I’m twenty-two now, but the first time I understood that our family’s stories weren’t just stories, I was a toddler in a cramped apartment on the fourth floor of a building that smelled of boiled cabbage and old dust. My father, a man who never raised his voice, would sit me on his knee and tell me about the ‘visitors’ who came and went. I loved the tales, the way his eyes would go distant, the way he’d whisper even though the room was empty. But I thought it was just his way of making the ordinary magical. So, one evening, when I was old enough to form questions, I asked my mother if any of it was real. She looked at me for a long moment, then nodded slowly, her fingers tightening on her coffee mug. ‘They are as real as you and me,’ she said, and that was all she would say.
The first story my father ever told me was about the night they brought me home from the hospital. We lived in that apartment then, a place with radiators that clanked and windows that rattled in the wind. He told me how he woke up in the dead of night, a sensation like pins and needles all over his skin, and knew someone was standing at the foot of the bed. He opened his eyes and saw a shape—not solid, but a shimmering outline, like heat rising off asphalt. It was pale, almost white, and it lingered for a moment before dissolving into the dark. He didn’t feel afraid, just curious, and he thought of me. He got up and padded down the hallway to my room, the floorboards creaking under his weight. The door was ajar, and through the gap, he saw a similar figure, but this one was hovering over my crib, its form bending toward me like a parent leaning in to check a sleeping child. My father said he felt a surge of protectiveness, and he stepped inside, clearing his throat. The figure turned—or seemed to turn—and he said, ‘Please take the other one and leave. She’s just a baby.’ And as he spoke, the figure dissolved, and the room felt lighter. He checked on me, and I was sleeping peacefully, no sign of disturbance. He never forgot the way the air felt thick in that room, like the static before a storm.
But the stories didn’t stop there. My mother, who rarely spoke of such things, told me about a period when I was four, living in a different place—a duplex with a basement that was always cold and smelled of wet earth. She said I started talking to someone named ‘Marta,’ a name I’d never heard before. I would sit in the corner of my room, carrying on one-sided conversations, laughing, and occasionally arguing. My mother would ask who I was talking to, and I’d say, ‘Marta is old, and she lives in the walls.’ She tried to ignore it, but one day, she heard me say, ‘Marta says the man in the top hat is coming back tonight.’ My mother’s blood ran cold because my father had once mentioned a man in a top hat he’d seen in an old photograph in the attic of his parents’ house. She asked me to describe the man, and I did, in chilling detail—beard, dark coat, a silver watch chain. That night, my mother said she felt a presence in the hallway, a cold spot that moved slowly from the front door to my room, and she heard footsteps that stopped right outside my door. She stayed awake, praying, and in the morning, I seemed fine, but I told her, ‘The man in the top hat was sad. He wanted me to play, but I said no.’
My father’s second story took place when I was seven, in a house we rented near a forest. He’d wake up at 3:33 a.m. every night for a week, and each time, he’d hear a faint knocking, three knocks in a row, coming from the wall behind our headboard. He’d go to check, and the hallway would be empty, but he’d feel a breath on the back of his neck. One night, he decided to stay in the living room, and he saw a figure standing at the end of the hallway, but it was different—it was solid, wearing a long coat, and it had no face. It just stood there, and my father said he could hear a sound like a radio playing white noise. He called out, ‘Who are you?’ but it didn’t answer. Instead, it took a step forward, and my father felt a cold rush, and he fled to my room, waking me up, and we huddled together until dawn. He later found that the previous owner of the house had died in that hallway, a man who had no family and was found after a week. My father told me, ‘They don’t mean harm, but some are just lost, and they find a beacon in the living.’ I remember that night, I had a dream of a figure made of static, whispering my name, but in the dream, it was soothing, like a lullaby.
My own experiences began when I was twelve, in a house we stayed in for two years—a two-story colonial with a wide porch and a creaky swing. My bedroom was at the top of the stairs, and I began to notice that the radio in my room would turn on by itself, always at 3:33 a.m., and always tuning to static. I’d turn it off, and it would click back on. One night, I left it on, and I heard a voice embedded in the static, a woman’s voice, saying, ‘She’s coming.’ I asked my parents if they had heard anything, but they said no. I started seeing a shape in the hallway at night—a tall, thin figure with long arms, standing perfectly still, watching me. It didn’t move, but I felt a deep dread, like the air was being sucked out of the room. I began to sleep with the lights on, and my father noticed my fear. He sat me down and said, ‘The older you get, the more you see. But you must never let them know you’re afraid. They feed on fear, but they also respond to respect. Always be polite, and they’ll usually leave you alone.’ So, one night, when I saw the figure, I forced myself to say, ‘Hello, I’m sorry if I’m in your space. I mean you no harm.’ The figure tilted its head, and then it faded, and I felt a sense of calm. After that, I would hear the static, but it no longer scared me.
When I was seventeen, we moved once more, to a duplex with an attic that was sealed off. My father told me he’d had a dream that a woman with a wide-brimmed hat was standing at the top of the attic stairs, holding a key. He woke up and went to check the attic door, and it was padlocked. He never opened it. But I was curious, and one afternoon when my parents were out, I picked the lock—a skill I’d learned from a friend. The attic was dusty, filled with old trunks and furniture, and the air was stale. In the corner, I found a photograph face down. I turned it over and saw a woman in a long dress, holding a parasol, standing in front of a house that looked like the one I was in, but older. On the back, in faded ink, was written ‘Marta, 1912.’ My blood went icy. Marta. The name I’d spoken as a child. I took the photo and went to my room, and that night, I placed it on my nightstand. The radio clicked on, and the static formed words: ‘You found me. Now you must help me find him.’ I asked who, and the static said, ‘The man in the top hat. He took my child.’
I told my father about the photo, and his face went pale. He said, ‘I knew a family lived here before us. The mother lost her baby, and the father disappeared. They say she went mad and died in an asylum.’ So, I had a mission. I started researching, using old newspapers online, and I found bits and pieces—a death notice for a child, a missing person report for a man. I pieced together that the man had fled, and the woman, Marta, had waited for him, but he never returned. She died alone, and her spirit, I believe, attached itself to the house, and to me. Now, at twenty-two, I still live in that duplex, but I’ve opened up to the presence. I’ve spoken to Marta, and she’s not malevolent. She’s just a mother who lost everything. The man in the top hat—I’ve seen him too, but he’s a different sort, a collector of souls, and she’s been trying to protect me from him. So, I’ve learned to live with the static between floors, the footsteps in the attic, the cold spots in the hallway. My parents’ stories weren’t just folklore; they were a legacy, a warning, and a guide. And I will keep them, and pass them on, because some truths are only visible when you look through the veil of the ordinary. And I know now that the deceased are not always gone; they’re just waiting for someone to listen.