When I was six and my brother was three, we lived in a cramped mobile home on the edge of a dying town. The walls were thin, the floor sloped, and the windows rattled whenever the wind picked up. My brother, Danny, refused to sleep in the room we shared. He would cry and cling to the doorframe, his little face pale, and eventually we gave up and let him sleep on the lumpy recliner in the living room, with a VHS of The Land Before Time playing on a loop. I didn’t mind. I had my own space, such as it was.
My room was small, with a chest of drawers that had once been my grandmother’s. On top sat my prized possession: a lamp shaped like a chubby cabbage patch doll, its face frozen in a permanent grin, and a pink lampshade that cast a warm, honeyed glow across the room. It was my nightlight, and I loved it. Every night, I’d lie in my narrow bed, watching the light dance on the ceiling, and I’d fall asleep to the distant sounds of Danny’s dinosaur movie.
But after Danny started sleeping in the living room, strange things began to happen in my room. I’d wake up in the middle of the night, not from a noise or a dream, but from a feeling. A stillness, a wrongness. And I’d see them: three perfect cubes, hovering in the air above my chest of drawers, arranged in a triangle. They were the color of old cardboard, with that familiar waxy sheen, and they had the unmistakable logo of Krystal, the fast food place downtown. I knew those boxes well. They held the tiny square burgers that smelled of onions and pickles, and I’d eaten them many times when my mom could afford it. But these were empty. And they floated.
I never felt afraid. It was like watching a mobile above a crib, slow and gentle. The boxes would rotate slightly, their edges catching the pink light, and they’d hover there for minutes, maybe longer. I’d watch them, my eyes heavy, and then they’d be gone. In the morning, I’d tell my mom, and she’d laugh and say I had a vivid imagination. Danny would shake his head, his eyes wide, and whisper, ‘They were in my room too.’ But we never talked about it beyond that.
One night, I decided to test them. I reached out from my bed, my arm stretched through the warm air, and I touched one. It was solid. The cardboard was slightly rough, and it felt cool against my fingers, like it had been sitting in a refrigerator. I pushed it, and it swayed, but stayed in place. I pulled it down, and it resisted, as if tethered to the air. I let go, and it drifted back to its spot. I did this for a few nights, and each time, the boxes remained, unaffected by my touch.
Then one night, I noticed something else. On the floor, right below the floating boxes, was a small, dark stain. It hadn’t been there before. I touched it, and my finger came away with a greasy, black substance. I sniffed it. It smelled like burnt onions and grease. And I saw the tiny, glittering flecks of something that looked like salt. I licked my finger, and I tasted the unmistakable flavor of a Krystal burger, even though there was no meat in sight.
I didn’t tell anyone. I kept watching the boxes, and they kept appearing, night after night. But they began to change. The cardboard became darker, almost charred. The logos faded, replaced by indistinct smudges. And the boxes started to tremble, just slightly, as if they were excited or angry. The triangle they formed would tighten, the boxes drawing closer together, and then expand, until they were almost too far apart to see.
One night, I dreamed. In the dream, I was in the kitchen of the Krystal restaurant, but it was dark and empty. The fryer was still on, bubbling with black oil, and the air was thick with smoke. A figure stood at the counter, its back to me. It was wearing a red uniform, but it was stained and torn. It turned around, and its face was a mass of burns and scars, its eyes gone. It opened its mouth, and a voice like a low growl came out: ‘You see them, don’t you?’
I woke up gasping. The boxes were still there, but they were now surrounded by a faint, black smoke. And for the first time, I felt a curl of fear in my stomach. I called for my mom, but she didn’t come. I called for Danny, but the living room was silent. I got out of bed and walked to the doorway. The living room was dark, the TV off, and the recliner was empty. Danny was gone. I ran to my parents’ room, but their bed was empty too. I was all alone in the trailer.
The boxes began to pulse, a steady thrum like a heartbeat. I turned back to them, and they were no longer empty. They were filled with tiny, steaming burgers. But as I watched, the burgers began to melt, to morph, and they turned into faces. Tiny faces, twisted in agony, their mouths open in silent screams. I recognized them. They were the faces of everyone I knew: my mom, my dad, Danny, and me.
I stumbled backward, my hand hitting the lamp and knocking it to the floor. The bulb shattered, plunging the room into darkness. But I could still see the boxes, glowing with a sickly pink light. They grew larger, until they were the size of cinder blocks, and they began to descend toward me. I ran. I threw open the front door and ran into the night, into the cold, empty street, and I kept running until the trailer was a speck behind me.
When I finally stopped, I was in front of the Krystal restaurant. It was closed, its lights off, but the drive-thru speaker crackled to life. A voice, like the one from my dream, said, ‘Welcome to Krystal. What would you like?’ I opened my mouth to speak, but no words came out. The speaker crackled again. ‘The usual?’ And I felt a hand on my shoulder, cold as ice.
I turned. It was Danny. He was holding a Krystal box, but it was bleeding, the cardboard soaked red. He smiled, but his eyes were hollow. ‘They’re always here,’ he said, ‘you just have to let them in.’ He held out the box, and inside were three small, still-beating hearts. I screamed, and I woke up, drenched in sweat, the lamp still glowing on my chest of drawers.
The boxes were gone. They never came back. But sometimes, late at night, I’ll see the faint outline of three cubes in the corner of my vision, and I’ll smell onions and grease in the air. And I know they’re still there, just waiting for me to look directly at them. And part of me still wonders: what would have happened if I’d eaten one?