The summer of 2011 was when my cousin’s children came to stay with us, and I remember the heat clung to the air like a wet blanket. My sister, Lila, had just won a bitter custody battle against her ex, a man whose charm was as thin as his promises. He had vanished before the final hearing, leaving behind debts and a house that smelled of stale smoke. With nowhere else to turn, Lila packed her three kids and drove to our family’s old farmhouse in the middle of nowhere, a place we’d inherited but rarely visited. I came along to help, thinking it would be a few weeks of peace and quiet before the kids started school. I was wrong.
The farmhouse was a relic, with creaking floorboards and walls that sweat moisture even in the heat. The kids—Mara, who was nine, twins Ben and Leo, who were six—seemed to settle in quickly. They explored the overgrown orchard, chased fireflies, and played hide-and-seek in the barn. But on the third day, Mara came to me holding a small, wooden box she’d found buried in the garden behind the chicken coop. It was no bigger than a shoebox, carved with strange, swirling patterns that looked like eyes. ‘It was under the old rose bush,’ she said. ‘There’s something inside.’
The box was locked, but no rust or dirt clung to it, as if it had been placed there recently. I shook it, and something rattled—a faint, hollow sound, like dried seeds. Lila shrugged, saying it was probably a toy from the previous owners. But my skin prickled. That night, I dreamed of a woman in a long white dress walking through the orchard, her face hidden by a veil. She stopped at the rose bush and knelt, digging with her hands. In the dream, she looked up at the house, and even though I saw no eyes, I felt her gaze on me. I woke with a start, my heart pounding.
The next morning, the kids were quiet. They sat at the breakfast table, not touching their cereal. Ben whispered to Leo, and Leo shook his head. When I asked what was wrong, Ben said, ‘The lady in the garden said we shouldn’t eat the seeds.’ I looked at Lila, who paled. ‘Seeds? What seeds?’ Mara pulled the box from her pocket and set it on the table. The lid was open. Inside, nestled on a bed of black velvet, were three small, gray seeds, each shaped like a human tooth. ‘She said each seed is a memory,’ Mara said, her voice eerily calm. ‘And if you plant them, you can forget what you don’t want to remember.’
I grabbed the box and slammed it shut, but the seeds tumbled out and scattered across the floor. The kids scrambled to pick them up. ‘No, don’t touch them!’ I shouted, but it was too late. That evening, Lila began to talk about her ex-husband as if he were a loving man, a saint who had been wronged by the courts. She insisted we call him and apologize. I argued, but she was adamant. By midnight, I heard her in the kitchen, sobbing over a pot of coffee. ‘I did something terrible,’ she whispered. ‘I made him leave. I don’t even remember why.’ I tried to calm her, but her eyes were wide, darting around the room as if she were seeing something I couldn’t.
The following day, the kids refused to go outside. They huddled in the living room, watching the garden through the window. ‘She’s still there,’ Mara said, pointing to the rose bush. I looked, but saw nothing. Ben started humming a lullaby I didn’t recognize. When I asked where he had learned it, he said, ‘The lady in white taught us. She said it keeps the bad memories away.’ Lila now spent hours in her room, talking to herself. She claimed she was on the phone with her ex, apologizing for things she couldn’t describe. The few times I listened, I heard only silence on her end.
The seeds, which I had collected and disposed of in the trash, reappeared on the kitchen counter the next morning, all three lined up in a row. I threw them into the stove and lit it, but the fire burned cold, and the seeds remained, untouched. I buried them in the field, but an hour later, they were back in the box, which had somehow refastened itself. The woman in white appeared to me then, her veil lifting just enough to show a smile with gaps where teeth should be. ‘You cannot destroy a memory,’ she whispered, her voice like rustling leaves. ‘You can only forget, or be remembered.’
I realized then that the box was a trap, a curse that fed on the pain we wanted to bury. Lila’s ex had probably planted it years ago, when he knew he would lose custody. He must have stolen seeds from the hollow place where memories wither. Now, they were growing in my family. Each night, the kids would gather the seeds and plant them in small pots, watering them with tears. They said it made them feel better, but they grew paler, their eyes more hollow. I made them stop, but the woman in white would come to them in dreams, whispering promises of a painless life.
In a desperate attempt, I sought a way to break the curse. I found an old journal in the attic, written by a previous owner who had suffered the same fate. She wrote that the only way to end it was to return the seeds to their origin, a place called the Hollow Grove, deep in the forest behind the farm. But she warned that the grove was guarded by the ones who had been forgotten, and they would not let you leave until you surrendered a memory of your own. I had no choice. I took the box and the seeds and set out at dusk, following the journal’s crude map.
The forest grew dense, and the path dissolved into a tangle of roots and thorns. A cold wind howled, but no leaves stirred. I reached a clearing where the trees grew in a circle, their branches intertwined to form a canopy. In the center was a stone well, its mouth covered by a grate. I pried it open and peered inside. The well was dry, but at the bottom lay a small, silver locket. The woman in white appeared beside me, her hand on my shoulder. ‘Drop them,’ she said. ‘And drop a memory.’ I looked at the locket. It was my mother’s, the one I had lost years ago, filled with a photo of her. I realized the well was a maw, waiting to swallow.
I poured the seeds into the well, and they clattered against the stones. Then I threw the locket in as well, not because I wanted to, but because I knew I had to give something in return. The woman sighed, and her figure began to dissolve. ‘Now go,’ she said. ‘And forget this place.’ I ran back to the farm, and when I burst through the door, the kids were asleep on the couch, breathing deeply. Lila was in the kitchen, making dinner, humming a familiar tune. She smiled at me, asking where I had been. I opened my mouth to tell her, but the words were gone. I couldn’t remember the forest, or the well, or the woman. The only thing I held was a sudden, inexplicable grief for my mother, and a strange certainty that I had lost something else that day—something I would never get back.
Now, years later, the kids are grown, and they have no memory of that summer, which is odd, because they were old enough to remember. Lila never remarried, and she has a blank spot in her mind about her ex-husband, as if he were a stranger. I still have the box, though I don’t remember where I got it. It sits on my shelf, locked, and I never touch it. But sometimes, at night, I hear a faint rattling inside, like seeds shaking. And I have nightmares about a woman in white, standing in a field of gray, planting tooth-like seeds in rows. The hollow keepsake lives on, and I keep my memories close, because I know now that you cannot bury what haunts you. You can only feed it, or starve it, and both paths lead to loss.