My name is Leila, and I’ve never told anyone this story. Even now, my fingers tremble as I type, and there’s a cold knot in my stomach that never quite goes away. This happened three years ago, when I was a student at a small coastal college, living in a rented room above a shuttered bakery. The building was old, its walls thick with peeling paint and the smell of stale flour.
One night, after a late shift at the library, I settled into my usual routine: a bowl of instant noodles, a show on my laptop, and the low hum of the city outside my window. It was past midnight, and the streets were empty except for a stray cat picking through the trash. I was halfway through an episode when my eyes grew heavy, so I decided to get ready for bed. I rinsed my bowl in the tiny sink, brushed my teeth, and then stood before the mirror, combing my hair.
My room had a single window that looked out onto the alley behind the bakery. The glass was old, wavy, and sometimes in the dark, it reflected my own image back at me, distorted and strange. That night, as I ran the comb through my tangles, something caught my eye. A flicker. Just a shadow moving where there should be none. I froze, the comb hovering near my temple.
There, in the window, was a figure. Not just a figure, but a woman—or the shape of one—pressed against the glass from outside. Her hair was a wild mess, covering her face, and she was wrapped in something dark that billowed like smoke. I blinked, thinking it was a trick of the light, but she was still there, slowly sinking down, as if she were melting into the ground. And as she descended, her face tilted up, and I saw two pale, empty eyes staring straight at me.
My heart slammed into my ribs. I dropped the comb and stumbled backward, knocking over a chair. The image vanished, leaving only the streetlight’s orange glow. For a long moment, I stood there, shaking, telling myself it was my own reflection, a shadow, a hallucination. But I knew what I saw. And she wasn’t gone.
The next night, I tried to sleep with the curtains drawn, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that she was still there, waiting. I pulled back the curtain just a crack, and there she was again, the same woman, her face pressed against the glass, her lips moving as if she were whispering something I couldn’t hear. I screamed, and my landlord, old Mr. Pender, came pounding on my door. He found me huddled in the corner, pointing at the window. He pulled the curtain aside and peered out, but there was nothing there. He told me I needed a good night’s sleep, and maybe to stop drinking so much coffee.
But I wasn’t imagining it. The next night, she was closer. I could see her fingers pressed against the glass, long and pale, leaving smudges on the pane. And this time, I realized something: the old bakery had a small courtyard out back, but it was enclosed by a high brick wall. No one could get into it from the street. And the ground below my window was a narrow strip of concrete, barely a foot wide. There was no way a person could stand there, let alone sink into the floor.
I started to lose sleep. I’d lie in bed, listening to the wind whistle through the cracks, and I’d feel her presence like a weight on my chest. I began to see her everywhere: in the corner of my eye at the grocery store, in the reflection of my phone screen, even in my dreams. In the dreams, she’d be standing at the foot of my bed, her hair brushing the floor, and she’d slowly raise a hand to point at me, her lips forming words I could never quite hear.
One night, I decided to confront her. I grabbed a flashlight and went down to the courtyard, my legs trembling. The air was cold and still, and the ground was covered in a thin film of dew. I swept the light across the brick wall, across the drainpipe, across the concrete where I’d seen her sink. There was nothing. But as I turned to go back inside, I noticed a patch of soil near the wall, and there, pressed into the dirt, were two deep footprints. They were small, like a woman’s, but the toes were pointed backward.
I backed away, my heart racing, and ran upstairs. I didn’t sleep that night. I sat on the floor, with the light on, watching the window. And there she was again, but this time, she wasn’t outside. She was inside, in the corner of my room, her head tilted, her hair covering her face. She was stepping toward me, and I could hear a faint, wet sound, like bare feet on linoleum. I closed my eyes and prayed, and when I opened them, she was gone.
I moved out the next week. I couldn’t stay there. I told myself it was just my imagination, a trick of my exhausted mind. But the dreams continued even after I left. And then, one night, I woke up to find the woman standing in my new room, her face inches from mine. She was whispering something, and this time, I finally understood. She said, ‘You’ve seen the garden. Now, you must tend it.’
I have no idea what that means. But every time I look out a window at night, I see her, slowly sinking into the ground, leaving a single, black rose on the dirt. And I know, somehow, that I’m part of this now. I can feel her watching me, waiting for me to return. And I don’t know how to stop her.