My first clear memory of something inexplicable happened when I was eight, during a bout of scarlet fever that kept me bedridden for a week. We lived in a sprawling Victorian house perched on a cliff overlooking the gray Atlantic, a house my parents had bought for a song because it was said to be haunted. I never believed the rumors—not until that night.
The fever made my dreams feverish and strange. I would wake in the dark, my pajamas soaked, and see the moon casting long shadows through the lace curtains. On the third night, I woke with a start, my throat raw and my head pounding. The room was suffocatingly still. And then I heard it: a faint, rhythmic scratching, like fingernails on wood, coming from the wall beside my bed.
I froze, pulling the quilt up to my chin. The scratching grew louder, more insistent. I whispered, ‘Who’s there?’ but the only answer was the creak of floorboards in the hallway. I held my breath, listening. The scratching stopped. Then, from the corner of the room, a soft, dry chuckle—like old leather being rubbed together.
I wanted to call for my parents, but my voice was gone. I squeezed my eyes shut, praying for sleep. When I opened them again, the room was bathed in an eerie green glow. Floating in the air above my dresser was a small, tarnished brass lantern, its glass pane flickering with a cold flame. It was the same lantern my grandfather had used when he was a lighthouse keeper, a family heirloom my mother kept on the mantel downstairs. But here it was, hovering, its light pulsing in time with my heartbeat.
I tried to sit up, but my limbs were heavy as lead. The lantern drifted closer, until it hung just above my chest. I could feel its heat, though it was cold as ice. A voice, thin and reedy, whispered from the lantern: ‘You should not have come here, child. This is my watch.’
I managed to croak, ‘Who are you?’
The flame flared, and for a moment I saw a face—gaunt, hollow-eyed, with a beard like seaweed—staring back at me from the glass. ‘I am the keeper,’ it said. ‘I have watched this shore for a century. I keep the light so the ships do not stray. But you… you have strayed into my room.’
I shook my head, tears streaming down my cheeks. ‘I don’t understand.’
The lantern dipped closer, its light turning a deep red. ‘You will. When the fog rolls in, I will be there. When the tide rises, I will be there. And when you hear the bell, you will answer.’
A distant sound reached my ears—a mournful bell, like a buoy warning of rocks. It echoed through the house, growing louder and louder until it shook the walls. The lantern’s flame flickered out, and the room fell into absolute darkness. I screamed, but no sound came out.
When my mother finally opened the door, she found me huddled on the floor, shaking. The lantern was back on the mantel, its glass dark. I told her what I had seen, but she only smiled and said, ‘You were dreaming, sweetheart. The fever plays tricks.’
But I knew better. I knew that the old keeper had marked me. Over the next few weeks, I recovered, but I always felt his presence. At night, I would hear the faint scratching, and sometimes the whisper: ‘The lantern’s vigil never ends.’
Years later, when we moved away, I never told anyone that I took the lantern from the mantel and hid it in my suitcase. I keep it in my room now, in a wooden chest. Sometimes, in the dead of night, I open the chest just a crack, and the light glows green, and the voice whispers, ‘You cannot leave, child. You are mine now.’ And I know, with a cold certainty, that the lighthouse keeper will follow me to the ends of the Earth, until I am ready to take his place.