In the fall of ’87, I was twelve years old, living in a small farmhouse outside of Ruth, Nevada, with my father, Elias, and his new wife, Sylvia. The nearest neighbor was four miles down a dirt road, and the desert stretched out in every direction like a pale, cracked sea. My father was a quiet man, a hydrologist who spent his days studying the aquifers beneath the dust, and he had a peculiar habit: every evening, he would walk the perimeter of our property, sprinkling a line of coarse salt along the foundation. He never explained why, but I knew it had to do with the thing he called ‘the Visitor.’ I had only seen it once, from my bedroom window, two summers before. It was a tall, thin figure, black as shale, with a shroud of red and purple that flickered like heat mirage. Its eyes were two embers, burning in the dark. I remember screaming, and then my father’s arms around me, his voice low and urgent: ‘Don’t look at it, Mara. Don’t ever look at it.’
After that night, my father grew more guarded. He started sleeping with a shotgun under his bed, and he made me carry a small pouch of salt in my pocket at all times. Sylvia, my stepmother, thought it was all superstition. She was a practical woman, a nurse at the county clinic, and she laughed at the salt lines, calling them ‘Elias’s fairy ring.’ But she stopped laughing on the night of October 31st.
I remember that night clearly. The wind had picked up, howling through the mesquite, and my father had gone out to check on the salt line. He came back pale, his hands trembling. ‘He’s testing it,’ he whispered. ‘He’s finding a way through.’ Sylvia tried to calm him, but my father was adamant. He locked all the doors, drew the curtains, and made us sit in the living room, a single kerosene lamp burning on the table. He told us a story, one he had never told me before. He said that when he was a young man, he had made a pact with the Visitor. He had been desperate, mourning the death of my mother, and he had called out to something in the dark, offering a piece of his soul in exchange for a way to forget his grief. But the Visitor had twisted the deal. It had taken the soul of someone he loved instead, and now it came back every few years, demanding a new sacrifice.
My father’s friends, men he had known for decades, began dying that fall. First, it was Roy, a geologist who had worked with my father in the Arctic. He died of a heart attack while mowing his lawn, the lawnmower still running. Then it was Tom, a former university colleague, who was found dead in his bathtub, a look of terror on his face. My father received the news over the phone, and that night, he broke down. He fell to his knees, screaming and crying, his voice raw with grief and fury. I had never seen him like that. The more he screamed, the more the air in the room seemed to thicken, and the shadows by the windows grew longer. I felt a terrible pressure in my skull, as if something was pressing against my forehead. It happened five times, each time more intense, until I was sobbing, clutching my head. Sylvia tried to comfort me, but her hands felt cold and distant.
Then the Visitor appeared. It materialized in the corner of the room, a black mass with that same red-and-purple aura, its eyes glowing like hot coals. It was not tall this time; it was the size of a child, crouching, and it spoke in a voice that was not a voice but a vibration in my bones. ‘Elias,’ it said, ‘you have given me what I need.’ My father froze, his tears still on his cheeks. The Visitor raised a hand, and I saw that it was holding a small mason jar, the kind my grandmother used for canning tomatoes. Inside the jar, there was a swirl of darkness, and I could see faces in it – Roy’s, Tom’s, and others I didn’t know. The Visitor shook the jar, and the faces dissolved into a black liquid. ‘One more,’ it said, ‘and I will be complete.’
My father looked at me, and in that moment, I saw something in his eyes that I will never forget: resignation. He reached into his pocket and pulled out his own small jar, a tiny vial of dark glass, and handed it to the Visitor. The Visitor uncorked the vial and drank the contents. Then it smiled, a horrible grin that stretched too wide. ‘Now,’ it said, ‘you are free.’ And then it was gone, leaving only the scent of burnt copper in the air.
After that, my father was a different man. He stopped salting the perimeter. He stopped sleeping with the shotgun. He stopped talking about the Visitor. He sold the farmhouse and moved us to a small apartment in Reno, where we lived in a gray haze. Sylvia left him a year later, and he died of a stroke two years after that. On his deathbed, he whispered to me, ‘I gave it your mother’s soul, Mara. It took her. And now it has taken me. But you are safe. The pact is fulfilled.’ I didn’t understand then. I didn’t know what he meant.
Now I am thirty-eight, and I live in a small house in the Cascade Mountains, far from the desert. I keep a line of salt around my foundation, just as my father did, but I don’t know why. And sometimes, when the wind is just right, I think I see a flicker of red and purple in the treeline, and I feel a pressure at my forehead, like a child pressing a finger against my brow. I know that the Visitor is not finished. It has taken my father, and his friends, and my mother, and it will come for me. But I am not my father. I am not bound by his pact. I am the one who remembers the mason jar, and the faces in the black liquid, and the way my father cried. And I have made my own preparation. In my basement, I keep a mason jar, filled with salt and iron filings, and a photograph of my family, and a single lock of my mother’s hair. I do not know if it will work. But when the Visitor comes, I will not scream. I will not cry. I will give it what it least expects.
I will give it a new story.