In the late summer of 2021, my sister Maya and I were sprawled on the couch in our cramped apartment, half-watching a rerun of some sitcom. The AC unit in the back room was the only thing that made that place bearable, and since Maya had to work early, she let me have the room. I lugged my mattress in there, plugged in the AC, and closed the door, leaving her to the living room’s flickering TV.
I lay on the mattress, the cold air washing over me, but I couldn’t relax. The room felt wrong. The walls were a faded mustard yellow, and there was a faint, greasy stain on the ceiling that looked like a face. I tried to focus on the hum of the AC, but my skin prickled with the sensation of being watched. It wasn’t hostile, but it was heavy, like the weight of a thousand disappointed sighs. I turned to face the wall, hoping to block out the feeling, but it only grew stronger. The breathing started then, low and rhythmic, right behind my ear. It got faster, rougher, until it was a ragged pant, and then a scream ripped through the air, so loud I felt my eardrums ring. I was frozen, my heart pounding. I’d had encounters before, but this was something else. I mustered my courage and whispered, ‘In the name of Jesus, who are you?’
Silence. Then a woman’s voice, thick with sorrow, said, ‘You’re not him. I’m sorry.’ The pressure lifted, and I knew she was gone. I lay there, shaking, the anger building. I’d been summoned, it seemed, by a mistake. I wanted to know who ‘him’ was, why she was here, what she wanted. But more than that, I wanted to make sure she didn’t go haunting someone else. So the next day, I asked the building’s super, an old man named Mr. Hargrove, about the apartment’s history. He told me that before we moved in, a young woman named Clara had lived there with her fiancé, a man named David. They were supposed to get married, but David died in a car accident a week before the wedding. Clara was never the same. She stayed in that back room for years, refusing to leave, until she died of a broken heart, or so the rumor went.
I became obsessed. I dug up old newspaper clippings, talked to neighbors, even found a dusty photo album in the basement. There was Clara, smiling in front of the same mustard walls, with a man who had kind eyes. David. I felt a pang of pity for her, a spirit waiting for a love that would never return. But I also knew that such attachments could fester. I decided to hold a small ceremony, not to banish her, but to help her move on. I lit a candle, placed a photo of David on the floor, and spoke to the air. ‘Clara, he’s not coming back. He’s at peace. You need to let go.’
For a moment, the room grew cold, and I saw a flicker of a shape in the corner. A woman in a white dress, her face blurred. She reached out, and I felt a wave of gratitude, and then she was gone, leaving behind a faint scent of lavender. The room felt lighter, and I knew she had finally found her way. I closed the door, left the apartment, and never once looked back. But sometimes, late at night, I think I hear that breathing again, only this time, it’s just the wind, or the AC, or maybe a distant echo of a love that refused to die.