When I was six or seven, my mother and my tia used to cross themselves whenever I walked into the room. At first, I thought it was because I was a handful, but it was something else. They said that in the middle of the night, I would sit up in bed, my eyes wide open but not really seeing, and I’d shuffle toward the front door, mumbling about going outside with my friend. I have no memory of any of that. They also told me about the things I’d say when I fell asleep, in a voice that wasn’t mine: ‘Leave me alone,’ or ‘Stop it,’ and then a clicking sound with my tongue, like a cricket that had learned to be afraid.
I didn’t remember any of that until I was nine, in Georgia. We lived in a house with a long hallway, and one evening I was walking from my room to the living room. As I passed the kitchen doorway, I turned my head left, just out of habit. There, standing in the middle of the kitchen, was a shape—not a man or a woman, but something shaped like a person, completely covered in black, like it was made of the dark itself. The only thing I could see clearly were its hands, hanging at its sides. They were the oldest, boniest hands I had ever seen, with long fingers and knuckles that looked like they could crack through stone. I froze, my heart pounding, and then I ran. I ran to my mother’s room, sobbing, and told her what I saw. She didn’t laugh or tell me it was my imagination. She got very quiet and said, ‘That’s not the first time. Your brother Anthony saw it once, and it scared him real bad.’
I spent the next few years trying to forget that. We moved to Texas when I was thirteen, to a house on the edge of a small town, with a yard that was mostly dry dirt and a few stubborn cacti. My brother Anthony was away at college, so it was just me, my mom, and my dad, who worked long hours. One afternoon, Mom was at the grocery store, and Dad was at work. Anthony was supposed to drive in from his dorm that weekend, but I was alone that day, with a hose in my hand, watering the plants that I honestly didn’t care about. The sun was hot, and the water made a hissing sound as it hit the dirt.
I was halfway down the side of the house when I heard a noise from the kitchen window. It was a soft scratching, like fingernails on glass. I turned, expecting to see a bird or a branch, but there was nothing. I told myself it was the wind. I kept watering. Then I heard it again, and this time it was accompanied by a low, guttural humming, a sound I had never heard before but that somehow felt familiar. I dropped the hose and walked to the window, peering inside. The kitchen was empty, but on the floor, just under the window, there was a strange pattern in the dust, as if something had been dragged there. My heart started to race, and I remembered the hands.
I tried to laugh it off. I went back to watering, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was watching me. I focused on the plants, trying to count the leaves on a dying rosebush, when I heard the front door creak open. I spun around, expecting to see Anthony or my mom, but the doorway was empty. The door was swinging slightly, as if someone had just walked through. My mouth went dry. I called out, ‘Hello?’ No answer. I stepped toward the house, and as I crossed the threshold, the temperature dropped by what felt like twenty degrees. The air was stale, like a room that had been closed for decades.
I walked through the living room, calling for my brother, my voice echoing in a way that didn’t seem right. I approached the kitchen, and my legs felt like lead. I knew, before I even turned the corner, that something was there. I forced myself to look, and there it was—the same shape from Georgia, cloaked in absolute black, its hands raised in front of it, the fingers curling like claws. The bony hands were reaching for me, and I saw that they were not just old, they were ancient, covered in a thin layer of gray, like they had been buried for centuries. The thing let out a sound, not a word, but a crackling, like snapping twigs. It was speaking in that sound my tongue used to make.
I stumbled backward, and I realized that I wasn’t just scared—I was angry. I didn’t understand why, but I felt a surge of defiance. I shouted, ‘Leave me alone!’ And the thing stopped. It tilted its head, as if listening. And then, in a voice that wasn’t mine, it spoke, using my own vocal cords, my own lips. It said, ‘You know what I want. You’ve always known.’ I covered my ears, but the voice was inside my head. I fell to my knees, and I saw the dust on the floor swirl around me, forming a pattern—a spiral, and in the center, a shape like a hand. It was the same shape I had seen in the kitchen window, but larger, more insistent.
Suddenly, the front door slammed shut, and I heard a car pull into the driveway. It was Anthony. He came in, his duffel bag over his shoulder, and he saw me on the floor, shaking. He dropped the bag and ran to me. ‘Hey, hey, what’s wrong?’ he said. I looked up at him, and his face was pale. He whispered, ‘You saw it, didn’t you? The hands.’ I nodded, unable to speak. He helped me up, and we sat on the couch while I told him everything—the hands, the voice, the pattern in the dust. He listened, and then he said, ‘That thing, it’s followed us. It’s been with us since we were kids. It used you, and it used me too. But I found out how to stop it.’
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small, worn leather pouch. Inside was a piece of chalk, a white stone, and a dried branch of rosemary. He said, ‘The pattern in the dust—that’s a trap. It’s trying to keep you here, so it can use your body to walk in the daytime. We have to draw the same spiral, but with the chalk, and put the stone and the rosemary in the center. Then we have to burn the rosemary and say the words it wants us to say—the words you used to say when you were little, ‘Leave me alone’ and ‘Stop.’ It’s a banishing, and it has to be done by both of us, together, or it won’t work.’
I didn’t fully understand, but I trusted Anthony. We went into the kitchen, and he drew the spiral on the tile floor, using the chalk. He placed the stone and the rosemary in the center, and then he lit a match and set the rosemary on fire. The smoke curled upward, and I felt a pressure in my ears. He looked at me and said, ‘Now, say it with me.’ And we both said, ‘Leave me alone. Stop.’ We said it over and over, our voices rising, and the air grew thick and cold. The shape appeared again, in the corner of the kitchen, but it was flickering, like a faulty light. It let out a high-pitched shriek, and then it faded, leaving behind a faint smell of burnt leaves.
When it was over, Anthony extinguished the fire, and we cleaned up the chalk. The kitchen felt normal again, warm and bright. Anthony hugged me and said, ‘It’s gone. It can’t come back.’ I wanted to believe him, but as I looked down, I saw the dust on the floor had settled in the shape of two hands, pressed flat, as if something had lain there. I didn’t say anything. I just stepped on it, smearing the dust with my shoe.
That night, I couldn’t sleep. I lay in bed, listening to the hum of the refrigerator, the distant barking of a dog. Around 3 AM, I heard a voice, soft and familiar, coming from the hallway. It was my mother’s voice, but the words were not hers. It said, ‘You’re fun. Let’s play again.’ I shot up, my heart pounding, and I ran to the doorway of my room. The hallway was empty, but at the end, near the front door, there was a small, dark bundle on the floor. It looked like a piece of black cloth. I stepped closer, and I saw that it was a hand—a severed, skeletal hand, with the same bony fingers, lying on the rug. It was pointing at me.
I screamed, and Anthony came running. He saw the hand, and his face went white. ‘It’s not over,’ he whispered. ‘It’s still here. It’s waiting.’ He picked up the hand with a pair of tongs, and we buried it in the backyard, under a dead cactus. He said a prayer, and then he told me, ‘It might come back, but now we know how to fight it. We just have to be ready. And we can’t ever be alone.’ Together, we stood in the yard, watching the moon, and I knew that the thing with the bone hands was not done with us. But I also knew that I was not the little girl who sleepwalked to the door anymore. I was thirteen, and I was not going to let it own me. I took Anthony’s hand, and we went back inside, but I never slept soundly again. Sometimes, late at night, I still feel eyes on me, and I hear that clicking sound in my throat, and I know that the hands are never far away. They are just waiting for me to forget to say ‘leave me alone.’