It was a listless Tuesday when I stumbled upon an old blog detailing the ‘Ceremony of the Hollow Gaze.’ I was eighteen, restless, and desperate for something beyond the monotony of my small town. The instructions were simple enough: sit in a dark room, focus on a single point of light, and recite a phrase until the world wobbles. I did it, felt nothing, and forgot about it.
That summer, I house-sat for my aunt in her sprawling Victorian home, a place I’d known since childhood but never felt entirely comfortable in. The house had a peculiar feature: a basement that flooded every time it rained, regardless of the season. My aunt called it the ‘Recurring Rain’ and kept it locked. She gave me the key only to water the sump pump.
It was the first night of my stay when I saw her. I was in the kitchen, pouring a glass of water, when a figure stood at the end of the hallway. She wore a faded bridesmaid dress, the color of old ivory, and her hair hung in wet ropes over her shoulders. She didn’t walk; she drifted, and where she moved, the floorboards left damp footprints that evaporated as I watched. She turned the corner towards the basement door, and the door, which I knew was locked, swung open on its own. Then she was gone.
A week later, my cousin Derek came over to keep me company. We were on the porch, laughing about our shared childhood, when I glanced past him into the dim living room. A man stood by the window, his face the color of a drowned moth. He wore a black raincoat, even though the night was dry, and his skin had the sheen of oil. He didn’t blink. He just stared at me, then pointed once at the floor before dissolving like morning fog.
I tried to rationalize it. Old house, drafty, maybe a trick of the light. But the basement drew me. One afternoon, after a downpour, I unlocked the heavy oak door and descended. The air was thick with the scent of wet earth and something metallic, like old pennies. The walls dripped, and the floor was slick with a thin, black sheen that wasn’t water. In the center of the room, a pool of what looked like ink rippled, casting reflections that didn’t match the ceiling above.
As I watched, the pool shimmered, and I saw my own reflection, but distorted. I was younger, in that same bridesmaid dress, my hair wet, my eyes wide with terror. I looked up, but I was alone. The image shifted, and I saw a man in a black raincoat, his face pressed against a fogged window, screaming soundlessly.
I stumbled back to the kitchen, my heart hammering. I called my aunt, trying to sound casual, and asked about the basement’s history. She paused, then said, ‘Oh, that. They say a bride drowned down there in the 1920s. Her fiancé was a rainmaker, always wore that black coat. He died a year later in the same flood.’ I dropped the phone.
That night, I couldn’t sleep. I heard the patter of rain against the window, though the forecast was clear. I went to the living room, and there she was again, the bride, sitting on the sofa, her wet dress dripping onto the hardwood. She turned to me, and her mouth opened, but instead of a voice, a gurgle of water spilled out. She pointed to the basement stairs. Behind her, the man in the raincoat materialized, his eyes black pits, a slow smile spreading across his face.
I fled. I packed my bags and drove home before dawn, never looking back. But as I sit in my own apartment, the sound of rain follows me. It’s not outside; it’s inside, a constant whisper in my skull. I look at the floor, and sometimes I see faint wet footprints leading to my closet. I know now the ceremony did something. It didn’t open my third eye. It opened a door to that basement, and the rain there never stops. And it waits for me to come back.