In the autumn of 1987, I was six months pregnant and living with my husband, Leo, in a converted school bus we had parked on a patch of land we leased from an old farmer named Mr. Halsey. The bus was our home, a ramshackle but cozy shelter, with a tiny kitchen, a fold-out table, and a bedroom at the back that was just a mattress on a platform. We had been there since spring, and though the bus had its quirks, nothing strange had ever happened until one cold October afternoon.
I was in the bedroom, sitting cross-legged on the mattress, trying to arrange my hair in a braid. The bedroom was cramped, with a small window above the mattress that looked out onto the field. Below the window, Leo had built a narrow shelf that ran the length of the wall, where I kept my few toiletries and a small hand mirror. I was particular about my routine: after I finished my hair and make-up, I would place everything in a small wooden box we used for storage, close its lid, and set the mirror on top. That’s how I always left it.
That day, after I finished, I got ready to go into town to run errands. I put the brush and comb away, closed the box, and set the mirror carefully on top. I went out, drove to the grocery store, paid a few bills, and chatted with a neighbor. When I returned, the sun was low in the sky, casting long shadows across the field. I felt tired, so I decided to take a nap. As I climbed into the bedroom, I immediately noticed that the mirror was not on top of the box. It was lying face down on the mattress, the glass reflecting a dull grey light. I froze. I remember distinctly placing it on the box, and no one had been in the bus since. Leo was away at work.
I picked up the mirror cautiously, half-expecting to see something in it, but it was just my own tired face. I set it back on the box, this time making sure it was secure. I tried to nap, but sleep wouldn’t come. I kept thinking about the mirror, and a weird feeling that I was not alone. The bus seemed to creak more than usual, and the wind outside whispered through the cracks. Eventually, I drifted off.
I woke to a sound like a latch being undone. I sat up, heart pounding. The bedroom door was slightly ajar, and I hadn’t left it that way. I pushed it open fully and stepped into the living area. Everything was as I had left it. But then I noticed that the small latch on the kitchen cabinet where we kept our food was open. I never leave that latch open; it’s the type that you have to push and lift, and it often sticks. I closed it and chided myself for being jumpy.
The next morning, when I went to brush my teeth, I noticed that my toothbrush was wet, as if it had just been used. I hadn’t used it since the morning before. And the soap on the sink had a fresh, bubbly lather on it. I called Leo, but he was already gone. I told myself these were just forgetful moments, but the unease stayed.
A week later, I was in the bedroom again, organizing the shelf. Leo had been away for a few days. As I reached for the mirror, I noticed a small, green latch on the side of the wooden box that I had never seen before. The box was an antique that had belonged to my grandmother, and I knew its every mark and hinge. This latch was new, and it was in the shape of a tiny hand, frozen in a pleading gesture. The latch was green, like oxidized copper, and it moved when I touched it, revealing a hidden compartment inside the box. Inside was a soiled baby sock, miniature, like something a newborn would wear, covered in dirt and old blood.
I screamed and dropped the box. Leo wasn’t there. I felt like the walls were closing in. I tried to call him, but my hands shook so much I could barely dial. When he answered, I sobbed incoherently until he said he would come home immediately. That night, as we sat in the dim light of the bus, I told him about the mirror, the wet things, the latch. He tried to reassure me, saying it must have been a raccoon or a prank. But I knew it wasn’t.
In the middle of the night, I woke to the feeling of something pulling at my hair. I opened my eyes and saw a small, gaunt shape crouched by the bed, its eyes glowing faintly. I couldn’t move, my body frozen in terror. The shape reached out and placed a cold hand on my belly, and I felt a kick from the baby. Then it whispered, a sound like dry leaves, ‘The latch is open.’
I screamed, and Leo woke, but the shape was gone. I made him check every corner, every latch on the bus. he found nothing. But in the morning, I saw that the green latch on the box was open, and inside was a tiny, withered finger, cut clean at the joint. I knew then that something from the land, or from the past, had taken notice of my baby. And as the days passed, the latch would open on its own, and the hidden compartment would hold new offerings: a strand of hair, a baby tooth, a lock of my own hair.
We moved out a week later. I never told anyone fully what happened, but I carried the box with me, thinking I could hide it. The latch stayed shut for years. Then, when my daughter was five, she found the box in the attic and asked, ‘Mommy, why is there a green hand on this box?’ And when I looked at her, I saw that her eyes had a glint that wasn’t mine, and she smiled a smile that was too wide. The latch clicked open, and I knew that whatever I had opened that autumn day had found its way into my child. The green hand was a promise, a claim. And it was never going to let go.