At seventeen, I’m the only one in my family who believes in the supernatural. My parents and my older brother, Erik, think I’m just dramatic, but I’ve had experiences that can’t be explained by logic. I’m from Norway, and my father grew up in a small village in the fjordlands. Our summer cottage, built in the 1930s, stands on a rocky slope overlooking a dark, cold lake. It was my grandmother’s pride, a place of creaking wooden floors, drafty windows, and a lingering smell of smoked fish and heather.
My grandfather died before I was born, but my grandmother, Besta, lived until I was nine. I was her favorite, probably because I was the youngest grandchild and the only one who would sit with her for hours as she told stories of the old days, of fishermen lost at sea and of the ‘huldra’ who lured men into the forest. She passed away on a gray October morning, and I remember crying into my mother’s lap, but time softened that ache.
Three Easters later, when I was twelve, my father and I drove up to the cottage to open it for the season. The snow was still patchy, and the air smelled of pine and wet earth. My father, a pragmatic engineer, spent the day checking the pipes and chopping wood while I explored. In the late afternoon, he went down to the small cellar to fetch a jar of preserved herring for dinner. The cellar door was in the kitchen, a wooden trapdoor with a cast-iron ring. I was setting the table when I heard a thud, followed by my father’s voice, muffled and angry.
‘What is it?’ I called out.
‘There’s something down here,’ he said, his voice tight. He climbed up, holding a strange object: a small, rusted metal pail, the kind used for picking berries. It was covered in cobwebs and dust, and inside was a cloth bag tied with a leather cord. I felt a chill run down my spine. ‘I’ve never seen this before,’ he said, turning it over. ‘It must have been hidden behind the shelves.’
He untied the cord and emptied the contents onto the kitchen table. There were a few dried leaves, some bird feathers, and a small, yellowed photograph. The photograph was of a young woman standing in front of the cottage, holding the same pail. She had a faint smile, but her eyes were dark and empty. I didn’t recognize her.
‘Who is that?’ I asked. My father frowned, studied it, and shook his head. ‘I have no idea. Maybe a relative?’ He put the pail aside, dismissed it as a forgotten trinket, and we had dinner. But I couldn’t stop thinking about that photo. That night, I dreamed of the woman. She was standing at the edge of the lake, and she turned to me, her mouth moving as if she was trying to speak, but no sound came out. She held up the pail, and I saw it was filled with bright red berries, but as I looked closer, the berries were bleeding.
I woke up with a start, the image seared into my mind. The next morning, I asked my father if he remembered anyone fitting that description. He frowned, sipping his coffee, and said, ‘No, but my mother used to talk about her aunt Ingrid, who died young. She said she drowned in the lake one summer. I never met her.’ He waved his hand. ‘That was before my time.’
That afternoon, while my father was fishing by the shore, I decided to explore the cellar more carefully. The trapdoor was heavy, but I managed to open it. The steps were steep, and the air was cold and damp. The floor was dirt, and the walls were stone, lined with old shelves. I found a corner where the wall seemed to shift, and behind a loose stone, there was a hollow space. Inside was a leather-bound journal, its pages yellowed and brittle. It was dated 1938, and it belonged to Ingrid.
I sat on the cellar steps, reading by the dim light from the kitchen. The handwriting was neat but old-fashioned. She wrote about the cottage, about the lake, and about a ‘presence’ she felt, particularly near the blueberry patch on the hill. She wrote that she had taken her pail to pick berries one evening and had seen a figure among the trees, a tall man with no face. She wrote, ‘He comes for those who wander too close to the water. He spoke to me, told me to take the berries and leave them at the edge of the lake. I did as he said, and he faded away. But I know he is still here.’ The journal ended abruptly, with a final entry that simply said, ‘I cannot leave. He will not let me.’
I felt a cold dread settle in my stomach. That night, as I lay in my bed, I heard a soft tapping at the window. I pulled back the curtain and saw a figure standing at the edge of the forest, holding a familiar pail. It was the woman from the photo, but she looked more solid now, her eyes glowing faintly. She pointed at the lake, then at me, and then she was gone.
I didn’t sleep that night. The next day, I told my father everything. He laughed, said I had a vivid imagination, and that the journal was probably some old book he had never noticed. But I insisted, and I begged him to search for more. Reluctantly, he helped me look through the cottage. In an old chest in the attic, we found a bundle of letters tied with a ribbon, all addressed to Ingrid, all from a woman named ‘M’ who wrote about her own encounters with ‘the man on the shore.’ The letters were dated just before Ingrid’s death, and they hinted that she had tried to make an offering to appease him, but that he had taken her instead.
That evening, as the sun set, I decided to try something. I took the pail, filled it with the dried leaves and feathers from the bag, and walked down to the lake’s edge. My father watched from the porch, shaking his head. I placed the pail on a flat stone by the water and stepped back. The wind picked up, and the lake surface rippled as if something beneath was stirring. A voice, soft and ancient, whispered in the air, ‘Leave it. It is not for you.’ I turned and ran back to the cottage, my heart hammering.
We left the next morning. I never told my father, but I took the pail and the journal and the letters, hiding them in my backpack. Ever since, I have kept them in a box under my bed. Sometimes, at night, I hear a faint whisper calling my name, and I know that the man on the shore has not forgotten me. But I am not afraid. I am the only one who believes, and that belief is my weapon. I will never drown in that lake, and I will never let him take me.
For the pail is not a curse, but a warning. And I intend to heed it.