It was the winter of ’09 when we moved into the old Wakefield Arms. Not the fancy part of the city, but the building had a certain grim dignity—marble steps worn smooth, a brass elevator that creaked like a ship. My wife, Lena, and I took the top floor, a two-bedroom with a view of the river, if you craned your neck. We were young, broke, and hopeful. The landlord, a man named Mr. Corvino, warned us about the boiler and the drafts, but he never warned us about the woman in the elevator. He never mentioned her at all.
I first saw her in late February, when the snow had turned to grey slush. I was coming home from my night shift at the hospital—I was a janitor, not a doctor, but I liked the quiet—and the elevator doors opened to reveal a figure in a pale coat, standing at the back. She was tall, with hair the color of old straw, and her face was tilted down, hidden. I stepped in, said ‘evening,’ and she didn’t move. The doors closed. We rode up in silence. At my floor, I got off, and as I walked to my apartment, I heard the elevator continue up. We were on the top floor. There was nowhere else to go.
I mentioned it to Lena over breakfast. She said it was probably a neighbor from the floor below, visiting someone. I let it go. But I started noticing the little things. The way the elevator would sometimes arrive at my floor with the doors already open, as if waiting. The way the lights flickered when I passed the basement door, which was always locked. And the shape in our bedroom, at the foot of the bed, three times in one week. I told myself it was a coat on a chair, a trick of the streetlight. But I sleep with my eyes open, in a way. I see things.
The third time, I was lucid. Fully awake, frozen, the way I sometimes get when stress builds. There was a presence—not a shape this time, but a pressure, like the air before a storm. It stood by the window, looking out at the river. I couldn’t turn my head, but I could see it in my periphery. It was taller than a man, and it had no face. Not a blank face, but a void, a place where features should be. It didn’t move. It just stood there, and I felt it was waiting. Waiting for me to acknowledge it. I closed my eyes, forced myself to breathe, and when I opened them again, it was gone. Lena slept through it all.
I started doing research. The Wakefield Arms was built in 1927, and there was an old newspaper article, yellowed and brittle, about a woman who jumped from the top floor in ’34. Her name was Margaret. She was a seamstress, and she lived alone. The article said she ‘died of a broken heart’—a man had left her at the altar. I found her name scratched into the wall of the basement, right next to the boiler, a few nights later. I had finally managed to pick the lock on the basement door, out of some morbid curiosity. The scratch was faint, like it was made with a fingernail. Under it, a date. March 3, 1934.
I didn’t tell Lena about the scratch. I didn’t tell her about the woman in the elevator, or the shape by the window. But she knew. She started sleeping with the lamp on. She started flinching when the elevator doors opened. One night, she woke me up, her voice a whisper. ‘There’s someone in the hallway.’ I listened. The floorboards creaked, a slow, deliberate pace, back and forth. When I opened the door, the hallway was empty. But the carpet fibers were pressed down, as if something heavy had been standing there for a long time.
Then the taps started. Not the water—no, the taps on the pipes. Three short knocks, then a pause, then two short knocks. It went on for hours, every night. I searched the building for the source. I checked every bathroom, every radiator. Nothing. But one night, I was in the bathroom, brushing my teeth, and I saw the mirror fog up. Written in the condensation, in a shaky hand, was the name ‘MARGARET.’ I wiped it away with my hand. It reappeared. I wiped it again, and this time I saw something else—a thin crack, barely visible, running down the center of the mirror. And behind the mirror, I could have sworn I saw a dark shape, swaying.
I got a priest to bless the apartment. He was a young guy, fresh out of seminary. He did his best, but he couldn’t finish. He had a coughing fit so bad he had to leave. As he was going, he grabbed my arm, his face pale. ‘This isn’t a haunting,’ he said. ‘This is a door.’ He never explained. He moved away a week later.
The climax came in the dead of winter, January 3rd. I was alone. Lena had gone to her sister’s for the night. I hadn’t slept in days. The taps were relentless. I finally snapped. I tore open the basement door—I had left the lock broken—and I descended into the dark. The air was cold and smelled of rust. There was a furnace, enormous, and a maze of pipes. At the far end, under a low ceiling, I found a door. It was metal, painted over, with a rusty handle. It was the door to the old coal chute. I pulled it open. Inside, it was pitch black. But I heard something. A whisper. It was coming from deep within, a sound like dry leaves scattering. I leaned in, and as my eyes adjusted, I saw a shape, crumpled at the bottom. It was a dress, an old thing, with lace. And next to it, a pair of shoes. And then I saw the shoes move.
I didn’t run. I couldn’t. The shape in the dress began to rise, slowly, as if inflated by the dark. It lifted toward me, and I saw its face—or rather, the void that was its face. It opened its mouth, and inside was not a throat, but a corridor, lined with doors. ‘One of them is yours,’ it said, in a voice like a radio on low volume. And then something grabbed my ankle.
I woke up in my bed. Lena was shaking me. ‘You were screaming,’ she said. ‘You were screaming and crying.’ I looked at my leg. There was a bruise, in the shape of a hand, around my ankle. I didn’t tell her. I couldn’t. But I knew then that I had a choice. I could stay, and the taps would continue, and the shape would keep appearing, and one night, I would follow it down the corridor. Or I could leave, and hope it stayed behind. But I knew, deep down, that it was already inside me. That corridor was mine, too.
We moved out the next week. We didn’t tell Mr. Corvino why. We just left a month’s rent. As we packed the last box, I saw, in the window of the apartment across the hall, a figure. It was the woman in the pale coat. She raised a hand. I didn’t wave back. I pulled the door shut, and I heard the taps start again, louder, as if to say, ‘See you soon.’ And I knew, with a certainty that has never left me, that I would see her again. Not in that building, but in the corridor. The one with the doors. And one of them has my name on it. I can see it, sometimes, when I close my eyes. It’s a plain wooden door, slightly ajar. And behind it, there’s a light, and a sound, like a woman humming. Sometimes I wonder if I’m already walking toward it, in my sleep. But I don’t tell anyone. Because in this city, in the shadow of the river, there are places that are not places. And I’ve learned to live with the static between floors.