The rains came to Kodaikanal that year like a patient mourner, arriving in late July and refusing to leave. I worked the front desk at the Lakeview Hotel, a sprawling colonial relic perched on the slopes above the lake, its whitewashed walls streaked with moss and its corridors always smelling of damp wood and old secrets. My roommate, Meera, had left for her grandmother’s funeral in Madurai three days ago, and the flat we shared above the hotel’s staff quarters felt cavernous without her. My other roommate, Kavya, was spending the weekend with her boyfriend in the hill station town, and the third, Deepa, was on night shifts. So it was just me, the rain, and the hollow tick of the wall clock in the living room.
It was my day off, and I had spent the morning reading under a window that looked out onto the lake, watching the water turn from steel grey to slate as the clouds thickened. By noon, the rain had settled into a steady drone, drumming on the tin roof and turning the paths into rivulets of red mud. I decided to take a walk around the lake, hoping the cold air would clear the heaviness in my chest—the lingering image of Meera’s face as she’d clutched her suitcase, her eyes swollen from crying. She had lost her father in a car accident, and her wails still echoed in my memory: ‘Papa, Papa, please come back!’
As I walked along the shore, the rain blurred the world into watercolors. The few tourists who braved the weather were hunched under umbrellas, moving like ghosts. At one point, I passed a bench where an old woman sat, utterly still, her sari soaked and clinging to her frame. I paused, startled, and offered her my umbrella. She turned to me with a smile that didn’t reach her eyes and said, ‘No need, child. I’m already wet.’ Her voice was oddly calm, like the surface of the lake before a storm. I nodded and hurried on, but when I glanced back, she was gone.
That evening, back in the flat, I made tea and sat at the kitchen table, trying to read. The rain had stopped, leaving a heavy silence. The clock ticked. A floorboard creaked. I told myself it was the old building settling. Then I noticed the photograph on the wall—a faded picture of the lake taken decades ago, when the hotel had first opened. I had seen it a hundred times, but now there was something different. The lake in the photograph was still, but the water seemed darker, almost black, and at the edge of the frame, barely visible, was a figure. A woman in a white sari, standing on the shore, facing away. I moved closer, squinting, and the figure seemed to flicker, as if the photograph itself was alive.
I tried to dismiss it as a trick of the dim light, but a chill crept up my spine. I remembered Meera’s wails, and then I remembered the old woman by the lake. I pulled out my phone to call Kavya, but there was no signal. The landline in the hallway was dead, too. I was alone, truly alone.
That night, I couldn’t sleep. Every shadow in the room seemed to twist into a shape. At 2 a.m., I heard a faint tapping on my bedroom window. I live on the third floor. I parted the curtain and saw nothing but the black mirror of the glass, and my own pale reflection. But then, behind my reflection, I saw a handprint. Not on the outside of the glass—on the inside. Slowly, as I watched, more handprints began to appear, as if pressed from the other side of the glass, leaving smudges of wet dust. I stumbled back, my heart pounding, and the handprints vanished, leaving only the clean glass.
I couldn’t stay in that room. I grabbed a blanket and huddled on the living room sofa, trying to rationalize. Maybe it was a prank. Maybe Deepa had come back early and was hiding. But Deepa was at the hotel, and the door was locked from the inside. I turned on all the lights, but the bulbs flickered, casting dancing shadows. Then I noticed the photograph again. The woman in white had turned. Now she faced the camera, but her face was a blur, a smudge of grey. And she was closer to the shore. I screamed, and the lights went out.
In the blackness, I heard a voice, soft and mournful, like the wind through a crack: ‘You shouldn’t have forgotten me.’ I froze. The voice was right behind me. I felt a cold breath on my neck, and then the lights flickered back on. The photograph was gone. In its place, on the wall, was a wet patch shaped like a woman, dripping onto the floor. The dripping water formed a puddle that began to spread, and within the puddle, I saw the reflection of the old woman from the lake, her smile now a gaping hole.
I ran. I burst out of the flat, down the stairs, and into the rain, which had started again, heavier than before. I didn’t stop until I reached the hotel, drenched and gasping. The night manager, a gruff man named Rajesh, looked at me with concern. ‘Miss, you’re soaked. What happened?’ I tried to explain, but the words came out in fragments—’photograph’, ‘old woman’, ‘handprints’. Rajesh grew pale. He said, ‘That photograph, the one in your flat, it was from the lake in 1985. A woman drowned herself there after her daughter died. They say her spirit still wanders, waiting for someone to remember her. Your flat, it faces the lake, you know.’ I stared at him. ‘But we always had that photograph, even before…’ I stopped. The photograph had been there since I moved in, but I had never really looked at it. I had never remembered her.
I never went back to that flat. I slept in the hotel lobby until Meera returned, and we found a new place together. To this day, I can’t look at a photograph of water without searching for a figure. And sometimes, when it rains, I think I hear her voice, soft and pleading, ‘Don’t forget me.’ The photograph was never found, but I know it’s still there, hanging in a corridor of a lonely flat, the woman in white slowly turning, forever waiting to be remembered.