My family has a peculiar inheritance. We see things that aren’t there. My mother dreams of futures that later unfold, and my cousin Mabel has a gallery of the dead in her mind’s eye. But I thought I was the luckiest of all—I only loved watching horror movies, safely distant from the screen. That all changed on a night when my television flickered and died.
It was 3:00 AM, and I had fallen asleep with the lamp on, a bad habit my brother Adrian always complained about because our bedrooms shared a thin wall. A persistent knock on my door jolted me awake. ‘Turn off the light!’ a voice grumbled. I groggily sat up, my eyes instinctively darting to the door. The brass knob turned slowly, and the door swung open. But the figure that stepped in wasn’t my brother.
It was a man, pale and gaunt, wearing a tattered suit that seemed soaked in the faint glow of my lamp. His eyes were sunken, but they fixed on me with an unnerving intensity. I tried to scream, but my throat locked. He took a step forward, his bare feet leaving wet prints on the wooden floor. I realized then that the light was not coming from my lamp—the lamp was off. The light was coming from him, a sickly yellow-gray aura that radiated from his skin, illuminating the room in a way that made shadows crawl like living things.
He spoke, his voice a dry rasp that grated against the silence: ‘You left the light on for me.’ I shook my head, tears streaming down my face, but he continued, ‘Every door has a light. Every light has a door. You opened mine.’ I tried to call out for Adrian, but my voice was a whisper. The figure tilted his head, and for a moment, he smiled—a wide, unnatural grin that split his face like a wound. Then he began to fade, his form dissolving into the glow, leaving only the smell of damp earth and a faint hum in the air.
I scrambled out of bed, intending to run to my brother, but I froze when I saw my brother standing in the hallway, his face pale. ‘I had a nightmare,’ he said, his voice tremulous. ‘It was about a man… in a wet suit.’ The blood drained from my face. I told him about the visitor, and we stood there, shivering despite the warm night. Then we heard a sound from the bathroom—the faucet dripping, though we both knew it had been fixed. We approached slowly, and the door creaked open by itself. Inside, the mirror was fogged, and written in the condensation was a single word: ‘Soon.’
After that, the light in my room never worked the same. It would flicker at odd hours, sometimes spelling out initials, sometimes forming grotesque faces. Mabel came to visit, and when she saw my room, she recoiled. ‘There’s a man in your peripheral vision,’ she whispered, ‘but when you look straight at him, he’s not there.’ She refused to stay the night. My mother tried to cleanse the house with sage, but the smell of damp earth only grew stronger. On the third night, as I lay awake, staring at the ceiling, the door creaked open again. The figure stood there, but this time he wasn’t alone. Behind him, a procession of shapes—all the ghosts I had ever seen in movies—paraded in, their eyes hollow, their mouths open in silent screams.
I closed my eyes and prayed, but when I opened them, they were gone. From then on, I became a collector of lights. I filled my room with lamps, candles, and fairy lights, but the visitor always found me in the darkest corner of my vision. The final straw came when I saw him in a photograph my brother took of me. In the background, the pale figure was leaning over my shoulder, his lips close to my ear.
Now I never sleep in the dark, and I never leave a light uncovered—because I know that in every beam, there is a door, and behind that door, something waits for the moment you look away. I still love horror movies, but now they aren’t fiction. They are documentaries of my life, and the film never ends.