I turned seventeen in March, and two months later my father handed me the keys to his old ’78 Dodge Aspen station wagon, the one with wood paneling that had peeled into brittle strips and a bench seat that creaked like a ship at sea. It was a boat, but it was mine, and I loved every dent on its mustard-yellow skin. I drove everywhere, windows down, cassettes of my dad’s old rock blaring through tinny speakers. My freedom was a taste I couldn’t get enough of.
But the Aspen needed a new taillight cover and a driver’s side mirror. I could buy them online, but where was the fun in that? My buddy Jake told me about a scrapyard out on County Road 9, a place called Kessler’s Auto Salvage, where you could wander the lots and pick your own parts. He said the old man who ran it was a bit strange, but the prices were unbeatable.
The day I went was overcast, the sky the color of old dishwater. The yard was enormous, rows and rows of cars in various states of decay stretching to a tree line that seemed impossibly far. A rusted sign creaked overhead, “Kessler’s Auto Salvage – We Buy, We Sell, We Salvage.” The office was a tin shack with a grimy window, and behind the counter stood a gaunt man with slicked-back gray hair and eyes so pale they were almost colorless. When I asked if I could look around, he just nodded and pointed toward the gates. “Mind the dogs,” he said, his voice dry as dust. “And don’t go near the red pickup at the back. It’s not for sale.”
I grabbed my wrench and walked the aisles, the gravel crunching under my boots. The air smelled of oil, rust, and something faintly sweet, like rotten fruit. I found a few Aspens, but they were picked clean or too mangled to help. The further I walked, the older and more decrepit the cars became, some buried under vines as if they’d been swallowed by the earth. Near the far fence, I spotted a shape that made my heart skip: a mustard-yellow wagon, same as mine, but a few years older. It was crumpled, the front end accordion-folded, the roof peeled back like a sardine can. The driver’s door had been cut off entirely. And there were sticky brown smears on the seats, dried and cracked, like someone had spilled coffee and left it to bake. It gave me a chill, but I needed that taillight.
I worked for twenty minutes, wrestling with rusted bolts, and finally freed the cover and the mirror. When I stood up, wiping my hands on my jeans, I noticed something in the back of the wagon—a child’s car seat, still harnessed, stained with the same dark patches. My stomach turned. I tried to ignore it, but a feeling of being watched crept over my skin. I glanced around, but there was no one. The only sound was the wind whistling through empty window frames.
As I started back toward the office, I passed a row of wrecks that made no sense—a mint-green Chevy from the ’50s, a panel van with a mural of a screaming wolf, and at the end, a red pickup truck, gleaming as if it had just rolled off the lot. It wasn’t rusted, wasn’t damaged. It sat there like a lure. The old man’s warning echoed in my head: “Don’t go near the red pickup.” But my feet slowed. The truck’s window was rolled down, and I saw something on the seat—a photograph, face down. Before I could stop myself, I reached in and flipped it over. It was a picture of a dusty road stretching through endless fields, but the road was cracked, and in the dirt beside it, there were faint outlines of something—a child’s hand, a shoe. The sky in the photo was a sickly green.
I dropped the photo as if burned and hurried back to the office, my heart hammering. The old man was at the counter, reading a newspaper. When I placed the parts on the counter, he looked at them, then at me, and his eyes narrowed. “Found it, did you?” he asked. I nodded. “Which car?” I described the yellow wagon. He let out a low whistle. “You’re braver than most, kid. That car was in a crash five years back. A young family—mother, father, and a little girl. They were coming home from a picnic when a drunk driver ran a light. The mother and father were killed instantly. The little girl was trapped in her car seat for six hours before anyone found them. She died in the ambulance. The car sat in a county lot for years until I bought it for scrap.” He paused, then leaned closer. “Some say that car ain’t empty. People have seen a little girl’s face in the rearview mirror, heard her singing ‘You Are My Sunshine’ when no one’s around. That’s why it’s back there, away from the other cars. I tried to crush it, but the machine broke down three times. I can’t get rid of it.”
