Ten years ago, when I was fourteen, I worked the night shift with my mother, delivering newspapers across the dusty outskirts of Redmond, a town that had seen better days. Our route took us past an abandoned playground, its swings creaking like old bones in the wind. The equipment was rusted, the slides chipped, and the sandbox had long been taken over by weeds. No one ever played there anymore, not in the daylight, and certainly not at the dead of night when we made our rounds.
It was around two in the morning when I first saw her. I was in the passenger seat, half-asleep, when a flash of white caught my eye. A little girl, maybe four or five years old, sat on one of the swings, her hair a tangled mess, her dress a faded floral print. She was rocking gently, as if waiting for something. I nudged my mother, pointing with a trembling finger. ‘Mom, there’s a little girl on the swing.’ She squinted, but saw nothing. ‘You’re tired, honey. There’s no one there.’
But I knew what I saw. The next night, I asked her to stop the van. I stepped out, my heart thudding against my ribs. The playground was empty, but as I walked closer, the swing moved, swaying as if someone had just jumped off. A faint giggle danced on the wind, so soft I thought I’d imagined it. I called out, ‘Hello? Is anyone here?’ Only the creak of the chains answered. When I returned to the van, my mother was pale. ‘I heard a child laughing,’ she whispered. ‘But there’s no one out here.’
Over the following weeks, I saw her more often. Sometimes she was on the swing, sometimes she wandered near the rusted jungle gym, her small hands gripping the cold metal. She never seemed to notice me, always lost in her own world. She gave off a melancholy air, not menacing, just… lost. I began to wonder if she was a missing child, someone who had met a tragic end in this forgotten corner of the town. I spent hours in the library, scrolling through microfiche, searching for any mention of a missing girl in Redmond or the surrounding areas. But nothing. No records, no news, no missing posters. It was as if she had never existed.
One night, I decided to do something reckless. I brought a small voice recorder from home, thinking maybe I could capture her voice, some clue. I set it on the ground near the swings and waited. She appeared, as she always did, but this time she stopped and looked directly at me. Her eyes were dark, like pools of stagnant water, and for the first time, I felt a chill that had nothing to do with the cold night air. She opened her mouth, and a sound escaped – not a cry or a giggle, but the low, mournful hum of a lullaby. The recorder picked it up, but when I played it back later, all I heard was static, and beneath the static, a child’s whisper. ‘Let me go.’
I couldn’t shake those words. I began to dig deeper, beyond the town records. I found an old land deed, showing that the playground sat on the site of a former orphanage that had burned down in the 1960s. The fire had been ruled an accident, but there were rumors of neglect, of children trapped inside. No official list of casualties, but one name surfaced in a local historian’s notes: Elena Marchetti, age five, who had disappeared the night of the fire, never found.
My mother wanted to quit the route, but we couldn’t afford to. So we continued, and each time I saw Elena, she seemed to grow more solid, more real. She no longer stayed on the playground. One night, she stood at the edge of the road, her hand raised as if to stop us. My mother slammed on the brakes, but there was no one there. ‘Did you see her?’ I asked, but my mother just shook her head, her knuckles white on the steering wheel.
The next night, I went alone, leaving my mother asleep in the van. I approached the swings, calling her name. ‘Elena. I know who you are.’
The swing creaked, and she appeared, but this time she was closer, just a few feet away. Her face was pale, her lips blue, her eyes leaking a black, oily substance. She spoke in a voice that was too deep for her small body, the lullaby now a distorted, guttural chant. ‘You came back.’
I reached out a hand, but she recoiled, hissing like a feral cat. ‘Why are you here?’ I asked, my voice shaking.
She tilted her head, and the night air grew cold, so cold I could see my breath. ‘They buried me here,’ she said. ‘Under the sand. But I’m not the only one.’
I looked down at the sandbox, overgrown and forgotten. The weeds had grown thick, but there were mounds, like tiny graves. I fell to my knees, my hands digging into the dirt, uncovering small bones – fingers, ribs, a tiny skull. I screamed, but no sound came out.
When I looked up, the playground was filled with children. Dozens of them, standing perfectly still, their eyes black and empty. They were all wearing the same faded clothes, their mouths open in silent, eternal screams. Elena stepped forward, placing a hand on my shoulder. Her touch was ice. ‘We need you to tell our story. So we can rest.’
I woke up in the hospital, my mother beside me, crying. I had been found unconscious in the playground, my hands torn from digging. The police had discovered the remains, decades of forgotten children from the orphanage fire, buried in unmarked graves. The case was reopened, and the truth came to light. The playground was closed, and a memorial was built. But I still see them, sometimes, out of the corner of my eye. And Elena, she never left me. She follows me home, sits at the foot of my bed, and hums that lullaby. She won’t let me go. She’s always there, a little girl on a swing, waiting for someone to remember. And I do. Every night.