The mill had been dormant for decades, but the workers’ cottages still stood in a neat row along the canal, their brick faces darkened by soot and weather. My family had moved into number nine, the last in the terrace, when I was seven. My father had taken a job as a caretaker for the old mill, a position that came with the house, and my mother had filled the rooms with the scant belongings we owned. My two brothers and I shared a bedroom at the back, overlooking the narrow strip of garden that ran down to the water. The room was cramped, with three iron-framed beds jammed together, and my bed was in the middle, directly beneath the single bare bulb that hung from a frayed cord. It was a strange placement, my parents had said, but it was the only way we could fit all three beds. I often lay awake staring at that bulb, watching the dust motes dance in its harsh light, until my brothers came up to turn it off.
That particular evening, I had been sent to bed early, at half past seven, while the summer sun still painted the sky in shades of orange and purple. I lay on my back, hands folded on my chest, and looked up at the bulb. It was hot, I knew, because the glass was always warm to the touch when my brother reached up to pull the cord. The light was comforting, a small sun that kept the shadows at bay. But tonight, something seemed different. The bulb seemed to pulse, almost imperceptibly, as if it were breathing. I blinked, and it was still. I tried to ignore it and watched the patterns of the wallpaper, but my gaze kept returning to the glowing orb above.
As the minutes dragged on, I began to feel a strange pressure in my head, a dull ache behind my eyes. The light seemed to grow brighter, then dimmer, in a rhythm that matched my heartbeat. I felt a tickle in my nose, as if I were about to sneeze, and then a sudden sensation of my skin prickling all over. It was then that I noticed the filaments inside the bulb were not just glowing, but moving, writhing like tiny snakes. I closed my eyes, squeezed them shut, and counted to ten. When I opened them, the filaments were still, but the light had taken on a bluish tint, casting the room in a cold, alien glow.
A low hum began to emanate from the bulb, a single, steady note that seemed to vibrate in my teeth. I covered my ears, but the hum persisted, as if it were inside my head. Then, in the glow, I saw a shape. At first, it was just a dark spot, but it grew, coalescing into a form that was vaguely human but not quite right. Its limbs were too long, its head tilted at an unnatural angle, and its skin seemed to ripple like oil on water. It stood beside my bed, watching me with eyes that were not there, just empty sockets that seemed to drink the light. I tried to scream, but my throat was tight, and no sound came out.
The figure reached out a hand, its fingers like wisps of smoke, and touched my forehead. Instantly, the pain in my head vanished, replaced by a blissful warmth that spread through my body. My eyes grew heavy, and I fell into a deep sleep, but not before I heard a whisper, as faint as a breeze: ‘You are safe now. Let me in.’
I woke the next morning to find the bulb shattered on the floor, its glass scattered across the wooden boards. My brothers were still asleep, and I was alone. I felt different, lighter, as if a weight had been lifted from me. But I also felt a presence, just at the edge of my awareness, watching me from the corners of my vision. I tried to tell my parents, but they dismissed it as a nightmare, the remnants of a child’s imagination.
Over the years, the feeling never left me. I grew up, moved away, and lived a normal life, but I was never truly alone. The presence would surface at odd moments, in the reflection of a window, in the static of a television, in the pause between heartbeats. It never harmed me, but it never left me either. Eventually, I returned to the mill, to the house with the broken bulb, seeking answers. The house was abandoned, the roof collapsed, the garden overgrown. In the bedroom where I had slept, I found the remains of the bulb under a layer of dust. As I picked up a shard, the hum returned, and the light around me flickered. And then I saw them, not just one figure, but many, all with the same hollow eyes, all reaching for me. And I understood that the bulb had not been a conduit, but a door, and I had let them in. Now, they were waiting on the other side, and they wanted out.