I’d read the old field guides, the ones brittle with age, their pages smelling of dust and dried lavender. They said the raven was a messenger, a psychopomp, a guide for the newly dead. But the Cherokee, the books whispered, saw it as a sign of the end, a harbinger of a specific, personal doom. I’d shrugged it off, a footnote in a forgotten lore. Until I saw it perched on the frozen gatepost of the Larkspur Processing Plant, its eye a bead of polished jet, watching me with an intelligence that felt like a verdict.
In the dream, I wasn’t in the town I knew. I was in a city of rust and iron, a maze of abandoned warehouses and skeletal cranes, all veiled in a perpetual, thin snowfall that never quite settled, just drifted and swirled around my knees. The air was cold, so cold it hurt to breathe, and it tasted of burnt copper and ozone. I wasn’t alone. Two figures flanked me – one a lean woman with eyes the color of storm clouds, holding a recurve bow with arrows fletched in raven feathers; the other a broad-shouldered man with scars crisscrossing his forearms, who carried a heavy wrench like a club. The three of us were stalking something, a shape that moved between the rusted hulks, hunched and skittering.
It was the man from my other dream. The one with the lawnmower. But now he was worse. He was dressed in stained coveralls, his face smeared with grease and something darker, and he carried a long-handled scythe, its blade not for grain but for grass, a monstrous implement of rusty steel and jagged teeth. He was muttering, a low, rhythmic chant about ‘the harvest’ and ‘the iron,’ and he’d occasionally rev the engine of a buried lawnmower, a sound that tore through the silence like a demonic growl. We cornered him in a dead-end bay, where the walls were covered in peeling industrial murals of smiling workers and gleaming machinery, now grotesquely distorted.
My weapon was a length of rusted pipe, cold and heavy in my hands. The woman drew her bow, the fletching trembling. The man with the wrench crouched, ready to spring. The lawnmower man straightened, and I saw his eyes – not the eyes of a madman, but the eyes of something ancient and patient, something that had been waiting in the iron and the snow for a very long time. He spoke, and his voice was like the grinding of gears, ‘You’re early. The frost hasn’t set the bones yet.’
We attacked. I swung the pipe, but the scythe blade deflected it, sending a jolt up my arm. The woman loosed an arrow, but he batted it aside as if it were a gnat. The man with the wrench lunged, but the lawnmower man sidestepped, and the wrench clanged against a rusted beam. We were losing. In desperation, I closed the distance, my pipe swinging wildly, and I got in close, face to face with him. His breath was cold, like a freezer, and his eyes were not black but a deep, endless red. And then, the world turned white. I felt a searing, tearing pain in my back, as if a hook had caught my spine and was pulling me out of the dream, out of myself.
The pain was real. It was a sharp, bright spike that shot from the base of my back up to the base of my skull, and it threw me out of sleep and into my cold, dark bedroom. I was gasping, my heart hammering, and my back ached with a phantom throb. I lay there, staring at the ceiling, listening to the wind howl outside. And then I heard it – a faint, high-pitched whine, like a mosquito, growing louder. It was coming from outside. I dragged myself to the window, my back stiff, and peered through the frost-covered glass.
Below, on the snow-covered lawn of my neighbor’s house, the lawnmower sat. It was an old, rusty model, the kind with a blade that spins as you push it. But it was running, engine idling, even though no one was near it. And on the handle, impaled like a trophy, was a raven, its wings still twitching, its eye a dull bead. And as I watched, the snow around the mower began to turn a deep, rust-red, spreading like a stain, as if the ground itself were bleeding. I knew then, with a certainty that had nothing to do with dream-logic, that the man in coveralls was not a mere manifestation of my subconscious. He was a harvester, and he had found me. The iron pipes, the mower, the raven – they were all his tools, his signs. And my back, where the pain had struck, felt cold, as if a piece of ice was lodged in my spine, a seed he’d planted for the harvest to come. I pulled the curtains shut, but the whine of the engine continued, patient, grinding, waiting for the frost to set the bones.