In the old farmhouse we rented, the kitchen was a long, narrow room with a lone window above the sink that faced the eastern field. The appliances were lined up in a row: a tall fridge, a chest freezer that opened like a coffin, and a stackable washer-dryer unit. We had a black cat named Inky and a gray tabby named Miso. On most nights, we locked them in the basement because come dawn, they’d meow for their breakfast. But on Saturday nights, we let them sleep with us, a small indulgence we’d come to regret come Sunday morning.
That Sunday, at six sharp, Inky was pawing at my face, and Miso was perched on the dresser, yowling. My husband, Sam, groaned and grumbled, ‘Alright, alright, I’m up.’ I rolled over, pulling the quilt over my head, and heard his bare feet pad down the hall. A minute later, a thunderous crash rattled through the house, like a heavy object being hurled against a wall. Not a slip, not a fall, but a deliberate, violent throw. I sat up, heart pounding, but the house fell silent. Sam returned, pale-faced, ‘My cookie jar… it was on top of the fridge, and now it’s behind it.’ I laughed nervously, ‘Probably a mouse or a draft.’ But he shook his head, ‘No, Anna, that thing was thrown.’ We exchanged a look, then he climbed back into bed, and we both pretended to sleep until noon.
After a lazy brunch, Sam finally told me the full story. He had gone into the kitchen, still half-asleep, to feed the cats. The tins of food were in the pantry to the left of the fridge. As he opened the pantry door, a deafening crash came from behind him, from the gap between the fridge and the wall. He spun around, and the plastic container that usually held his mother’s Christmas cookies was nowhere to be seen on the fridge top. Instead, it lay smashed behind the fridge, shattered into a hundred shards. He said it looked like something had picked it up and flung it with force, not just knocked it over. And then, the cats, who had been meowing for food, suddenly went silent. They both stood at the kitchen entrance, backs arched, staring at the fridge, their eyes wide.
Our fridge was in the center of a long, renovated wall. To its right was the chest freezer, with its lid that swung open to the right. To its left was the washer-dryer unit, with its front-loading door that swung to the left. To examine the back, you had to open both the freezer lid and the washer door simultaneously to create a narrow passage. That afternoon, I opened both, and sure enough, in the dusty gap, lay the remnants of the cookie container, its lid twisted off, and beside it was a small, rusted key that I had never seen before. It was old, with a round bow engraved with an intricate pattern. I picked it up, thinking it might belong to the ancient trunk in the attic. But as I held it, a chill swept through the kitchen, and both cats hissed and bolted under the sofa.
That evening, I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was wrong. The key felt warm in my hand, almost humming. I decided to check the attic, where the key might fit a lock I’d never noticed. The attic door was at the top of the stairs, a simple pull-down ladder. I climbed up with a flashlight, the musty air thickening. In the far corner, behind a stack of old books, was a small, iron-bound chest. The key fit perfectly. As I turned it, the click echoed, and the lid swung open. Inside, I found a diary, bound in cracked leather, written by a previous tenant, a woman named Elsie, dated 1952. Her handwriting was frantic, and the last entry read: ‘Something lives behind the fridge. It takes our offerings. It takes our silence. I saw its hand, dinner-plate sized, reaching out, and it took the Christmas tin I’d hidden. I’ve hidden the key, and I pray no one finds it. But if you do, burn this diary, and never keep a container on the fridge at night.’
I slammed the diary shut, heart racing. The key in my hand was a warning. I realized that my cookie jar, a tin much like the one in the diary, had been our offering. The thing behind the fridge was still there, waiting. That night, as Sam slept, I crept down to the kitchen, the diary burning in the fireplace. I had to check the gap again. I opened both the freezer and washer doors, and there, in the shadows, I saw a face pressed against the wall, its features blurred, its mouth open as if to scream. It turned to look at me, and I saw hunger in its eyes. I dropped the doors, stumbling back. The cats were at my feet, growling. There would be no more sleep in that house. The next morning, we packed our bags, but as we drove away, I looked back through the kitchen window, and I swear I saw a pale shape behind the fridge, watching us leave.
Months later, in our new apartment, I kept no containers on top of the fridge. But sometimes, at six am, when the cats meow for food, I hear a crash from the kitchen, as if something is testing the empty space, waiting to be fed.