I have always been able to see things others cannot. But the first memory I have of that curse is from the winter I turned five, in the old farmhouse my parents rented on the edge of a town called Frostwood Hollow. The house was a sagging Victorian with peeling paint and a furnace that groaned like a dying animal. My room was at the end of a long, dark hallway, and the walls were thin, filled with a constant, low hum from the wiring.
Every night, I dreaded closing my eyes. The nightmares were bad enough—twisted trees with grasping limbs, a well that breathed, my own reflection laughing with a mouth full of needles. But waking up was worse, because I would see him. Across the room, near the closet, there would be a face hovering in the air, not quite solid, like smoke caught in a lantern’s light. It was pale, with sunken eyes that glowed faintly, and its mouth was a lipless line that stretched too wide. I knew it was real because I could feel its gaze like a cold draft on my skin.
At first, I thought it was a trick of the shadows, but I was a perceptive child. I would hold my breath, count to ten, and stare without blinking. It never moved, never blinked back. It just watched. I tried screaming for my parents, but by the time they flipped on the light, it was gone, and they would find me trembling in a puddle of my own sweat, blaming it on a nightlight that flickered.
One night, I decided to fight back. I sat up in bed, clutching my threadbare rabbit, and whispered, “You are not welcome here.” The face tilted slightly, as if considering, and then it opened its mouth. No sound came out, but the static in the walls grew louder, a hiss like a radio between stations. My rabbit’s button eyes seemed to glint, and I felt a sharp pain behind my forehead, as if something was pressing into my skull. I squeezed my eyes shut and prayed, but the prayers felt hollow, swallowed by the hum.
When I opened my eyes again, the face was closer, hovering at the foot of my bed. I could see details now: cracks in the skin like dried mud, a faint iridescence like oil on water, and those eyes—they weren’t just watching; they were reading me, sifting through my thoughts. I saw flashes of things that weren’t my own: a woman screaming in a field of corn, a child’s laughter from a well, a door slamming in a house that wasn’t this one. I knew then it wasn’t a ghost; it was something older, feeding on fear.
I screamed until my throat burned, and my father burst in, his face pale. He swept me into his arms, and the face vanished, but I felt its absence like a wound. After that, I refused to sleep alone. My parents let me stay in their room, but even there, I would wake to see it sometimes, perched in the corner like a spider, its grin wider now. They took me to a doctor, who said it was night terrors. They took me to a priest, who doused my room in holy water and left a Bible under my pillow. Nothing worked.
Months passed, and I grew accustomed to the constant dread. But then, one afternoon, I was playing with a toy truck in the living room when the TV turned on by itself. The screen was static, and through it, I heard a voice, faint but clear, like someone whispering through a tin can: “Let me in.” I looked at the wall, and the face was there, pressed into the drywall like a bas-relief, its mouth moving in sync with the words. My heart pounded, but something in me snapped. I ran to the kitchen, grabbed a butter knife, and slashed at the wallpaper, peeling it back. Underneath, the plaster was stained dark, as if soaked in something old.
My mother found me there, wild-eyed, and she collapsed when she saw the stain. It was then that she told me the story of the house’s previous owner: a man named Ephraim who had been a hoarder, a recluse, who had died in the walls while trying to bury something beneath the floorboards. They never found the body, only a diary that said he had made a pact with a “listener” that lived in the static between channels, a creature that fed on the loneliness of the living. The diary had instructions on how to summon it, and how to banish it—but the banishing required a sacrifice of memory.
That night, I decided I would use the banishing. I didn’t fully understand, but I knew I couldn’t live with the terror. I waited until my parents were asleep, then crept back to my old room. The face was already there, waiting, its eyes glowing like twin coals. I held up the diary, which I had taken from my mother’s drawer, and read the incantation aloud. The static in the walls escalated to a deafening roar, and the face contorted, its skin rippling like water. I felt a pulling at my mind, like the memory of my own name was being pried loose. I screamed and clutched my head, and then—silence.
The face was gone. The static was gone. But so were my earliest memories. I no longer remember my fifth birthday, or the name of my first pet, or the face of my grandmother. In exchange, I was free. For a while, I thought I had won. But sometimes, late at night, when the house is quiet and the furnace hums just right, I swear I can still feel it, a lingering pressure at the edge of my consciousness, waiting for me to forget something important so it can slip back in. And I wonder if the sacrifice was worth it, because the fear of forgetting is worse than the fear of the thing itself.