I started taking an online course in automatic writing last autumn, mostly out of curiosity. My study, a converted attic room, was cluttered with oddities: a wooden desk by the dormer window, a filing cabinet against the far wall, and on that cabinet, a ceramic plate filled with smooth river stones and three fat candles. Beside the plate sat a small glass jar, also containing pebbles, where I burned incense sticks.
At first, the pebbles on the plate would click occasionally—a soft, random sound, like a stone shifting under its own weight. I thought nothing of it. My daughter, sixteen-year-old Maya, would sometimes ask, ‘What’s that?’ and I’d shrug. My mother, visiting for a week, once remarked on it, but we all dismissed it as settling stones or the house’s old bones.
Then the clicking grew louder, more insistent. It wasn’t random anymore. It had a rhythm, like someone tapping impatiently on a table. The first time I noticed the pattern was during a particularly intense automatic writing session. My pen had been moving in frantic, looping script, and when I paused to rest, the pebbles went click-click-click, as if urging me to continue. I tried to ignore it, but the sound seemed to seep into my skull.
I decided to eliminate the glass jar as the source. I shook the pebbles down, sealed the jar, and moved it to the guest bedroom. For three days, silence. I almost convinced myself it had been the jar all along. But on the fourth night, as I lit the candles for my session, the clicking resumed from the plate. And this time, it was louder, sharper, like a code.
Maya came to my door one evening, her face pale. ‘Mom, those stones are doing it again. It’s really creepy.’ She had been sitting in the living room below, and the sound had been audible through the floorboards. My mother, on the phone, asked if I had ‘new neighbors’ because she heard a ‘tapping’ in the background. The dread that had been coiled in my stomach tightened.
I decided to test something. I placed a small piece of chalk on the plate, right in the center. That night, I didn’t light the candles. I just sat in the dark, watching. The pebbles started to move. They didn’t just click; they slid, as if pushed by an invisible finger. They arranged themselves in a circle around the chalk, and then the chalk began to move on its own, dragging across the ceramic surface.
I scrambled for the light switch. In the harsh glow, I saw that the chalk had drawn a crude circle, and inside it, a symbol—a twisted knot, like a signature from a language I didn’t know. My hands trembled as I photographed it with my phone. The pebbles were still now, but they seemed to be waiting.
I stopped using the candle plate. I wrapped it in a cloth and shoved it into a drawer. But the clicking didn’t stop. It moved. It started coming from inside the walls. At night, I’d hear it from Maya’s room, from the kitchen, from the attic above my head. My mother called to say she heard tapping on her windows, three states away. Maya refused to sleep alone, bringing her blanket to my bed, her eyes wide and watchful.
Then the writing began to appear on paper without my hand. Notes that said: ‘You summoned me.’ and ‘Let me out.’ and ‘The circle is my gate.’ I burned them, but the charred remnants made new symbols on the floor. I tried to stop the course, but the instructor never replied. The website vanished.
One night, I heard a sound like stones grinding together from the drawer where I’d hidden the plate. I pulled it out, unwrapped it. The candles were lit, though I hadn’t lit them. The pebbles were arranged in a spiral, and in the center, the chalk had written one word: ‘SOON.’
I knew then that the clicking wasn’t just a sound. It was a door. And I had left it ajar. I gathered the pebbles, the plate, the chalk, and I drove to the river, intending to throw them in. But as I stood on the bank, the pebbles in my hands grew hot. They started to click against each other, a frantic, eager sound. I dropped them into the water. For a moment, silence. Then, from behind me, came a loud, distinct click—like a stone striking stone—and I knew it wasn’t over.
I turned, and there, on the path, was a circle of fresh pebbles, glowing faintly in the moonlight. Inside the circle, something moved. I ran. I ran until my lungs burned. But all I could hear, no matter how far I went, was that single, patient click, following me home.