I’m fourteen, and I’ve been carrying a secret that’s been scratching at my mind like a trapped rat. If I told anyone in my small town, they’d probably laugh or call me crazy. My mom, she’s devout, goes to church every Sunday, but she doesn’t believe in ghosts. She says spirits are just demons wearing masks. I’ve seen things my whole life, but it wasn’t until I was eleven that it all started to feel real.
We lived in an old farmhouse, the kind that creaks and groans even when the wind is still. My room was at the end of the hallway, and at night, the floorboards would tick like a clock. But the real trouble began with the nightmares. Every night, I’d dream of a hallway that stretched on forever, lined with doors, and behind one door, something was waiting. I’d wake up gasping, my sheets soaked in sweat. My mom, she acted strange about it, like she was expecting it. She’d sit on my bed and ask, ‘What did you see?’ and her eyes would light up like a child’s on Christmas. When I asked why she cared, she’d just say, ‘Because I know,’ and then she’d go quiet.
When I turned twelve, the nightmares got sharper. In one dream, an angel with golden wings descended from a ceiling of stars. It wrapped its arms around me, and I felt a warmth like a hearth. But then its skin turned cold, and its features melted into a leering demon with hollow eyes. I woke up screaming, and there, in the corner of my room, was a small shape. It was the size of a child, but its proportions were wrong—elongated arms, and a head tilted at an unnatural angle. It just stood there, watching me, and then it slipped under my bed like a liquid shadow. I didn’t sleep for the rest of the night.
The next morning, I told my mom, and she grew pale. For the first time, she looked scared. She grabbed my shoulders and said, ‘Don’t ever mention it again. Do you hear me? It’s not ready for you yet.’ I didn’t understand her words, but the fear in her voice was contagious. I didn’t ask again, but the thing under my bed became a nightly visitor. I could hear it breathing, a low, wet sound, and sometimes it would whisper my name. Not my real name, but a name I’d never heard before, but somehow knew was mine, the one I was supposed to have before I was born.
My mom began to change. She’d stay up late, muttering in a language I didn’t recognize. She’d light candles in the basement, even though the house had electric lights. One night, I followed her down the creaky stairs, and I saw her sitting in a circle of salt, with a bible in her lap, but her eyes were rolled back in her head. I saw the small figure from my room, but it was taller now, and it stood behind her, its hands on her shoulders like it was comforting her. It turned its head and looked at me, and I felt a cold that went straight to my bones.
I ran back to my room and locked the door. That night, the angel came again, but this time it wasn’t an angel. It was a woman with a face like a mask, and she handed me a piece of paper, but when I looked at it, it was blank except for a single word: ‘DIG’. I woke up with the word burned into my memory, and I knew I had to go to the basement.
I waited until my mom went to the store, and I crept down the stairs. The basement was cluttered with boxes and old furniture, but in the center, there was a loose floorboard. I pried it up, and underneath, I found a metal box. It was locked, but there was a key taped to the bottom of a nearby chair. I unlocked it, and inside, I found a diary. It was my mom’s handwriting, but the entries were dated from when she was fourteen, and they described things she had seen—figures, whispers, a door in the basement that led to a place that shouldn’t exist. The last entry said, ‘It wants a child, and I will give it one.’
I dropped the diary, my hands shaking. I heard a creak behind me, and I turned to see that the door that was always painted over, the one I thought was just a sealed basement window, was now ajar. A cold draft came through, and the small figure stood in the doorway. It was no longer small; it was tall and gaunt, with a grin that split its face ear to ear. It said, in my mother’s voice, ‘You’re finally ready.’
I stumbled back, but the floor gave way, and I fell into a dark pit. I landed on a pile of bones, and above me, the figure looked down from the hole. It said, ‘You’ll be my new vessel.’ And then, from the walls, whispers began, a thousand voices, all telling me to stay. I looked up and saw the outline of a door at the top of the pit, but it was already closing. I screamed, but no sound came out.
Now, I’m in the dark, and the whispers are my only company. I’ve been here for what feels like hours, maybe days. I can hear my mom’s voice calling from above, but it’s not her. I know that if I answer, I’ll become like the figure, a thing that waits for another child. But I’m so tired, and the whispers are so seductive. They tell me that it’s easier to give in, to let go. But I won’t. I’ll hold onto the hope that someone will find me, even if it’s just my bones.