It has been three months since I last touched the board. After the incident with ‘Zen’—or whatever it was—I promised myself I’d never again invite unseen presences into my life. But promises, like prayers, are easily broken when you’re desperate. My name is Arin, and I’m seventeen. I’ve always believed in the protective grace of my family’s patron saint, but I’ve also always been drawn to the thin places where the veil frays. My Ouija board, carved from a single piece of dark oak, sits wrapped in a silk shroud at the bottom of my closet. It stayed there until last Tuesday.
Tuesday was the day my grandmother died. Not peacefully in her sleep, but in the middle of a frantic phone call, gasping about ‘the girl on the stairs.’ The police found her at the foot of the grand marble staircase in her old Victorian mansion, a gift she’d left to me in her will. I inherited the house, its dust, its debts, and its silence. I moved in yesterday, and the staircase was the first thing I saw. It’s a beautiful monstrosity, a double helix of white marble, spiraling up into the gloom of the second floor. It’s the kind of architecture that makes you feel small, and it echoes every footstep, every breath, like the house itself is listening.
I didn’t want to use the board. I told myself I was just unpacking. But the house felt heavy, full of unspoken grief and something else, something older. My grandmother had been a practitioner of ‘white magic,’ as she called it, and she’d left a letter in her desk, sealed with wax. It said, ‘Arin, if you ever feel a presence, don’t use the board. It’s not wise to call her. She’s not like the others. She’s the one who marks the loop. If you hear her, run for the gardens, and do not look back, no matter what you hear. Forgive me for leaving you this burden.’
The letter made no sense. A mark on the loop? A presence? I dismissed it as the ramblings of a dying woman. But that night, I couldn’t sleep. The house creaked in unfamiliar ways. I heard a faint, rhythmic sound, like a heavy object being dragged up the stairs, then down, then up again. Curiosity, that cursed gift, got the better of me. I retrieved the board, set it up in the parlor, and lit a single white candle. I placed my fingers on the planchette, and I asked, ‘Is anyone here? I come in peace.’
For a long moment, nothing. Then the planchette began to glide, slowly, deliberately. It spelled ‘E,’ then ‘V,’ then ‘E,’ then ‘L.’ I felt a chill. ‘Evel? Is that your name?’ I asked. The planchette shot to ‘YES.’ I asked, ‘Are you the one my grandmother warned me about?’ It spelled ‘NO. SHE KEPT ME. FOR YEARS. NOW YOU ARE MINE.’ The candle flickered, and the room grew colder. I tried to lift my fingers, but they were glued to the planchette. It began to move in a perfect circle, faster and faster, until it was a blur. Then it stopped, pointing at a small symbol drawn on the board that I didn’t recognize—a spiral within a spiral.
I tore my hands away and slammed the board shut. My heart was pounding. I told myself I was overreacting, that it was just my subconscious. But as I turned, I saw her. Standing at the bottom of the marble staircase in the dim light of the hall, was a figure. A girl, maybe my age, with long black hair that hung over her face, wearing a white gown that dripped with water. She stood perfectly still, and I felt an overwhelming sense of wrongness. She raised one pale hand, and pointed up the stairs.
I ran. I sprinted up the stairs, not knowing why, as if her gesture compelled me. I took the left branch of the spiral, and as I climbed, I heard the sound of bare feet on marble behind me. I didn’t look back. The staircase seemed endless, looping on itself. I passed a portrait of my grandmother, then another, then the same one again. The walls felt closer. My breath was ragged. Finally, I reached the top and found myself in a narrow corridor lined with doors. All the doors were the same—old oak with brass handles. The wet footprints on the floor led to the third door on the right.
I didn’t want to open it, but I felt that if I didn’t, something worse would happen. I twisted the handle. Inside was a nursery, dusty crib, rocking horse, and on the wall, a painted mural of children playing in a field. And there, in the corner, was a little girl, maybe five, with the same black hair, holding a porcelain doll. She looked up and smiled, but her eyes were empty. She pointed to the window. ‘She’s out there,’ she whispered. ‘The mistress of the loop. She wanted you to come. She wants to replace her.’
I fled. I ran back down the stairs, taking the right branch this time, but I soon realized I was going DOWN further and further, past floors I didn’t recognize, past walls covered in peeling wallpaper, past windows that showed not the garden but a twilight sky with no stars. The air grew stale, and I heard a voice, soft and melodious, humming a lullaby. It was coming from below. I stopped, and I heard a child’s voice say, ‘Don’t stop. She’s between you and the door.’
I looked behind me. The girl from the hall was there, now dripping water that left a trail. Her hair parted, and I saw her face—it was my grandmother’s face, but youthful, with eyes dark as coal. She smiled, revealing needle-sharp teeth. ‘You’ve come to take my place in the loop,’ she said. ‘I’ve been here since I was your age, forced by the old woman who called me. Now it’s your turn. This staircase is my home, my prison, my loop. You’ll run it forever, trying to escape, but the doors will always bring you back here, to me.’
I remembered the letter: ‘Run for the gardens, and do not look back.’ But the gardens were below, and she was between me and the bottom. I had to think. I looked at the stairs, the marble, and I notice the spiral pattern on the board I’d seen, it was carved into the newel post at the bottom of the railing. I dug my nails into it, and the pattern opened like a latch. A hidden door swung open, revealing a narrow passage that smelled of earth and roses. I dove through, slamming the door shut behind me.
I found myself in a sunlit garden, overgrown but beautiful. The house stood behind me, but the staircase was nowhere to be seen. I was safe, but I knew I wasn’t free. The girl—the entity my grandmother had trapped—was still there, waiting for another fool to call her. I haven’t gone back to the house. I’m writing this from a motel on the other side of town. But last night, I saw a figure in the parking lot, a girl in a white gown, dripping wet, standing under a flickering streetlight. She pointed at my window, and I saw her mouth the words: ‘You marked the loop, Arin. You’ll come back. They always come back.’
I don’t know what to do. I destroyed the Ouija board, burned it, but I can still feel the cold marble under my feet. And sometimes, in the quiet of my room, I hear the sound of footsteps, up and down, up and down, and a soft humming. She’s not in the house anymore. She’s inside me. The loop is my own mind now, and I’m running it, waiting for the day I give in and return to that staircase, because the worst part is, I think she’s right. I’m already feeling the pull, the need to go back and face her, to end the loop—or become part of it forever.