Two years ago, in the autumn of 2021, I moved into a small apartment in the industrial district of Mariana, hoping to shorten my commute to the textile factory where I worked the night shift. The building was old, with peeling paint and a constant smell of damp concrete, but it was cheap and close. My unit was on the ground floor, facing a narrow alley that was always shrouded in shadow, even at noon. On the other side of that alley was the back wall of a defunct printing press, its windows boarded up with rusted metal sheets.
For the first few weeks, I relished the solitude. I had never lived alone before, and I found a strange comfort in the silence that wrapped around me when I returned home at dawn, exhausted. I would cook simple meals on the one-burner stove, eat with the TV droning in the background, and fall asleep to the hum of the refrigerator. The only disturbance was the occasional scurry of rats in the alley, which I ignored.
It was on a humid Friday night, just after ten, that I saw it for the first time. I was at the kitchen sink, washing a plate, when a flicker of motion caught my eye through the grimy window above. The window overlooked the alley, and beyond it, the dark breathing of the buildings. I peered into the gloom, expecting a stray cat or a piece of cardboard blown by the wind. But what I saw was a shape—a tall, indistinct figure, paler than the darkness, standing absolutely still by a pile of discarded wooden pallets. It had no discernible features, just a suggestion of arms and a head, like a mannequin wrapped in a sheet. I blinked, and it was gone.
I told myself it was a trick of the light, a smear on the glass. But the image lingered. The next night, at the same hour, I found myself glancing toward the window, almost against my will. And there it was again: the pale thing, closer this time, near the edge of the alley, as if it had moved a few steps. It was tall, over seven feet, and its body swayed slightly, despite there being no breeze. My heart hammered. I forced myself to look away, to finish my chores, but when I looked back, it had vanished.
A week passed, and I became obsessed with the routine. Every night, I would stand at the sink, washing the same cup, and wait. The thing appeared sporadically, sometimes at the far end of the alley, sometimes just outside my window, its pale form pressing against the glass. It never came closer than a few feet, but its proximity was unnerving. I noticed that its features were becoming more defined: the hint of a hollow face, long thin fingers that twitched, and a dark gap where a mouth should be. It seemed to be studying me, patiently, as if learning my habits.
The neighbors in the building were scarce and unfriendly, but one evening I bumped into the landlord, an old man with rheumy eyes and a nervous tic. I asked him about the building’s history, whether there had been any incidents. He stiffened, then muttered something about ‘the night watchman who used to live in this unit.’ He said the man had vanished in the 90s, and they never found him. Then he added, almost as an afterthought, ‘He used to stand by that window, just like you.’ That night, I double-locked the door and drew the curtains, but I could feel its gaze through the fabric.
A few nights later, I decided to confront the thing. I grabbed a flashlight and threw open the back door that led to the alley. The air was cold and smelled of rot. I swept the beam along the walls, over the pallets, into the corners. Nothing. I laughed at my own foolishness, but as I turned to go back inside, I heard a rustling behind me. I spun around, and there it was, blocking the alley’s exit, its pallid limbs reaching for me. My flashlight flickered and died, leaving me in pitch black. I stumbled backward, slammed the door shut, and leaned against it, gasping. I heard a scratching sound on the other side, like fingernails on metal, which slowly faded.
The encounter broke something in me. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep. Every shadow in the apartment seemed to move, every creak was a threat. I called in sick to work and spent the days huddled in the corner, watching the window, which I had taped over with newspapers. But even through the paper, I could feel its presence, growing more solid by the day. On the third night, I woke to find the newspapers torn, and the window open a crack. The room was cold, and the smell of rot was overpowering. I knew it had been inside.
Desperate, I sought help from a local priest, who gave me a blessing and told me to burn sage. I did, but the smoke only made the air thick and heavy. That night, I sat in the middle of the room, holding a crucifix, daring it to show itself. At midnight, the window swung open with a bang. A pale, dripping hand wrapped around the sill, then another, and then its head emerged—a face with no eyes, just deep sockets, and a mouth stretched wide in a silent scream. It crawled into the room, its bones cracking, its form shifting, until it towered over me. I closed my eyes, praying, but nothing happened. When I opened them, it was gone. But I knew it was waiting, perhaps in the hallway, or behind the closet door.
The next morning, I packed a single bag and left the apartment, never looking back. I moved to a hotel in the city center, far from that alley. But even now, as I write this, I sometimes see a pale figure standing in the corner of my eye, in reflections, in the shadows of my new home. It followed me, I think. It always will. And I know, one day, I will not be able to run. It will come through the window, and I will finally see what it truly is.