I moved into the old farmhouse on Maple Street in March of 2020, just as the world was shutting down. The place had been built in 1985, and the previous owner, a reclusive widow, had passed away. The realtor said she’d moved in with her sister upstate, but I found a box of her letters in the attic, addressed to someone named ‘M’, all with the same date: January 17th, every year. I never read them, but I kept them, half out of curiosity, half because I thought they might be valuable.
It was January 17th, about 2 AM, and the cold had seeped through the old windows despite the wood stove I’d been feeding all night. I was huddled under three layers of quilts, my laptop open to a video about hauntings, because I couldn’t sleep and the silence was too thick. The TV was off; I’d learned to sleep with no background noise since the farmhouse had its own creaks and groans. But suddenly, from the corner of my small bedroom, I heard a man clear his throat. It was loud, deliberate, like he wanted me to know he was there.
My heart slammed against my ribs. I froze, my eyes darting to the dark corner where the sound had come from. It was just a shadow, but I swear something shifted. I thought of the box of letters, the ones I’d never read, and I felt a chill that had nothing to do with the temperature. I called out, ‘Who’s there?’ but only the wind answered, rattling the shutters. I got up, my legs shaky, and searched the whole house—every closet, under the beds, the pantry—but there was no one. The doors were locked, the windows latched, the deadbolt on the front door thrown. I was alone.
I tried to convince myself it was the old pipes, or a cough from outside, but I knew what I heard. It was too human, too close. And then I remembered: I work at the county morgue. I’ve been there for five years, and we’ve had our share of unusual occurrences—cold spots, footsteps in the hall, a sink that turns on by itself. But I never believed any of it. Until now. I thought maybe I had brought something home, a hitchhiker from the body cooler.
I tried to go back to sleep, but the rest of the night I lay awake, staring at that corner, waiting. In the morning, I read one of those letters, the only one I hadn’t been able to resist. It was in the widow’s handwriting, and it was a goodbye letter to a man named Harold. She wrote about how she heard him clearing his throat every year on January 17th, the day he died. She said she knew it was him, just telling her he was still there. I put the letter down, my hands shaking. The postmark was 2009, ten years before she died. And the date on the letter was exactly one year after his death.
Now, it’s a year later, and I’m back in my bed, the same night, the same time. I’ve kept the letters, and I’ve read them all. They say he was a jealous man, that he followed her back from the hospital where she worked. They say that clearing his throat was his way of reminding her he was always there. I don’t know if I believe that, but I’ve started sleeping with the lights on. Because last night, I heard it again. And this time, I heard my own name, whispered from that same corner. I don’t work at the morgue anymore. I quit a week ago. But I can’t leave this house. Because every time I try, I feel a pair of eyes on my back, and I hear that throat clear, and I know that wherever I go, he’ll follow. He’s not in the house. He’s in me.