My tenth birthday was three days before the incident, but the memory of that morning is etched into me like a scar. My father, a man of few words but grand gestures, had left a box on the bathroom counter. Inside, nestled in pink tissue paper, was an electric toothbrush. It was shaped like a porcelain doll, its skirt flaring at the base, with a golden tiara atop its head and a pearly smile that seemed too perfect. The bristles were hidden under the hem, and when you pressed a button on its back, the brush hummed and vibrated, mimicking the motion of a hand.
I was enchanted. I brushed my teeth three times that day, even after breakfast and lunch, priding myself on the fresh minty taste. The doll’s face, delicate and serene, stared back at me from the medicine cabinet mirror. I named her Snowdrop, after the white flowers in our garden. For weeks, she was my constant companion in the morning and at night.
But soon, I began to notice a peculiar thing. Every time I placed Snowdrop on the counter, I made sure her face was toward the mirror, so I could see her while I brushed. But when I returned later, she would be facing the wall, her back to me. At first, I thought my parents were moving her to make room for their toiletries. But they both denied it. My mother, a nurse, had an uncanny attention to detail and always left her own brush in the same spot. ‘Honey, maybe you’re just forgetting,’ she said, her brow furrowed. I tried to believe her, but the toothbrush moved again the very next day.
Then, other things began to change. The house had always been quiet, but now I’d catch faint rustling in the bathroom at night, like silk rubbing against the tiled floor. The bathroom door would creak open when I knew it was shut. I started to feel a presence, a weight in the air, whenever I stepped inside. My cat, Mochi, would hiss and refuse to enter the bathroom, flatting her ears and arching her back. In the middle of the night, I dreamed of a porcelain face staring at me from the ceiling, her smile widening into a thin, sharp line. I woke up screaming, but my parents chalked it up to nightmares brought on by a new school year.
The breaking point came on a Sunday. I had left Snowdrop’s box on my desk in my room, intending to clean her with a cotton swab. That night, I was awoken by a soft, rhythmic hum. I cracked open my eyes and saw a faint glow coming from my desk. Snowdrop was out of the box, her button pressed, her bristles vibrating against the wooden surface. She was turned away from me, facing the wall, but her reflection in the dark window showed her face—and it was not the serene smile I knew. It was a grimace, eyes hollowed out, as if the porcelain had cracked into a permanent sneer. I screamed, and my father burst in, flicking the light on. The toothbrush was back in its box, closed, silent. He found no explanation. But I knew.
I couldn’t sleep that night. I hid Snowdrop in the bottom of the trash can in the garage, burying her under old newspapers and coffee grounds. The next morning, the trash can was tipped over, and the toothbrush was gone. I didn’t tell my parents. I hoped it was over. But the presence lingered. The next week, I found her in the garden, buried under the soil where the snowdrops bloomed, her body coated in dirt, her eyes now replaced with little black pearls of plastic. She was smiling again, but the smile was crooked, lopsided, as if she had learned to mock me.
I took her to the lake and threw her in. I watched as the water swallowed her, the white of her skirt flashing once before disappearing. I felt a pang of relief. The bathroom felt lighter, the air cleaner. My cat started sleeping in the bathroom again. But that night, as I brushed my teeth with a new, plain toothbrush, I saw something in the mirror. A faint figure behind me, a small porcelain figure, her face pressed against the glass from the outside, her mouth moving as if to speak. I blinked, and it was gone. But I knew it wasn’t gone for long.
Years have passed, and I’m an adult now. I live in another city, far from that house. But I still find myself checking the sink every morning, expecting to see a pink porcelain doll with a golden tiara, facing the wall. Sometimes, late at night, I hear a faint hum from my bathroom, and when I go to check, the faucet is dripping, and my reflection in the mirror seems just a second slower than my own movement. I haven’t told anyone about the toothbrush since. But I know that somewhere, in the bottom of a lake, a porcelain doll is stirring, her button pressed, her bristles turning, waiting for the day I forget to lock the door.