know if sharing this will help, but perhaps it will serve as a warning. If you ever find yourself at a viewing, and there is an open journal, a key, or a single nail, leave them be. Some doors, once unlocked, cannot be closed. And some caskets are not meant to be closed at all.