In the autumn of 2014, the rains had turned the streets of Chandni Chowk into a ribbon of slick, black mirrors. I had returned to Old Delhi after years in boarding schools, my soul craving the familiar chaos of my mother’s kitchen and the steady click of my father’s typewriter. My younger brother, Arjun, was away in Shimla for his senior year, and the house felt like a lung half-filled with air. We lived above the family’s spice shop, a labyrinth of burlap sacks and brass scales, where the smell of turmeric and cardamom clung to the wooden beams.
Arjun came home for the Diwali break, his laughter echoing off the walls, and for a week we were a family again. On the last night before his return, we stayed up late watching an old Hindi horror film, the kind with rubber monsters and melodramatic music. As the credits rolled, I felt a sudden chill despite the heat. Arjun was unusually quiet, his eyes fixed on the dark window.
At 2 AM, I woke to a low, guttural sound, like stones grinding in a well. I turned to see Arjun sitting bolt upright, his head tilted at an unnatural angle, eyes wide but unseeing. A low growl vibrated from his throat. I called his name, once, twice, my voice trembling. He didn’t respond. I reached out to shake him, but his skin was cold, and his jaw began to work as if chewing something invisible. I shouted, ‘Arjun! Wake up!’ His lips parted, and a voice that was not his, not a child’s, but a deep, ancient rumble, spoke from his mouth: ‘The gutter remembers.’
The next morning, Arjun was himself, laughing and packing his bags. I tried to dismiss the incident as a night terror, but a seed of dread had planted itself in my chest. The rest of his holiday was unremarkable, except that I noticed he would sometimes pause and stare at the drainpipe outside his window, a thin trickle of monsoon water still running from the night before. When he left, I felt a weight lift, but it returned with a vengeance on the first night after his departure.
I was alone in the house, my parents having gone to a cousin’s wedding in Agra. I had just drifted off when I heard it again: that grinding growl, coming not from the bed beside me, but from the drainpipe outside. I got up, my heart hammering, and peered through the window. The pipe was trembling, and a viscous, dark liquid oozed from its mouth, pooling on the ground below. The liquid moved, not spreading but coalescing, forming a shape like a hand, then an arm, reaching up toward the window.
I slammed the window shut and locked it, but the growling continued, now inside the walls. It followed me as I moved, growing louder when I approached the bathroom door. I opened it slowly, half expecting something to lunge out, but the room was empty except for a dark, oily stain spreading from the sink drain. The stain had the faint outline of a face, its mouth agape in a silent scream. I tried to scrub it away, but it only grew, and the growl became a rasping whisper: ‘He took my voice, so I take his.’
In a panic, I called Arjun’s school, but they said he had checked in for the night. I called my parents, but they didn’t pick up. I spent the rest of the night in the living room, huddled under a blanket, the growling like a second pulse. When the first light of dawn crept through the shutters, I crept to the bathroom. The stain had vanished, but in its place, on the mirror, was a message written in what looked like dried blood: ‘You are the keeper.’
Over the next weeks, the haunting grew more direct. I began to hear Arjun’s voice calling me at odd hours, always from the direction of the gutter. I would find small puddles of black water in the house, and once, a dead crow with its neck twisted. I tried to reach Arjun, but every call went to voicemail, and his texts were brief, reassuring, but strangely formal.
Then, on a night of pouring rain, the phone rang. It was my brother, his voice raw and strained. ‘The pipe… it’s calling. It wants what I have. It took my voice before, but I got it back. It wants you now. It lives in the gutter, and it feeds on those who are silent.’ He hung up before I could ask more, and when I tried to call back, the line was dead.
I stood in the hallway, the only source of light a flickering bulb. The growling was everywhere, and the air thickened with a smell of mold and copper. The bathroom door creaked open on its own, and in the mirror, I saw my own reflection, but my mouth was open in a silent scream, and a black, shapeless thing was pouring from my lips. I stumbled back, and the thing retreated, but I saw that my reflection was now smirking.
That night, I made a decision. I would not flee. I would confront the gutter. I took a rusty iron pipe from the shop, the kind used for draining oil, and went out into the rain. The pipe outside my window was the source, its mouth gaping like a hungry maw. I thrust the iron into it, and immediately felt a resistance, as if something was gripping the other end. I pulled, and the pipe snapped, and the water turned black, but the growl became a hiss.
I drove to Arjun’s school in Shimla, a six-hour journey in the storm. When I arrived, his roommates looked at me with confusion. ‘Arjun? He left two weeks ago, after a strange call from his brother.’ They said he had been hearing growling too, and one night he ran into the woods, clutching his throat, and never returned. The police were searching, but there was no trace.
I stood in Arjun’s empty room, the rain beating against the window. On the bed was a diary, half soaked. I opened it, and saw his frantic scrawl: ‘I know now. The gutter in the old house is not a pipe. It is a mouth. It took my voice once, when I was a child, and I silenced my scream to protect mom. But I never got it back. It’s been feeding on our silence for years. Forgive me.’
I collapsed to the floor, the diary slipping from my hands. A low growl emanated from the room’s drain, and I saw the black water seeping from the corners, gathering into a shape. It spoke in a voice that was Arjun’s, but ancient: ‘You have come. Now you will be silent, and I will have two voices.’
I am writing this now, hidden in the attic of a stranger’s house, the growling outside like a heartbeat. I have not spoken a word since that night, for every time I open my mouth, I feel my voice being scooped out. But I have found a way to speak: I write on paper with my own blood, and I leave these words where others may find them. If you hear a growl in your gutters, do not investigate. Do not call out. Run.
The rain has not stopped. The growl is at the door now. It wants my silence, and I am running out of paper.