I’m writing this because I need someone to believe me. It started three weeks ago, on a Tuesday night, if that matters. I was in my rented studio above the old bakery on Meridian Street, lying in bed with the window cracked open to let in some of the October chill. I was drifting, that half-asleep state where thoughts turn to vapor, when I felt a weight land on the foot of my mattress. Not heavy, like a cat, but definite, a sudden compression that rippled the sheets. I gasped awake, my heart slamming, and as my eyes focused in the dim streetlight, I saw it: a shape, not quite solid, hovering a foot above my chest. It was darker than the shadows in the corners, a void with no edges, and it seemed to be looking down at me, though it had no face. I tried to scream, but my throat locked, and before I could even twitch, it was gone, just a pop of absence. I didn’t sleep that night. I lay with the lights on, staring at the ceiling, telling myself it was sleep paralysis, a trick of the mind. But I’ve had sleep paralysis before, and this wasn’t it. I could move, I just couldn’t think fast enough.
A few nights later, my friend Dana came over. We were watching a cheesy horror movie on my laptop, propped on the dresser, because I still didn’t have a TV. The remote for the window AC unit, a black plastic thing, was sitting on the nightstand. The movie was quiet, a slow scene with dialogue, no music, no jump scares. I was half-watching, half-texting, when the remote suddenly shot off the nightstand, flew across the room in a straight line, and smacked against the wall beside the door, cracking its casing. Dana jumped and swore. I stared at the spot where it had been, then at the remote on the floor. It had to have traveled at least five feet, and not by falling, but by being thrown. We checked the window, but it was closed and locked. No draft, no vibration. Dana made a joke about ghosts and laughed, but I could see her hand shaking as she picked up the remote. She left an hour later, saying she had an early shift, but I know she just didn’t want to stay.
The next day, I started noticing the static. At first I thought it was the old wiring in the building, a low buzz in the walls at night, like the sound of a distant radio tuned to nothing. But it grew louder in my bedroom, centered around the floorboards near my bed. I’d lie awake, listening, and it would thrum, not in volume but in presence, a vibration that I could feel through the mattress. I tried to ignore it. I bought a white noise machine, but it didn’t help. The static was inside my head, or under my skin. I started taping my phone’s voice recorder on at night, hoping to catch something, but every morning the recording would be corrupted, just a burst of hiss and then nothing. I replaced the batteries, tried a different app, but same result. I’d listen to the few seconds of clean audio before the corruption, and I’d hear my own breathing, the rustle of sheets, and then a faint, almost imperceptible chittering, like insects, but not. It was like sound trying to form words but failing.
Last night, it got worse. I was sitting on the edge of my bed, reading, when the static suddenly stopped. The silence was so abrupt it hurt my ears. I looked up, and the room was wrong. The furniture was in the right places, but the proportions seemed off, as if the walls had stretched a few inches. The shadows in the corners were too thick, too black. And in the center of the ceiling, there was a dark spot, about the size of a dinner plate, that hadn’t been there before. It wasn’t a stain; it was a void, a perfect circle of nothing. I stood up, and as I moved, the spot shifted, keeping its position relative to me, directly above my head. I took a step left, it moved left. I stepped right, it moved right. It was following me, mirroring me like a dark pupil. I backed toward the door, and when I reached the hallway, I turned to look back. The spot was now on the hallway ceiling, still above me. I ran downstairs, through the empty bakery, and out onto the street. I stood under the streetlamp, breathing hard, and when I looked up, the spot was gone. But I could still hear the static, faint, coming from the building, humming a word I almost recognized.
I didn’t go back inside until dawn. I packed a bag and went to Dana’s place, but I couldn’t sleep there either. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw that circle, that perfect nothing, hovering. I’m writing this from a 24-hour diner, sipping coffee that tastes like ash. I need to know if someone else has seen this. Have you felt something land on your bed at night, a weight with no shape? Have you seen a black disc that follows you, a shadow that imitates your movements? I’ve tried to rationalize it: carbon monoxide, stress, a neurological condition. But the static is in the walls, in the floorboards, in the spaces between my thoughts. I can feel it pulling at me, like a thread tied to my sternum. If you’ve experienced this, please tell me. I need to know it’s not just me. And if you hear a skipping, a stutter in the sound of the world, a phrase repeated in a whisper that isn’t a whisper, don’t wait. Don’t stay in the room. Because you might look up and find that the shadow has learned to follow.