I’d barely stepped off the school bus when the weight of the afternoon hit me—the muggy air of early autumn, the distant hum of a lawnmower, and the familiar hollow feeling in my chest as I trudged up the uneven sidewalk toward our building. It was an old brownstone that had been chopped into apartments, our unit on the third floor, a cramped two-bedroom that smelled of dust and my dad’s cheap coffee. I always took the stairs slowly, partly because I was tired, partly because I hated that moment when I’d pass the second-floor landing and catch a glimpse through Mrs. Kellerman’s window.
Mrs. Kellerman was our neighbor, an elderly widow who kept to herself. Her living room faced the stairwell, and the window was always bare—no curtains, just a small plastic fern on the sill. That day, as I reached the landing, I saw something that made me stop. In her living room, a child’s rocking horse—wooden, with a faded red saddle—was rocking back and forth, as if a small rider were on it. But Mrs. Kellerman had no children, no grandchildren that I’d ever seen. The motion was steady, almost mechanical, the horse’s rockers creaking against the floor. I stood frozen, my backpack slipping off one shoulder, watching it rock, rock, rock. Then, as if someone had grabbed it, it stopped.
I waited, my heart thudding. Nothing moved. The horse sat still, its painted eyes staring blindly at the window. A few seconds later, the bedroom door at the end of her hallway slammed shut with a bang that rattled the glass. I jumped, then hurried up the last flight, my keys shaking in my hand. I told myself it was a draft, a trick of the light, but I knew better. This building had always been wrong.
Our apartment, on the third floor, was small: a narrow hallway that ran the length of the place, a bathroom at one end, a kitchen at the other, and my dad’s room and my room off the hall. That was all. But here’s the thing—that hallway had eight doors. Eight. I counted them every day. My dad’s room, my room, the bathroom, the kitchen, and then four more doors that were always locked, their brass knobs tarnished, their frames slightly crooked. And somehow, though the apartment was only two bedrooms, there were twenty-five doors in total. I’d walked through every room, counted every closet: four bedrooms (but we only had two), two bathrooms (we had one), five walk-in closets (there was no space for that). It didn’t make sense. The floor plan was impossible. The walls didn’t line up. There were doors that opened onto blank walls, doors that opened into darkness, doors that, when I opened them, showed the same hallway I was standing in.
I told my dad about it once. He just frowned and said, ‘Old buildings have quirks.’ But he never looked me in the eye. And at night, when he thought I was asleep, I’d hear him pacing, muttering, opening and closing doors. I never asked what he was looking for.
The eeriest thing happened a month ago. My niece, Lily, was over—she was two years old, with big brown eyes and a giggle that could light up a room. She was sitting on my bed, playing with a stuffed rabbit, and I was on the floor, sorting through old comics. She looked up at the wall behind me and said, clear as day, ‘Do you see the man in the doorway?’
I turned. The doorway to my closet was open—just a sliver. There was no one there. But the air in the room had gone cold, and a smell like old books and dust drifted out. I asked her, ‘What man, Lily?’ She pointed. ‘He’s wearing a hat. He’s smiling.’ I walked to the closet, heart pounding, and threw it open. Inside were just my clothes, a few boxes, and a small door at the back that I’d never noticed before. It was the size of a child’s door, painted white, with a round knob. I reached for it, but Lily started crying, ‘No, no, don’t open it! He’ll come out!’
I pulled my hand back. I didn’t open it. That night, I couldn’t sleep. I lay in bed, staring at the closet door, and I swear I heard a faint creak, like a rocking horse, coming from the other side of the wall.
Yesterday, I finally decided to count the doors again. I walked through every room, tallying on my fingers: the front door, the bathroom door, the kitchen door, my dad’s door, my door, the four locked doors in the hall, the three closet doors in my dad’s room, the two in mine, the pantry in the kitchen, the linen closet in the bathroom—that made twenty-four. The twenty-fifth was the small white door in the back of my closet. I’d never counted it before because I’d never seen it until that day.
I stood in my closet, staring at it. The knob was cold. I put my ear to the wood and heard something—a rhythmic creak, like a rocking chair, or a rocking horse. And then, from the other side, a voice, soft and childish, whispered, ‘One, two, three. Ready or not, here I come.’
I stumbled back, slamming the closet door shut. I haven’t opened it since. But last night, as I was falling asleep, I heard a new sound: a soft, steady creak, coming from inside the wall beside my bed. I pressed my ear to the plaster and heard it again—the rocking horse. And I knew, in my bones, that it was waiting. It was waiting for me to open the twenty-fifth door.
Because in this house, there are always more doors. And every one of them wants to be opened.