Ever since I was seven, I’ve had this unsettling awareness, a prickling at the back of my neck that never quite went away. It started the summer my grandmother passed away in the mountains, at the old sanatorium where she had been a patient for years. I was too young to understand death, but I remember the funeral in the small chapel by the lake, the adults’ faces blotchy with grief, and me feeling oddly detached, as if I were watching a play from behind a glass window.
A week later, I began to feel that I was being watched. I’d be playing in my room, and I’d catch a flicker of movement from the corner of my eye, but when I turned, nothing was there. The feeling was strongest in the study, a room my grandmother had loved, filled with her books and her old phonograph. I started avoiding it, a knot of dread tightening in my stomach whenever I had to pass by its door.
Then the sounds started. Late one evening, I heard music coming from the study, a scratchy jazz tune my grandmother used to play. I assumed my father had left the radio on, so I went to check. The radio was on a shelf, unplugged, its cord coiled neatly like a sleeping snake. The music continued, a low, mournful saxophone, and I backed away, my heart pounding.
The next night, I fell asleep in the armchair in the study, a book on my lap. I woke with a start to find the room bathed in moonlight. To my right, through the open door to the hallway, I saw a figure standing in the shadows. An old man, gaunt and pale, wearing a white sanatorium gown. He stood perfectly still, his eyes fixed on me with an intensity that made my blood run cold.
I didn’t move. I couldn’t. The figure began to raise a thin, bony finger, pointing it directly at me, and then he spoke, his voice a dry rasp that seemed to come from everywhere at once. ‘You shouldn’t have unplugged it,’ he said. ‘Now the frequency is broken.’
I screamed and scrambled out of the room, running to my parents’ bedroom, but they were not there. The house was silent, except for the faint sound of that jazz music, still playing, now coming from the hallway. I turned to see the figure standing at the end of the corridor, the hospital gown billowing as if in a draft that I could not feel. He beckoned me closer, his finger curling.
I ran to the front door, but the door was locked. I tried to yank it open, but the lock wouldn’t budge. The figure glided toward me, and I could see now that his eyes were white, milky, like a blind man’s. ‘The frequency is broken,’ he repeated. ‘You must fix it.’ He pointed to the study again.
Terrified, I shuffled back to the study. The radio was still unplugged, but the music was louder now, a chaotic jumble of notes. On the floor, where I hadn’t noticed before, was a small, old-fashioned box. It was made of dark wood, with a brass crank on its side. I had never seen it before. The figure pointed to the box, and I knew I had to wind it.
With trembling hands, I cranked the box. The music from the radio stopped, and a new sound filled the room—a rhythmic clicking, like a heartbeat. The figure began to fade, his outline blurring, and as the clicking grew faster, he dissolved into a wisp of smoke. The clicking continued for a few moments, then stopped with a final, definitive clunk. Silence.
I stood there, my breath fogging the cold air. The radio was off, the room was dark, but I could not shake the feeling that something had been left unresolved. I looked at the box, and saw a small brass plaque on its lid: ‘Do not unplug.’
I have never told anyone about that night. The box remains in the study, always ticking softly, even now, years later. Sometimes, when the house is quiet, I hear the jazz music again, faint and distant, as if calling me to fix something that I still don’t understand. And I fear that one day, I will see the man in the hospital gown again, waiting for me to finish what we started.