The summer I turned nine, my grandmother, Abuela Rosa, died of a sudden stroke, and my family packed our bags for the long drive from the dusty plains of Oklahoma to the coastal town of Puerto Escondido in Mexico. The funeral was a blur of black clothes, wailing women, and the heavy scent of copal incense. Afterward, we gathered at Abuela’s house, a sprawling colonial structure with a central courtyard and a mysterious tower that had always fascinated me.
That night, all the cousins—six of us—were assigned to sleep in ‘The Lantern Room,’ a large chamber at the top of the tower where Abuela had kept her collection of antique oil lamps. The room had three enormous beds, and we paired off, giggling and whispering until the adults called for quiet. I lay in the middle bed with my cousin Marco, but sleep wouldn’t come. The wind howled through the cracks, making the lamps chime like ghostly bells.
Hours later, I awoke to a strange silence. The other children were breathing softly, but I felt a presence. I turned to face the doorway, and there stood a figure—tall, dark, and imposing. It was Abuelo, my grandfather who had died years before I was born, but I knew him from the faded photographs. He was wearing his old fisherman’s hat and a long coat, dripping with sea water.
He walked toward me, his footsteps making no sound on the wooden floor. I was frozen, my heart pounding. He stopped beside my bed and leaned down, his face close to mine. In a voice like the rumble of distant thunder, he said, ‘Duérmete, mijo. Sueña con los peces y el mar. Yo siempre estaré contigo.’ Sleep, my child. Dream of fish and the sea. I will always be with you.
He reached out and touched my forehead, and a wave of cold washed over me. When I blinked, he was gone. I lay there, trembling, but somehow I felt calm. I closed my eyes, and in my dreams, I was standing on a pier, and my grandfather was teaching me to fish, his laughter echoing over the waves.
I never told anyone what I saw, but the next morning, I noticed a new oil lamp on the nightstand—an old brass one with a green glass shade. No one knew where it came from. I kept it, and even now, decades later, when the wind blows from the east, I can smell salt and hear a distant voice whispering, ‘Siempre contigo.’ Always with you.