The fever had me in its grip for the better part of a week. My body was a furnace, my mind a fog of half-formed thoughts and strange dreams. I’d taken to wrapping myself in a deep blue duvet, the color of a midnight ocean, hoping it would calm the chaos. That night, I stumbled into the bedroom for some reason I can no longer recall—the memory is a hole I can’t fill. I flicked the switch, and the room flooded with harsh yellow light.
There, perched on top of the wardrobe, was a creature. Not a man, but something that wore the shape of one—a small, wizened figure, no taller than a child, with leathery skin that seemed to stretch over its bones. It was lounging, one leg crossed over the other, propped on its elbow, as if it had been waiting for me. Its eyes were too large, black and glistening, and they fixed on me with a lazy, predatory patience.
I froze. My heart hammered against my ribs, but my body felt heavy, anchored by the fever. The creature tilted its head, a slow, deliberate motion, and a smile crept across its thin lips. It didn’t speak, but I heard a voice in my skull, a dry rustling like dead leaves: ‘You see me now.’
I blinked, trying to shake the hallucination. But it was still there, as real as the wardrobe itself. I remembered, in a flash, the stories my grandmother used to tell me—of beings that live in the corners of homes, that steal breath from sleeping children, that grow fat on fear. I had always dismissed them as old wives’ tales. Now, I wasn’t so sure.
The creature shifted, and I caught a whiff of something like damp earth and rotting wood. It pointed a gnarled finger at me, and my skin crawled. ‘You’ve been sick,’ it said, its voice like scraping stones. ‘Your body is weak. Your mind is open. You shouldn’t have opened that door.’
I wanted to run, but my legs wouldn’t obey. The light from the ceiling seemed to dim, as if the darkness was closing in. The creature slowly sat up, swinging its legs over the edge of the wardrobe, dangling them in the air. It was no bigger than a bird, but it radiated a malevolent weight. ‘I’ve been here for years,’ it said. ‘In this room, in this house. You never noticed. You were too caught up in your colors, your little rituals. But now you see me. That changes things.’
I forced myself to speak, my voice a croak. ‘What do you want?’ The creature laughed, a dry, crackling sound. ‘Want? I don’t want anything. I’m just here. Watching. Waiting. When you’re at your weakest, I slip in and take a little piece of your soul. Like a nibble of cheese before bed. You won’t even notice, most of the time. But now that you’ve seen me, I can take a bigger bite.’
The words hit me like a physical blow. I staggered back, but my hand found the doorframe, and I held myself up. The creature’s smile widened. ‘Don’t worry,’ it said. ‘I won’t take too much. Just enough to remind you I’m here. And every time you forget, every time you stop believing, I’ll remind you again.’ It raised its hand, and the light flickered. In that strobing darkness, I saw it leap—not at me, but into the shadows, which swallowed it whole.
The light steadied. The room was empty. I stood there, shaking, the fever burning in my veins. I convinced myself it was a hallucination born of sickness, the product of a fevered mind. I staggered back to bed, but I couldn’t sleep. All night, I felt eyes on me, and when I drifted off, I saw that face in my dreams.
The next morning, I woke to find a small, twisted object on my nightstand—a piece of wood, whittled into a grotesque figurine of the creature. I threw it in the trash, but I could feel it watching me from the bin, its tiny eyes following my every move.
Weeks passed. The fever broke, and I tried to forget. But I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was wrong. Small things disappeared—keys, socks, a favorite book. Cold spots appeared in the house, even in summer. And every now and then, in the corner of my eye, I’d see a flicker of movement, a shadow that didn’t belong.
I stopped wearing blue. I tried to reclaim my life, but the dread lingered. I couldn’t sleep without the lights on. And every time I walked past the bedroom, I’d look up at the wardrobe, half-expecting to see those glistening black eyes staring back.
One night, I woke to a weight on my chest. I couldn’t move, couldn’t scream. The creature sat there, straddling my torso, its face inches from mine. Its breath was cold and smelled of earth. ‘You can’t unsee me,’ it whispered. ‘You invited me in, just by looking. Now I’m part of you. I’ll always be here, in the corners, in the dark. And when you’re old and weak, I’ll take the rest of you.’
I’m writing this now, many years later. The creature still visits, always when I’m at my lowest—after a bad night, a difficult illness, a moment of despair. It never speaks again, just watches. And I’ve come to accept that it’s part of my life. I’ve stopped telling people, because they think I’ve lost my mind. But I know it’s real. I saw it. And it sees me.
If you ever find yourself in a feverish haze, and you see something small lounging on your furniture, don’t look. Close your eyes, turn away, and pretend you saw nothing. Because once you see it, it sees you. And there’s no going back.