My grandmother used to tell me about a girl who drowned on a steamship crossing the Atlantic. She said the girl never left our farmhouse, that she lingered in the rooms like the smell of rain on dry earth. I was six when I first saw her—a flicker in the hallway mirror, a blur of wet hair and a dripping dress. She called herself Anya, and she claimed she was sailing to America to join her father in the silver mines of Nevada. She left a note on my windowsill once, scratched in what looked like dried salt: ‘Find me.’ It scared me, but she also played games. One afternoon, she tossed a moth-eaten pillow from the top of the stairs, hitting me square in the face. My grandmother, terrified, sent for a circuit preacher from the next county.
When the preacher arrived, he stood in the hallway with a worn Bible and a tin of holy water. He spoke in tongues and rattled off verses, and then I heard it—Anya’s voice, not in my head but in the walls, a low moan that rose into a shriek. I covered my ears and cried, because despite the fear, she had been my only friend. My grandmother held me tight and said, ‘She’s going to a better place, child.’ But that night, I dreamt of her standing at the foot of my bed, her face pale and streaked with something like silver. She smiled and said, ‘The Lord is proud of you.’ I felt a warmth spread in my chest, and I asked her, ‘Will you tell my mother I miss her?’ She nodded, and then she faded like mist on a winter pond.
I woke to the smell of saltwater and a cold spot on the floor where she had stood. For weeks, I searched for her in the mirror, in the corners of my eyes, but she was gone. Then, on the anniversary of the steamship wreck, I found a small locket in the attic—tarnished tin, with a faded photograph of a girl who looked just like Anya. Inside was a note in her handwriting: ‘I kept my promise.’ I wore that locket for years, and sometimes, when I touched it, I felt a faint pulse, like a heartbeat from the deep. And though I never saw her again, I knew she had found her peace—and taken a piece of mine with her.