I forced a laugh. “It’s just a car, man.” I paid him, took my parts, and walked out, but I felt his gaze on my back until I was out of sight.
That night, I replaced the taillight and the mirror. The Aspen looked better, almost brand new. I sat in the driver’s seat, feeling proud, and turned the key. The engine rumbled to life, and the radio flickered on—a song I didn’t recognize. It was a woman’s humming, soft and melancholic. I shut it off. As I got out, I heard a tiny voice from the back seat, as clear as day: “Don’t leave me again.” I whirled around. The back seat was empty. The car seat was not there—I didn’t have one. But the hair on my arms stood up. I slammed the door and went inside, telling myself it was my imagination.
The next morning, when I walked out to the car, I saw something on the windshield: a child’s handprint, in dust. But I had washed the car yesterday. I scrubbed it off, but it left a faint smear. That day, driving to school, I kept seeing a girl in the rearview mirror, a vague silhouette too small to be real, always a split-second before I focused. And when I said her name to myself—I didn’t know her name, but I thought “Lucy”—the radio turned on by itself, and the same humming filled the car. I yanked the dial to off, but the humming continued, right against my ear. I nearly drove into a ditch.
I started taking the bus. My dad noticed and asked why. I told him the car felt unsafe, which was true, but not in the way he thought. He shrugged and said, “Maybe it’s a mechanical issue. Let me take a look.” That night, he came back from the garage, pale as a ghost. “Son,” he said, “I was checking under the hood, and I found this wedged behind the battery.” He held out a small, tarnished child’s locket—the kind you keep a photo in. The photo was worn, almost blank, but you could make out a smiling little girl with pigtails. On the back were scratched two dates, a birth and a death. I dropped it. “That’s not ours,” I said. “It was in the car when I bought it,” my dad said, his voice shaky. “But I bought it from a guy who gets his cars from auctions. I never looked inside.” I knew the locket had come from the wagon, but I didn’t say it.
That night, I couldn’t sleep. I kept hearing the humming, faint and sweet, coming from the garage. I tiptoed out and opened the garage door. The Aspen was running, its headlights on, the engine purring. Through the windshield, I saw a little girl sitting in the passenger seat, her curly hair bouncing as she turned to me and grinned. Her teeth were sharp. I screamed and slammed the door. The humming stopped. The engine cut off. In the silence, I heard a child’s laughter, echoing from the driveway.
I called my dad, told him everything. He didn’t laugh. He looked grim and said, “We need to take that car back to where it came from. It’s cursed.” So we drove the Aspen back to Kessler’s Auto Salvage, the locket on the seat between us like a corpse. The old man was waiting by the gate, as if he knew. He looked at the car, then at me, and shook his head. “You didn’t take only the parts, did you? You took something else.” I shook my head, but he pointed a bony finger at the mirror I’d installed. “That mirror. From the yellow wagon. That mirror is what she sees out of. Now she follows it.” I tore the mirror off and threw it at him. He caught it, smiled thinly, and said, “Too late. You’re hers now.”
I drove home, but the car was different. It smelled of dirt and rotten flowers. The radio played only static, but beneath it, I could hear a child humming. That night, I fell asleep in my bed, but I woke to the sound of soft footsteps in the hallway. The door creaked open. There she was, a silhouette in the darkness, the locket hanging around her neck. She whispered, “You brought me home.” My blood turned to ice. She stepped closer, and her face was pale, her eyes dark holes. “Let’s go for a drive,” she said, and her voice was sweet, like honey over rot. I tried to scream, but nothing came out. The last thing I saw was her hand reaching for mine, and in her palm, there was a small, rusted key.
I don’t know how long I wandered the roads after that, but whenever I passed a yellow station wagon, I’d slow down. And sometimes, in the rearview mirror, I’d see a little girl, waving. I never keep a car for more than a month. And every time I sold one, I’d leave a mirror behind, hoping she’d follow it instead. But she always comes back. She always comes back.