I’ve always had a knack for seeing things that aren’t quite there. A flicker in the periphery, a shape that vanishes when you turn to face it. Most of the time, I can brush it off as a trick of the light, a tired eye. But some things refuse to be ignored.
My weekdays were spent at my friend’s place, a rambling old farmhouse they’d bought for a song. The walls were thick with decades of paint, and the floorboards groaned like a sleeping giant. My best friend, Mara, and her fiancé, Leo, had converted the attic into a guest room for me, a cozy nook with a sloped ceiling and a window that looked out over the wheat fields. My boyfriend, Sam, lived there too, and we’d all settled into a rhythm of shared meals and late-night conversations.
It was the third night of my stay when I first noticed it. I’d woken up, parched, and padded down the hall to the bathroom. The hallway was dark except for the nightlight at the end, and as I passed the linen closet, I saw a thin, dark line running vertically down the wall. It was like a hairline crack, but it seemed to pulse, a subtle undulation. I stopped, squinted, but it was just a crack in the plaster. I shrugged it off and went back to bed.
The next morning, I mentioned it to Mara over coffee. She looked at me oddly. ‘What crack?’ she asked. I led her to the spot, but the wall was smooth. No crack. ‘Must have been a shadow,’ I said, but the unease lingered.
That night, I saw it again. This time, I was sitting in the living room with Sam and Leo, watching a movie. Out of the corner of my eye, on the far wall, the crack appeared again, longer now. I tried to ignore it, but the pulsing grew more pronounced, like a vein. I nudged Sam and pointed. He frowned, got up, and ran his hand over the wall. ‘I don’t feel anything,’ he said. When he turned back, the crack was gone.
I began to see it everywhere. In the kitchen, a hairline fissure that climbed from the floor to the ceiling. In the guest room, a crack that branched like a web over the window. Each time, I would point it out, and by the time someone looked, it would vanish. They started calling me ‘Cracks’ as a joke. But I knew it wasn’t funny.
One evening, I was alone in the house. Leo and Sam had gone to town, and Mara was visiting her sister. I was reading in the living room when the lights flickered. I looked up, and there it was: a large crack, running diagonally across the entire living room wall, from corner to corner. It was not a crack; it was a seam, a line that seemed to split the room in two. And it was moving, widening slowly, as if something on the other side was trying to push through.
I dropped my book and stood up. The crack was now an inch wide, and I could see darkness within, an absence of light that seemed to swallow the shadows. A cold draft seeped out, carrying a smell like wet earth and rot. I wanted to run, but my feet were rooted. The crack began to stitch itself back together, the edges knitting like a wound, but not cleanly. There was a snapping sound, like threads breaking, and then a low, guttural whisper that seemed to come from the wall itself: ‘Come closer.’
I stumbled backward, my heart pounding. The crack sealed, leaving only a faint white scar on the plaster. When the others returned, I told them, but they exchanged looks. Leo said, ‘Maybe you need some rest, real rest.’ Sam put an arm around me, but I could feel his doubt.
That night, I couldn’t sleep. I stayed in the living room, my back pressed against the wall where the seam had been. I was determined to prove I wasn’t crazy. Hours passed. The clock struck three. And then, I felt it: a rhythmic pulse beneath my fingertips, like a heartbeat in the plaster. I turned, and the seam reappeared, but this time it was different. It was longer, thicker, and it ran not only across the wall but also along the ceiling and down the floor, as if the whole room had been stitched into place.
I pressed my ear to the wall, and I heard a muffled sound, like someone crying from far away. And then, a voice, clear as a bell, whispered, ‘They sewed me in here. Let me out.’ The voice sounded like my own. I jumped back, and the seams began to pull apart, the walls groaning as if in pain. I ran to the hallway, and there were more seams, everywhere. The house was covered in them, a lattice of white lines that twitched and writhed like living threads.
I fled to the attic, my room, and locked the door. The seams were there too, on the walls, the ceiling, even the window. I grabbed my phone to call Sam, but the screen was dark, the battery drained. The seams began to open, one by one, and from each gap, a thin, pale hand emerged, fingers stretching toward me. I backed into a corner, and the hands began to pull, pulling back the fabric of the room like a curtain. Beyond the seams, there was nothing but an endless, grey void.
I don’t remember how I got out. The next thing I knew, I was standing in the yard, the house behind me silent and intact. The sun was rising. When Sam, Leo, and Mara came home, they found me sitting on the porch, shivering. They didn’t see the seams. They never did. But I did. I always do. And now, whenever I look at any wall, I can see the faint, white lines, just beneath the surface, waiting.
I don’t sleep in that house anymore. But the seams have followed me here, to my own apartment. They start as tiny cracks, almost invisible. But I know they’ll grow. And one day, they’ll open, and I’ll have to choose: stay on this side, or let them pull me into the grey. I choose to sew them shut with my own hands, if I have to. But this time, I’m not ignoring them. I’m going to burn this place to the ground.