Maya had always been a light sleeper, but the past three weeks had turned her into a prisoner of her own bedroom. The apartment, a cramped one-bedroom on the fourth floor of a pre-war building in the city, had never felt oppressive before. Now, the peeling paint on the ceiling seemed to writhe in the dim glow of the television, which stayed on every night, volume muted, casting a blue-gray pall over the room. She couldn’t bear the silence, and she couldn’t bear the dark. It was a fragile compromise, one that afforded her only a few hours of uneasy rest before the routine began.
At 3:47 AM, like clockwork, her eyes snapped open. A low hiss slithered from the foot of the bed, a sound like escaping steam but with an organic, almost wet quality, as if it came from a mouth. She froze, her heart hammering against her ribs. The TV cast its indifferent light on the empty stretch of carpet where the hiss seemed to originate. She fumbled for the lamp on her nightstand, her fingers clumsy with fear. The click of the switch was an explosion in the quiet, and the room flooded with warm light. Nothing. The corner was bare, the closet door closed, the window shut. The hiss was gone, replaced by the hum of the building’s ancient pipes.
She lay back, her eyes fixed on the ceiling, trying to regulate her breathing. The light stayed on. A few minutes later, a whisper curled around her ear, so close she felt a ghost of breath on her neck. ‘Maya,’ it said, a voice that was neither male nor female, but worn smooth like a river stone. The word hung in the air, and then something brushed against the wall beside her bed—a dry, dragging sound, like fingernails on plaster. She shot upright, her scream caught in her throat. The wall was bare, the paint dimpled and cracked. She pressed her palm against it; it was cold.
This was not new. For weeks, she had been jolted awake by sharp bangs, like fists against the walls, but when she checked, the halls were empty, the neighbors asleep. She had felt a presence—sometimes a weight at the foot of the bed, sometimes a shadow that flitted at the edge of her vision. Other times, she felt nothing, which was worse. She had taken to sleeping with the TV on mute because the alternative—the absolute silence of her own mind—was unbearable. She had tried over-the-counter sleep aids, two or three pills a night, but they only made her drowsy, never enough to keep her under.
A week ago, she had confided in her colleague, Nadia, who dabbed in crystals and swore by the power of positive energy. Nadia had given her a small pouch of dried herbs to hang above her bed, suggesting that the disturbances might be the work of a ‘spirit of restlessness.’ Maya had hung it, laughingly, but the bangs had only grown louder. She had not forgotten the incident in her childhood home, when she saw a woman with hollow eyes in the hallway, a memory she had buried deep. Since that night, the word ‘haunted’ had become a shadow she couldn’t outrun.
When the light came on, the room was empty, of course. She sank back onto the pillow, staring at the television screen, where a muted infomercial showed a man grinning as he mopped a floor. The static between stations was preferable to the dark. She waited for the inevitable return—the next hiss, the next whisper, the next bang. And as the minutes crawled toward 4 AM, she began to hear a faint, rhythmic tapping from inside the wall, like something counting down. She pressed her ear to the plaster, and the tapping stopped. Then it started again, faster, right behind her head. And then, a voice, not a whisper now, but a low, clear murmur, as if the wall itself were speaking: ‘You can’t sleep because you’re already awake.’
The lamp flickered. The TV screen went black, then filled with a snowy static that seemed to pulse in time with her heart. The tapping grew frantic, and she pulled away from the wall, scrambling to the far side of the bed. The static from the TV began to coalesce into a shape—a tall, elongated form that swayed like a reed in water. It had no face, only a smooth oval head that tilted toward her. A voice, now directly inside her skull, said, ‘We’ve been waiting for you to stop avoiding the dark.’ And as the lights in the apartment died one by one, she realized that the clock on her nightstand read 3:33 AM, a time she had never seen before, and that the hissing sound she had thought was the building’s pipes was actually the sound of the static pouring out of the TV, filling the room like water. She closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, the television was off, and the room was silent. But she could feel, in the darkness, something slide under her bed with a quiet, satisfied sigh.