Greta had never been one for churches. She believed in the quiet balance of things, in the weight of good and bad deeds, but when she stood before the altar of St. Elian’s, its cold stone floor echoing her footsteps, she felt nothing but a hollow where faith should be. Her husband, Tomas, worked nights at the grain mill, and since the third night of the nightmares, she had taken to sleeping in the day, her body curled on the couch while the sun crept through the curtains, a fragile shield against what came in the dark.
It began as a dream, or so she thought. The sensation of being held, of warmth and pressure, of pleasure that was not her own. But when she woke, her hair was soaked, her sheets twisted and damp, and the memory of a whisper—she could not recall the words—lingered like a stain. The second time, she noticed the bruises on her thighs, faint purple crescents that faded by noon. The third time, she woke with her pillow torn, feathers scattered, and a taste of salt on her lips.
She told Tomas one morning as he came home, his clothes smelling of wheat dust. He laughed at first, then saw her trembling hands. ‘It’s only dreams, Greta. You’re under stress.’ But she saw the flicker of doubt in his eyes. He promised to switch shifts, but the mill needed him, and she refused to be the cause of his lost wages. So she stayed awake, watching the clock, her back to the wall, her grandmother’s silver crucifix tucked under her pillow—not for protection, but because she had nothing else.
On the fourth night, she fell asleep against her will. The clock struck two, and her eyes grew heavy, her head lolled to the side. When she woke, she was on the kitchen floor, her nightgown torn, and there were scratches on her arms. The air was cold, and the salt shaker on the counter was overturned, its contents forming a crude spiral. She called Tomas, but he was at the mill, and the silence on the other end was just static. She begged him to come home, and he promised to be there by dawn, but dawn was hours away.
Greta fled to the church on the hill, her only refuge. The priest, Father Aldous, was old and kind, but his words were cotton. ‘Have you considered the succubus? Or perhaps a demon of the night?’ She shook her head. ‘I’m not religious. I don’t know what to believe.’ He gave her a stone, smooth and black, said it was from the old salt mines, blessed by a traveling saint. ‘Keep this with you. It may ground you.’ She took it, feeling its weight, but doubt gnawed at her.
She sat in the pew, the stone clutched in her hand, and she begged the empty air, ‘If you are good, help me. If you are bad, leave me be. But I cannot choose.’ The church was silent, and she felt nothing. Exhaustion won, and she slept on the hard bench, her head against the wood. She woke with a gasp—the stone was warm, almost hot, and the scent of brine filled her nostrils. She looked down and saw her fingers had imprinted into the stone, leaving deep grooves as if it had softened and hardened around her grip.
She went home, terrified, and called her sister, who lived in the city. Elsa listened, then said, ‘Greta, you need a cleansing. There’s a woman, a witch, who deals with such things.’ Greta recoiled. ‘I don’t believe in that either.’ But she took the number.
Night came again, and Tomas was still at the mill—an emergency, he said, a broken belt. She locked all the doors, placed salt in every corner, and put the stone on her nightstand. She lay down, exhausted, and when she touched the stone, it was ice cold. She fell asleep with her hand on it.
This time, the dream was different. She was in a vast, dark cavern, and she was not alone. The presence was before her, coalescing from the shadows: a figure that flickered like a heat mirage, with eyes like holes burned in cloth. It spoke in a voice that was not sound but pressure, pushing into her skull: ‘You came seeking, but you brought no offering. You are empty, a hollow vessel. I will fill you with something new.’
She tried to scream, but no sound came. It reached out, and the stone in her hand grew searingly hot, burning her palm. She woke with a raw, circular burn, and the stone was gone, leaving only black dust on the sheets. Her hair was dry for the first time in days, but she felt a new weight inside her chest, like a second heartbeat.
She knew then she had to make a choice, but she still could not. Good and bad were just words. She went to the witch, a young woman with raven hair named Morwen, who lived in a cottage at the edge of town. Morwen listened, then examined the burn. ‘This is not a demon. It’s a thing of the salt mines, an old spirit. It feeds on emptiness, on those who are unanchored. You have no faith, no belief, so it can use you.’ Greta asked, ‘What do I do?’ Morwen said, ‘I can give you a protection, but you must believe in it. If you don’t, it will fail.’
Greta took the charm—a small pouch of herbs and a fragment of bone—but she felt nothing. That night, she wore it around her neck, but as she lay in bed, she saw in the mirror that the pouch had turned black, and the bone had crumbled to powder against her skin. She threw it away in disgust.
She was at the end of her strength. She went back to the church, this time on the night before Tomas’s day off. She knelt at the altar, not in prayer but in defiance. ‘I don’t know if you exist, but I am here. I am not good, I am not bad, I am just a woman. And I will not be used.’ She took the communion wine, poured it on the floor, and then she drank the dregs, tasting salt and iron.
The presence came that night, but it was not in a dream. It was in the room, a cold shape in the corner. Greta did not run. She stood, naked and shaking, and stared at it. ‘You want to fill me? Then take me,’ she said, her voice raw. ‘But I will not be a vessel. I will be the stone itself.’
The shape lunged, and time dissolved. Greta felt herself being torn, flattened, pressed into the very fabric of the world. She saw herself from outside: a woman on the floor, writhing, and around her, the air shimmered with a million tiny glints, like salt crystals. The presence screamed—a soundless shriek—and then it was gone.
She woke at dawn, alone, the floor wet with brine. The burn on her hand had healed, leaving a pattern like a spiral. She did not know if she had won or lost. She only knew that she was empty no longer. And at night, when the darkness gathered, she felt no fear. She had become the salt and the stone, something that could not be used.
Tomas came home that morning, and she told him everything. He held her, and she felt his warmth for the first time in weeks. ‘I’m going to find a new job,’ he said. ‘Night shift is over.’ She nodded, but she knew she could never sleep the same again. Some nights, she still felt the presence hovering at the edge, but it never touched her. She had made her choice, though she still could not name it. The burn on her hand ached in the cold, a reminder that she was both empty and full, and that was enough.